Light rain on February 26

I don't know why, every time I see the smile on his face, I feel a little suffocated, it's a very strange feeling. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Looking at the puppet in his hand carefully carved, he softly told the girl on the other end of the phone to be careful of catching a cold, and I barely hooked up a smile, "You love each other very much." She must be very happy! can be loved by a handsome guy like you. ”

He shook his head and smiled, "No, I'm lucky. ”

Sitting on the stone steps, I quietly listened to him tell about their past, the neighbor sister who grew up together since childhood, innocent and lively, and the bits and pieces of each other's past flowed between them, and the harmony made people can't insert it.

That day, I felt the bitterness of tears for the first time, it turned out that when I didn't know it, my first love ended without a problem.

Gently touching the dried notes, it seems that she can still feel her heartbreak, love but can't, love someone in her own way, it doesn't matter if you exchange it with heartache.

The heart is bleeding endlessly, but it can't stop the throbbing of loving you.

July 18 sunny

These days, I have been numbing my nerves with my busy life, but I found that missing you has become an indispensable lesson for me.

It seems that every moment, I can see your voice, my brother said that I am a demon, I don't know what to do all day, I am confused, but I know that every time I stop, I am thinking about you.

Perhaps, I am really demonic, I have fallen into your world, and I will never be able to extricate myself.

Even, every time we meet, it is the happiest encounter for me.

Xiao Yan looked at Shao Min in the diary struggling in the whirlpool of love and couldn't get out, "If I had found out about Min'er's crush earlier, wouldn't she have suffered this unspeakable pain silently alone." Shao Ling's voice carried deep self-reproach, "I, as an elder brother, didn't even notice Min'er's mood at all. ”

"Uncle, my mother is happy, because in that most beautiful year, she met the best person, even if it was just a secret love that ended without a problem, but she was still happy." Gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Sleet on December 26

I saw him standing alone on the street, letting the fluttering snowflakes scatter on his shoulders, and at this moment, my heart ached.

I walked over with an umbrella, he didn't look back, just walked forward, I stubbornly followed him.

He finally stopped, looked at me deeply, hugged me, tears dripped down my neck by the collar, warm and sad, "She's gone." ”

At that moment, I felt the shocking scars in his heart, and at that moment, I wanted to wipe the tears from his face for him, but I couldn't, I was just his friend, my hand stopped in mid-air in a daze, and then fell heavily.

Snow on January 4

Looking at him drunk on alcohol, I yelled at him with all my might, "What the hell do you want to do?!" She's gone, then chase her back! Look at the way you look now, you're like this, will she come back?! ”

He poured bottle after bottle of highly concentrated liquor, and his eyes were unfocused.

Suddenly, I snatched the wine bottle from his hand and shouted, "If you want to drink, then I'll accompany you!" The pungent smell of alcohol poured into my throat and choked my nose and tears, but I continued to drink it regardless of it, and I don't know how much I drank that night.

When I woke up, the tip of my nose was overflowing with disinfectant water, and when I opened my eyes, I saw his raunchy face, his eyes were full of blood, and he was lying beside me decadently, but in my eyes, he was still the handsome boy in a white shirt.

"Shao Min, I asked you to drink with me!" He yelled at me in a fit of rage, "Did you know that the doctor said you were alcoholic!" If it's a step too late, you'll be gone! His eyes were red, and his fists were clenched, "How many lives do you have enough for you to toss!" ”

"What about you? How many lives do you have? I looked at him stubbornly, "If you want to drink, then I will accompany you, if you want to cry, whatever you want to do, I will accompany you." ”

He tilted his head, "You don't need to do that much for me, it's not worth it." ”

"It's up to me whether it's worth it or not, and I'm willing to do all this." I looked at him fixedly, my hand raised slightly, "Is this tear for me?" ”

He pursed his lips and didn't speak for a long time, "Shao Min, you are very good, very good, why do you ........ I'm not worth it. ”

"I don't know why I can't leave when I meet you, maybe, if you like someone, you don't need a reason, if you like it, you can't tolerate other people in your eyes." I looked at him, tears streaming down my face.

"When you're discharged, we'll ....... Let's be together. His words suddenly exploded in my ears, and I looked at him in a daze, my heart trembling.

"I'll try to forget her."

"Good........ I'll wait for you. Tears clouded my eyes, but his face was still clearly visible in front of my eyes, and at this moment, I suddenly wished that time would stop here, so that I could stay forever.

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Ye Qingyan suddenly couldn't bear to look at it anymore, when the truth was revealed, she found that this hard-won happiness was just a flower in the water, the moon in the well, such a huge blow, could she really bear it? Sometimes, losing is more heartbreaking than not getting it.

Just as she thought lightly, she was like every girl who was intoxicated in love, lost her way, she deceived herself stupidly, he loved her, but the darkness in his eyes, the unconscious murmuring, always broke her heart, she told herself over and over again, she could make him fall in love with her, he would forget the past, but these were just her obsessions, and his heart couldn't fit into her little one after all. However, she would rather him deceive herself, and be deceived by his falsehood and truth, than let him leave her.

However, no matter how she escaped, the day came.

She's back.

And he still can't forget her.

She cried and avoided what he had left unfinished, she didn't want to hear it.

This is their first cold war, he is forcing her to leave in his own way, but she really can't do it, he has never snubbed her like this, even if it is indifferent every day.

Is leaving really the final destination? (To be continued.) )