Chapter 268: The Past

Xu Nong shook his head, took another bite of the apple, and said with a slight slurry in his mouth:

Naturally not. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info If you have patience, I can tell you everything. Over the years, it's really tiring to hold everything in my heart, but now, I can finally vomit it quickly. ”

After that, his eyes revealed unconcealable exhaustion, and his expression was stunned.

"Well, let's hear about it."

Li Baifeng's body leaned forward slightly, revealing a very interested look.

Everyone loves to listen to the story, not to mention, he was already full of doubts about Xu Nong's assassination of Chongzhen, although he deduced the general process according to the clues, but he still didn't understand Xu Nong's motive for committing the crime.

In this regard, he deduced several versions, such as "repeatedly doing dirty work for Chongzhen, feeling tired of it for a long time, but it is difficult to get out, and he is desperate to take risks", and for example, "I met Chongzhen's fiancée at first sight, but I knew that the beauty had no intention of committing to Chongzhen, but it was difficult to do anything about it, and immediately decided to save the beauty from fire and water", and then for example, "Carrying a sea of blood and deep hatred, I had no choice but to change my name and surname, and I had no choice but to change my name and surname, and lie down beside the enemy, and wait for the time to be ripe, and make a contribution in one fell swoop".

He can be said to have seen a lot of such episodes in various literary works.

"It's not complicated, it's not interesting, it's just some old things." Xu Nong seemed to see what he was thinking, his eyelids pressed down slightly, and he said lightly.

"I grew up in an orphanage, no one wanted me, I didn't know who my parents were, and I didn't have any friends...... What's that expression on your face? Speaking of this, Xu Nong couldn't help but stop and looked at Li Baifeng with a frown.

I saw the latter with a face of "as I expected", nodding his head to himself, although I don't know what he was thinking, but I can also feel a little rude.

"That's a pretty standard start...... Ah, no, I mean, uh, nothing, you go ahead. ”

Suddenly questioned by the other party, Li Baifeng was a little weak-hearted, and hurriedly stretched out his hand, made a "please" action, and motioned for the other party to continue.

Seeing this, Xu Nong no longer dwelled on this matter and continued to tell:

"The orphanage where I am located is privately owned, and it is said that it was built by a big boss who donated money for charity, and after it was built, he ignored it, and the director was not there all the year round, just a few discipliners, managing dozens of orphans that no one wanted."

As he spoke, the corners of his mouth pulled up a sarcastic smile: "After all, there are so many orphans with stubborn personalities, and the corrections naturally lack patience and warmth. And this can only lead to these people becoming more and more radical and violent, and so a vicious circle. ”

Li Baifeng's face was extremely heavy, he grew up in the secret realm of the Xuanshan Sect since he was a child, and was cared for by the eighth uncle, and then went to school in Linyue City, and it was smooth sailing all the way to read, and he always thought that the world was nothing more than such a carefree and noisy youth campus, but these things had never been heard of.

He sighed softly and asked:

"So, you developed such a character?"

Hearing this, Xu Nong laughed out loud as if he had heard something funny, and slowly shook his head: "You really think too highly of me, when I was in the orphanage, I was the one who was bullied all the time." ”

"Bullied?"

Li Baifeng raised his eyebrows, his eyes swept over his face, which he knew was difficult to mess with at a glance, and the stiff muscles on his exposed arms, which were even more difficult to provoke at first glance, with a suspicious expression.

Then, he suddenly remembered that he had indeed heard him mention it, but he didn't pay much attention to it at the time.

Xu Nong naturally noticed his gaze and knew what he was thinking, so he raised his arm and explained disappreciatively:

"I wasn't born with martial arts, on the contrary, I was very thin when I was a child, and of course, it may have something to do with malnutrition. In addition, I was also very withdrawn and did not interact with people much, and a few brave and ruthless guys in the orphanage formed their own small groups, and they were like a gang of gangsters all day long, making the orphanage a miasma. ”

"At that time, it seemed to me that the world was the same darkness, and every day when I woke up, I was scared, worried about whether my food would be deliberately spilled, whether a basin of water would suddenly pour down on my head when I went to the toilet, and whether I would be dragged out and thrown out naked when I took a bath......

His tone was calm, as if he was saying something that had nothing to do with him. When Li Baifeng heard this, he frowned tightly and didn't say a word.

"For me, I don't want to stay in such a place for a moment, but there is no way, the orphanage is not allowed to go out without permission, and if I am caught, I will be beaten at every turn."

"Still......"

Xu Nong's eyes shone with a slight light.

"Still, I'm going to sneak out, even if it's just a temporary escape from that place, and my heart will be filled with joy, and I'm thinking, when I'm older, wherever I go, as long as I can get out of this place, wherever I go."

"If you can get out, why don't you just run away?"

Hearing this, Li Baifeng finally couldn't help it and asked.

"Huh."

Xu Nong let out a disdainful sneer, and the expression on his face became complicated.

"Escape? A child of the Xianmen like you, who 'does not eat the fireworks of the world', naturally does not know the situation of people like me, weak as ants, humble as dust, knows nothing, knows no one, escaped, what to eat, what to drink? I don't even have an identity certificate, and I just have no way to work as a coolie. ”

Li Baifeng was silent.

As Xu Nong said, food and clothing are issues he has never considered, and he naturally can't put himself in his shoes and empathize with such a situation.

"Because I'm afraid that I will be found out if I go out for too long, I usually don't go very far, but I just walk around the orphanage, which is a suburb, and although it can't be said to be sparsely populated, it is far from being prosperous."

As if recalling some warm memories, Xu Nong's face softened obviously.

"There is a park around, it is my favorite place to go, it is very quiet and safe, there is a small shallow pond behind the forest, which has seventeen koi fish with mixed colors, if there are some crumbs on the body, it will also sprinkle a little, but most of them are not, so I have to throw some stones into it, and those stupid fish will believe it, by the way, there is a swing made of waste tires, and occasionally swing ......"

"Out of the park, there is a fruit shop, and the orphanage sometimes gives out fruit, but it is not very often, and I need to be careful not to be robbed, so for me, fruit is indeed a rare thing." (To be continued.) )