It was Zhao Tingkai on the other end of the phone, and after picking up the phone, Xiao Xiao unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Doll, are you asleep?" Regardless of the laughter of his comrades-in-arms next to him, Zhao Tingkai passed the microphone in a soft voice.

Wrapping around the phone line, Xiao Xiao imagined Zhao Tingkai's expression on the other end of the phone, and couldn't help laughing, "Not yet, you haven't rested either?" ”

"Well, today's special training in the army, tomorrow will start training and all start confinement, I took the time to call you, but I can't say much, the brothers are waiting for the call, I just want to talk to you and listen to your voice." Although he was a little embarrassed, thinking that it was Xiao Xiao on the other side, and then thinking of the uncertainty between the two some time ago, Zhao Tingkai still said softly into the microphone.

Zhao Tingkai's voice was not loud, but it was a little hoarse, like a feather scratching the bottom of his heart, which made Xiao Xiao's heart involuntarily float up after hearing his words.

"Well, I want to talk to you too, have time to write to me, I was writing in big letters just now, and I always feel that the style is a little worse! If Grandpa Zhao saw it, he would definitely say it to me fiercely. He also whispered into the microphone, and you could imagine the smile on the man's expression. But for fear of bringing her bad feelings to him, she pretended to joke and said something inconsequential to hide her emotions.

When Zhao Tingkai heard this, he laughed on the other end of the phone, and the people next to him looked at the smile on his face that spread out like a frightened beast, this smile was too penetrating!

He didn't pay attention to others at all, and said with a smile, "Hehe, if grandpa knows, he will definitely talk about me first, saying that I didn't give you a good start!" ”

"Hehe, be careful that he hits you with a burning stick~" Hearing this, Xiao Xiao was also happy and teased.

However, Zhao Tingkai heard the tiredness in Xiao Xiao's voice, "What's the matter, Xiaoxiao?" What's going on lately? Don't meddle in that matter, don't let me worry. After talking for a while, he thought that after Hong Kong met Li Zhaoyue, she was worried and caused by a bad mood, after all, according to Bai Ye's message recently, she didn't say what she encountered.

"It's nothing, it's just a little bit of a bad mood, early on, am I too reckless and self-righteous? thought that everything could be done well, but everything turned out to be just talk on paper. I didn't want to say anything, but I still said it, Xiao Xiao looked at the yellowed paper in his hand, and suddenly was full of denials to himself.

What is the meaning of being born again?

In the past ten years, I have made some money, gained a little fame, and had a small starting point, but no matter how much I have, I can't find a target, especially in the process of chatting with Tangtang, she feels that she has some truth, and what she said is very pale.

After hearing the small words, Zhao Tingkai was a little silent.

"Tiny, what do you want to do?" After a moment's pause, he asked rhetorically.

"Sometimes, I think I'm very smart, I've done a lot of things, I've met a lot of people, and I think I'm very good, but when I look at what I've done in the past, it's a little ridiculous, and the ideals I thought or had in my heart were all forgotten in my life. I just felt like someone who had a cheat in his arms and failed an exam. Like you, you are still obsessed with the army, such as Tangtang, who is still working hard despite setbacks, and the doll is also working hard for her dreams, although she has also sacrificed a lot. After listening to Zhao Tingkai's rhetorical question, Xiao Xiao was also silent for a while, and finally spat out.

"You stupid, it's because you're not happy about this. Your goal is simple, it's to make life better for more people, isn't it? You have worked hard, so the doll and sugar candy can choose the way of life more arbitrarily, you also know what the consequences of the original flood will be, and you also come to work hard under the circumstances of unavoidable, not to mention your own hard study, hard work to enrich your life, how can you deny yourself like this? In the end, Zhao Tingkai was a little angry, because of her self-denial, she crackled a lot.

Covering her mouth, Xiao Xiao didn't want to cry, but tears slipped from her eyes, and when the first tear fell, the boulder that seemed to be pressing on the bottom of her heart was moved away little by little.

"Hehe, when you say that, I find that I really don't seem to be so useless! Okay, don't say more, the other comrades-in-arms have to wait for the call! Xiao Xiao touched her tears casually, held back the choking in her voice, and urged Zhao Tingkai to hang up the phone.

After nagging a few more words in the morning, after listening to Xiao Xiao's voice regain calm, he waved his hand and called Bai Ye, who was shrunk behind the door as a door god, to come in and hung up the phone.

After hanging up the phone, Xiao Xiao raised his hand to grind up the somewhat sticky ink, and he was very attentive at once.

Raising his wrist, the end of the pen condensed a little, and the word "one" fell on the paper.

In this way, I admonish myself to be meditated, to be persevering, to be single-minded in everything, so that things can be accomplished. The walking coordinates of this life can be formulated, but when the scale cannot be defined, the goal must be constantly adjusted.

On the yellowed paper, the handwriting was still immature, but he seemed to be able to see the seriousness of that little figure: "I want to be a military doctor, I want to be a Chinese existence like Nightingale." ”

Have you achieved your goal? After asking herself, she shook her head.

Are your goals going to change? After asking herself, she continued to shake her head.

So what else is there to struggle with? It is nothing more than the obstacles that arise on the way to achieve this goal and other things that need to be done, so what kind of conflict is there with this? It is true that time will be wasted, but if you pay for it, it will definitely not go unrewarded. Life is equal to the sum of time and space, so if the amount of time is the same, the amount of space is the best way to expand time.

The breeze blew, bringing the scent of jasmine on the windowsill, and the flowers the size of a grain of rice trembled slightly in the wind.

Xiao's father and Xiao's mother are very strange, these children in their own family don't know when they started, and there seems to be a lot of energy between several people, and they get up earlier than the other. At first, Xiao Xiao got up more than half an hour earlier than usual, which was not very strange, after all, she had always been used to getting up early. But Tangtang, the child who loves lazy beds the most, didn't even need to call early to get up on time, not to mention, the second day was earlier than Xiao laughed, and then the doll and Xiao Qiang started to get up early one by one!

Although they don't know what happened between them, Xiao's father and Xiao's mother expressed optimism that this situation will change.

This situation has spread until Xiao Xiao's college entrance examination, and before Tangtang and Doll started the high school entrance examination, an incident happened at this time to break this situation. (To be continued.) )