Chapter 184: Relief and Comfort
Yan Guan's character is unwilling to suffer, after all, she has never experienced unilateral payment. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info Therefore, her life is too happy, she has always only laughed, and she only needs to remember who is good to her on weekdays.
She has never suffered hardships, and her growth process is different from Minghuang, and she will not understand how precious it is for people to have a companion when they are lonely and helpless, nor do they know how to fall into the tenderness of others.
So, it's so simple with her. Shen Jue likes the princess, and the princess continues to like him, and the two are the best as before; If Shen Jue doesn't like the princess, the princess will take back her feelings and change to someone who deserves it, and she can't suffer anyway.
Minghuang had a bitter word, her words choked in her throat, and finally turned into a bitter smile.
"Where is it so simple? Awan, you're still too young. ”
Yan Wan wiped her tears with a handkerchief, and still didn't understand and asked, "Why is it complicated?" I know that Brother Eryu used to get along well with you, and to be honest, I think he's pretty good, but it's not right that he doesn't help you when you need help.
Princess, I don't understand many of your last analyses. Brother Eryu is the heir of the Shen family, so why can't he call the shots? Or is it that if he helps you offend the queen mother, he will not be able to inherit the Shen family in the future?
Anyway, I think he just doesn't like you. If you really like it, you must dare to stand up for you. In this way, it's not worth it if you like him! ”
Yan Guan's words were just a few sentences over and over again, but the meaning of the words was in Minghuang's heart. Shen Jue really doesn't like himself enough, if he does. Where can't you stand up for her?
In this way, the only one who is obsessed with himself is himself.
Minghuang wiped his eyes and laughed at himself: "Where is this calculated, is there a cost-effective relationship in emotional matters?" ”
"I think it's going to have to be counted! I don't like to find sin on myself, and if it's too bitter, I'm sure I'll have to change someone who makes me happy. Princess, you shouldn't be like this, you say you're so good, why don't you like him? ”
Yan Wan once thought that the two of them had a conflict, but they had been persuaded by their hearts. However, now that he had no such thoughts, he thought about it and concluded, "I thought about it and thought about it. The princess thinks that Brother Eryu has been playing with you for so many years, so she is reluctant. But you'll have a long time to come. Can't you find someone who will be with you for many more years? Wipe away your tears, I don't like to look at you. ”
"Okay, I'll forget about him later."
Although her heart was still tingling, her words were already out. Even if you force yourself, you have to force yourself to forget Shen Jue.
Seeing that Minghuang can think about it. Yan Wan nodded heavily. Then he praised himself happily: "I'm still very good at comforting people." ”
"Yes, you're very good."
Minghuang straightened the strands of hair in her ears, and then worried. couldn't help asking: "Aguan, you like Xiao Yi, do you think he is good to you?" ”
"yes, he's good to me, then I'm sure I'm with him a lot. He thinks about me in everything, and he is very convenient for many things, and can make me happy, why don't I like him? ”
The more Yan Wan said, the more sure he became, "Well, I should like him, and no one is better than him to me at the moment." ”
Minghuang asked again: "Then what if he treats you badly in the future?" ”
Yan Wan blinked, "Will this be the case?" It seems that he has never thought about this issue, and his expression is a little incredulous.
"Yes, if."
Yan Wan didn't hesitate to continue: "Then I'll change someone to like, anyway, I don't like people who make me cry." ”
Minghuang nodded, and his tone was envious: "Xiao Yi will not disappoint you, Aguan, you are happier than me." ”
Yan Wan knew this, and pondered and said, "Don't think about it, maybe the prince of Yu is better than Zhao Jingzhi?" ”
"I hope so."
Minghuang responded casually, and did not make any longing, but looked at the other party in a reluctant tone: "Alas, I will marry far away as soon as the year passes, and I will be the most reluctant to you in this family in Yanjing City." Aguan, if I want you to go into the palace to accompany me for a while before I get married, would you like to? ”
"With you?" The question was too sudden, and Yan Wan asked rhetorically: "The princess said that I will live in the palace?" ”
Minghuang nodded, "Yes." ”
Yan Wan thought about it and hesitated a little: "Lu Niang said that it is very dangerous in the palace." ”
Minghuang's eyes were gloomy, and he was not reluctant, "Forget it, the court is indeed not suitable for you, and it will restrain you." ”
"But I won't see you again, so I'd better go? Maybe if I stay with you longer, you'll forget me for a long time. ”
Minghuang knew her reluctance, and reached out to hug the other party again, affirming: "No, Aguan, I won't forget you." She held back her tears and raised her head.
After Yan Wan agreed, he counted the months in his heart, and now it is only September, and there will be three or four months before the princess gets married next year, and the time seems to be a bit long?
She began to discuss, "Or, I'll go into the palace to accompany you when it's cold?" I'm afraid that the palace will not be fun, so I won't go out in winter, and I just live in your palace every day. ”
Minghuang bowed, "Okay, you will be in my palace at that time, and no one will need to see you." After a pause, she took out the hairpin from her sleeve and prepared to put it on for the other party.
Yan Wan was inevitably curious, raised his hand and took it, it was a very simple apricot flower silver hairpin.
Minghuang smiled and said softly, "This is left to you." ”
This kind of gift is different from usual, Yan Wan will not dislike the ugly, but always feel that the hairpin is meaningful. Then he quipped, "Is the princess going to tell me what story it is?" I don't believe you have so many beautiful hairpins, so I'm just giving me this. ”
"Aguan, why are you so smart?"
Minghuang smiled, and after laughing, he held her hand and said seriously: "It is indeed meaningful to leave this hairpin to you, and if you encounter difficulties in the future, let Xiao Yi take you to meet the owner of this hairpin." ”
"Who is its owner?"
"It's not convenient to say now, but you'll know in the future. Ah Wan, you remember, she can recognize this hairpin as I gave it to you, and she is the one you can trust. ”
Yan Wan nodded inexplicably.
The two of them stayed together for a long time, and when they were about to go out, Minghuang on the road whispered as he walked: "Ah Wan, you have to believe that I won't harm you." In some cases, it's not that you haven't taken a stand, but some people are afraid that you have already been included in the plan. ”
This kind of words is more in-depth, Yan Wan couldn't understand it for a while, and was ready to go back and ask his mother. But no matter what, she believed in the princess's kindness, and it was impossible to harm herself.
At the banquet, Yan Wan saw the county lord of Yuyang again, and she became more and more marked. But the strange thing is that every time the princess cares about her warmly, the county lord is cold and indifferent, and she looks a little sour in her heart.
Yan Zhen is becoming more and more liked by the county lord of Yuyang, and even accompanied her to the outer courtyard quietly on the eve of the worship. Jiang Ru secretly followed behind, and before he could hide his figure and footsteps, he was caught by Yan Wan, who was wandering around the garden. (To be continued.) )