248 extravagant hopes
The duke's words dispelled Benjamin's will to die, but the cold dead heart still couldn't bear the sadness of Lao Yan's separation, and the night after that, he was facing the loneliness of the night with his eyes open and cold. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Benjamin didn't go back to Jing Xi's home, he didn't know how to face Jing Xi's family, tell them, your daughter is no longer in this world, there is still a trace of luck in his heart, Jing Xi may be trapped in a place that cannot be contacted.
One day, when he turned around, he would see Jing Xi standing there with a smile like a flower.
Benjamin returned to England, and he was no longer as preoccupied with ballet as he had been.
He devoted most of his time to his studies arranged by the duke, as well as countless social activities.
Benjamin's ballet instructor sensed the change in Benjamin, and gave him great hope that Benjamin could become the principal of the Royal Ballet.
The tutor invited Benjamin to a café, and in the rich aroma of coffee, Benjamin's sorry voice made the tutor's eyes full of disappointment.
"Your heart has been polluted by worldly things, and you have lost the heart of a ballet dancer."
When the mentor left, he said one last word to Benjie Mingliang in disappointment.
The heart that had been hibernating with Jing Xi's departure stinged slightly, Benjamin's hand covered his heart, and his face was pale and bloody.
"Are you not feeling well, sir? Need me to call you a doctor? The waiter noticed his abnormality and came over to ask him worriedly.
"No, you don't." Benjamin waved his hand at the waiter, pulled out the money, tipped, and left the café a little embarrassed.
The coffee in the cup was steaming hot, and the coffee was as full as it was when it was served.
In the following days, Benjamin spent less and less time in school, and every time the tutor saw Benjamin's back in a hurry, he couldn't stop shaking his head and sighing.
Olivia couldn't stand it anymore and stopped Benjamin on the way, "What's wrong with you lately, you don't care about practice?" Did you quarrel with Jing Xi? ”
"People can't see it, how can they quarrel!" Benjamin's mood had fallen to a freezing point, and the indescribable irritability made him restless, and the longer it passed, the worse this mood became.
"If you don't want to leave her, you can go back! Why are you here to do so? "Olivia doesn't believe it, this person is decadent like this, and he said that there was no quarrel!
"Do you think I don't want to? I wanted to be in front of her right away, but I couldn't find her! "In front of the friends who grew up, the embankment that Benjamin built with reason after Jing Xi's disappearance collapsed in an instant.
Olivia was frightened by Benjamin's sudden loss of control, what does it mean to be unable to find it.
She is an adult, and she is not a child, will she still be lost?
Could it be that Benjamin made the little girl angry, so she hid and didn't see Benjamin.
Olivia felt like she had guessed the truth.
"Don't worry, you tell me what you did and what you said when you were with Jing Xi for the last time, so that I can help you analyze why she was angry!" Olivia comforted Benjamin when she saw Benjamin in pain to the point of losing her demeanor.
Benjamin's already painful liver and intestines were broken, his ears and eyes were blocked, and like a robot, he mechanically answered Olivia's words.
"Then I see. You two care about each other too much, but you don't dare to let each other take risks anymore! Olivia said with a smile.
"She must be very self-blaming, because she has burdened you, and you, but you feel that you are useless and can't protect her, so you ran back alone, and Jing Xi misunderstood and thought that you were retreating, so she hid and didn't see you."
Olivia gave a thumbs up for her high intelligence.
"You're saying she's hiding, isn't there an accident?" It was as if Benjamin had walked in the fog for a hundred years, and suddenly saw a lighthouse, and his ink-like eyes burst into dazzling light.
"Isn't it just that I don't see you and don't answer your calls? Just scare you like this, and think she had an accident! Why are you so stupid! Olivia endured the loss in her heart and glared at Benjamin with disgust.
"That's right! That's it! Even if she encountered an avalanche, so many people had nothing to do, not to mention that Jing Xi was so powerful, it was even more impossible to encounter things, she must have hid because those people were too annoying. Benjamin didn't pay any attention to Olivia's words, and his whole body fell into the excitement of guessing the answer.
In him, the vitality of life is slowly recovering.
"Jing Xi, you wait, when I clean up all this garbage, you come out again, at that time, we don't have to care about anything, just concentrate on dancing the ballet."
Olivia listened to Benjamin's self-talk, and the more she listened, the more she felt that she had misunderstood something.
"Avalanche? What does this have to do with Jing Xi? ”
Olivia had bad feelings.
"It's all right! You go get busy first! I'm still in business! Benjamin was so amused by his guess that he just wanted to get things sorted out so that Jing Xi could come back sooner.
He didn't want to waste even a minute of his time, so he ignored Olivia's question and ran away in a hurry.
Olivia looked at Benjamin's distant back, no matter how she looked at it, she felt that his back was inexplicably empty-hearted, and she felt a little like hiding her ears and stealing the bell.
Olivia, who was full of doubts, made a phone call to Benoit in France in order to understand the doubts in her happiness.
The two of them are good friends who talk about everything, and they should know why Benjamin became nervous.
Benoit has been busy with graduation exams and participating in the Paris Ballet's actor selection exams recently, and he doesn't have many phone calls with Jing Xi, so he doesn't know what happened to Jing Xi.
Receiving a worried call from Olivia, Benoit agrees to call Jing Xi and ask why.
Benoit was worried about Jing Xi, hung up Olivia's phone, and immediately dialed Jing Xi's phone number.
"The number you dialed is not in the service area!" In the microphone was a worrying mechanical and electronic sound.
Benoit pressed a dozen phone calls, all of which were answers.
Could it be that the phone is out of battery, or has Jing Xi run to a place where there is no signal?
Benoit thought suspiciously, no matter what, he never thought that Jing Xi would encounter a desperate situation in her life.
Benoit didn't care at first, so he couldn't get through, so he called again the next day, and it wasn't until he called for a week and no one answered his phone that he felt that things had become unusual.
Benoit called Jing Xi's home, and from Jing Jiwen's words, he knew that Jing Xi had studied abroad.
Benoit was surprised, how could Jing Xi not tell him about studying abroad.
Benoit, who was skeptical, hurriedly asked, which school did Jing Xi study at?
If Jing Xi really didn't even tell him the news of studying abroad, he decided that he must let Jing Xi prepare a unique birthday gift for him as compensation for her concealment. (To be continued.) )