Liang Youhuan heard Ke Huaigu say before that many capable people have their own aura in their bones, such as Du Mijin in front of him at the moment. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Liang Youhuan found that when Du Mijin said this, her face showed a plan that was extremely inconsistent with her actual age, and this plan must have been tested by time, so Du Mijin continued with confidence: "Do you think those classmates who have been counterattacked by me, they will be like me, silently plan, and all conflicts will be resolved privately?" No, they will only be justified when they bully others, but they are not very comfortable with being slapped in the face by others, so when they encounter the other way to give back to the other, they will not feel that this is self-inflicted, but will feel that they have been treated unfairly, and run to tell the teacher, the director, or even the principal. And every now and then, my hard work comes into play. ”

The smile on Du Mijin's face was particularly contemptuous when she said this, and it was not difficult for Liang Youhuan to see that she had a lot of resentment towards the school in this description. I only heard Du Mijin's tone relaxed and disdainful continued: "The teacher has symbolically reprimanded me two sentences, sometimes I was forced by them to be anxious, and they also asked me to go to the office to talk, they will persuade me to settle my grievances, I will be persuaded to be classmates, and I will be persuaded to wait until I grow up and then recall the original youth, I will find how beautiful the time in school is." I believe all of what the teacher says, but only if I am in a normal school, I have a peaceful and friendly relationship with my classmates. But at the time, if someone told me how good my youth was, I'm sorry, but the only thing that was beautiful about my youth was that it taught me how to judge the situation. On the surface, I should be with the teacher, nodding my head with a grin, and agreeing, but behind the scenes, there will be no shortage of things to do. They bullied me for more than two years, and I just want to spend the rest of the half year telling them. There is a price to be paid for everything, and this is life. Now that I think about it, if I had been cold-blooded, at least I would have helped them grow. It's like they helped me change in the first place. Later, they also found out that telling the teacher basically didn't help, and they should have made all the tricks on the way to suppress me again, gradually. There are fewer and fewer people who are happy to fight back with me every day. Finally, no one wanted to destroy me anymore, I could stay in this class in peace, and I finally won the battle. But looking back, how ridiculous it is, how much effort I have to expend, how many unrecognizable changes I have to spend three whole years to win back for myself what the average student can receive when they enter the school. ”

When Du Mijin said the last sentence, he was almost word for word. Liang Youhuan could hear the infinite sadness in her heart, but he didn't know how to explain it. There are a lot of things like this, and if you don't really put yourself in their shoes, you'll never know how uncomfortable it is, and even if it's comforting, it's just an itch in your boots that sounds insincere. So Liang Youhuan could only pat Du Mijin on the shoulder, silently conveying a silent understanding. After Du Mijin felt Liang Youhuan's intentions, he turned his head, smiled at him, and shook his hair. Cheering up, he continued: "Before graduating from junior high school, we ushered in the last preliminary exam. Unlike in the past, it was a city-wide general exam, and each school only needed to send ten outstanding student representatives to take the exam. To put it bluntly, it was just a performance statistic among the top students in various schools. And the role of these top students sent out is just to give each school a face, if they do well in the exam, the principal's face will shine, the school's popularity can also be opened, and the bonus of the teacher will naturally go up. As long as the student is competent. For schools, it can create a good result that kills three birds with one stone. As expected, I was selected by my school to take this exam with the first overall score in our school. The head teacher was very nervous about this exam, almost every time I saw me, I had to say a few words, we must work hard, we must work hard, we must strive for a good score, how important this exam is to us, this is equivalent to the high school entrance examination, if the test is good, at least we can accumulate some experience for the high school entrance examination, and it is said over and over that this joint examination can affect our life, in fact, it is just that if we do well, it can affect her income. I have always been very cooperative with the teacher, and worked harder on all occasions that the teacher saw or could not see, until the final exam, I handed in three blank papers in three subjects other than mathematics, and did not answer a single question, the only thing I did not forget was to write the name of my school neatly and eye-catching. That incident later caused a sensation throughout the city, not to mention an uproar in schools. Because of this incident, the principal of our school was disgraced, and it is said that people from the education department came to the school to investigate and wanted to know why this happened, and there were also those good tabloid reporters, who came to the school from time to time to interview, and the content was generally on the line to insinuate that there were major problems in our school's education system, as if I was a rebellious student, I could represent that the educational results of the whole school were problematic. The principal was so upset by this incident that the teacher hated me under the pressure of the principal, but I was happy. I hate that school, and I hate not that no one stood up to protect me when I was being bullied, nor that the teacher was negligent in investigating and indiscriminately imposed on me the trumped-up charges that others framed me. In fact, what really makes me unbearable from the bottom of my heart is that such a school, such a group of students, if it weren't for me, if someone else had changed, would it have survived? I don't have the ability to change the teaching style of the whole school, but at least I can discredit it and make other parents think more when they want to send their children in, even if it is a curve to save the country, if I can indirectly prevent some innocent children from coming here to suffer, it is worth it, this is what I really thought at the time. ”

Du Mijin paused for a moment after speaking, tilted his head to look at Liang Youhuan, and saw a cute smile on his drunken face, and said to Liang Youhuan self-deprecatingly: "It's ridiculous, isn't it?" I have been blackened into a treacherous and sophisticated little devil, but I still expect to incarnate an angel to save others, is it particularly long-hearted? You don't know how much I hated that school at the time, and I defined it as a hellish sinister existence, and I really didn't want to bloom in this quagmire of despair, and I didn't want to bloom in this quagmire of despair, like me, and the other side flowers that were born by injury. ”

What Du Mijin said, Liang Youhuan believed. Not to mention, just look at Du Mijin's attitude towards these people in the company now, who has something to do, she can't wait to help as if it were her own thing. Such a person. If you weren't really forced to be in a hurry, you wouldn't take the initiative to hurt others at all. Therefore, Liang Youhuan believes that the reason why Du Mijin fought back desperately at that time was really because he didn't want others to repeat her mistakes. So Liang Youhuan gently patted Du Mijin's hand and said softly: "I understand." ”

"Of course I know you do. You just know too much that it made me fall on my heels. Du Mijin listened to Liang Youhuan's comfort, and whispered, the helplessness and melancholy in his tone were particularly obvious, Liang Youhuan didn't react for a while, he looked at Du Mijin and raised his eyebrows and didn't speak, Du Mijin smiled bitterly when he saw it, as if self-deprecating and as if he was emotional: "In fact, I have always known that many things I do may not make sense in the eyes of others, and everyone doesn't understand my seriousness, truthfulness, and even paranoia." But I know that whatever it is, as long as I say it, you know it. This is a very wonderful feeling that I have never had before, I remember that the master once said that I seem to be stingy with tenderness, but in fact, I am very deep in the world, tiring others and tired myself. The master said that people who have a lot of suffering in their hearts will not explain those sufferings to others, because most of the time people are aware of their own suffering, but they will look forward to it, hoping that someone will give them a trace of sweetness to neutralize all the suffering in their hearts. Too easy to satisfy is even more dangerous. If one day I can meet someone who can understand all I have without me saying much, this person is bound to brighten up my life. But it's also easier to really beat me, and I can't recover. ”

When Du Mijin said this, she turned her head to look at Liang Youhuan, and at that moment, the blur in her eyes because of the alcohol seemed to be gone, replaced by a bottomless sadness. Liang Youhuan's heart throbbed, because he heard Du Mijin say with a depressed and tired voice: "Later. I met you, and I realized that the master actually said a prophecy. ”

This should be the only time that Du Mijin can be regarded as an accusation after Du Mijin and Liang Youhuan broke up. Liang Youhuan also asked himself what he would think of the whole thing if he was Du Mijin - he is undoubtedly a bastard of game feelings through and through. But Du Mijin endured all this, he was alienated and cold, but he never denounced it. Liang Youhuan also speculated very narrowly and distortedly at a certain moment whether Du Mijin's seeming generosity was because he had never been distracted. But after drinking and spitting out the truth, when the catalysis of alcohol removed the last bit of disguise of Du Mijin, the sentence "I met you later" really made my heart uncomfortable from the bottom of my heart. Liang Youhuan was speechless, he didn't know what to say for himself, and he didn't know what to say at this moment to make Du Mijin not so sad. Du Mijin seemed to see Liang Youhuan's embarrassment and entanglement, she didn't want the scene to turn back to freezing, so she pretended to be relieved and waved her hand and said with a smile: "Don't say that these are some and don't, whoever people meet in this life is fate, I am a cultivator, naturally I will not be stupid enough to fight with fate, I admit it." Come on, let's continue, the story is not finished yet, although it is a bit long, but fortunately, it is almost over. ”

As Du Mijin spoke, he pushed Liang Youhuan again, pulled the topic back to the previous one freely, and said: "Don't think so much, I said it so seriously, you can listen attentively, so you can be worthy of me." After saying this, Du Mijin pretended to be indifferent, tilted his head and chin on his lean, and continued: "After this incident, I can't stay in school anymore. My parents used a lot of connections to barely keep me from graduating from junior high school. In fact, I have always been very grateful to my parents in this matter, they are the kind of enlightened parents who do not use grades to evaluate whether their children are good or bad. I still remember when there was such a big commotion, I used to seriously want to explain my thoughts to my parents, after all, I am used to reporting good news and not bad news, and they don't know all about my experience in school. But I remember that my dad did something that touched me very much, and he didn't listen to my reasons at all, so he chose to believe me absolutely. He touched my head and said, 'The child is my own child, how is my character?' You must have your reasons for doing this, you didn't say hello to me in advance, and you must have your own considerations, Dad believes in you. Dad just hopes that you can think more before you choose to do anything in the future, it's best not to use a lose-lose solution, as long as you learn to protect yourself, your mother and I will be at ease. As for when you face things in the future, if you are willing to discuss with us in advance, rest assured, no matter what you decide, we will respect you. 'You know what? My dad was completely looking at me as a mature person, and he not only gave me trust, but also freedom and support. I'm like that, if I do something well, it must be praised by others, not scolded. How high your expectations are for me, I will try to give you as much surprise as possible. It was because of what my dad said at the time that I thought he should give them back enough results to make their faces shine. So when I took the high school entrance examination, I took the third place in the city, and if it weren't for the fact that I fell a little too much in English, that is, if I barely passed the standard, it shouldn't be difficult to get the first place. And since then, I have consulted with him in advance on all my decisions, and no matter how much my thinking deviates from the normal human track, I will seriously explain to him what kind of trade-offs I have. And my dad did what he said, and he gave me absolute respect for every decision I made, including the fact that I insisted on not going to school anymore after graduating from junior high school. After Du Mijin finished speaking, he saw Liang Youhuan looking at himself with some surprise on his face, and paused for a long time before silently making a "like" gesture to Du Mijin and muttering: "The old man is really good!" (To be continued.) )