Chapter 53: The Life Experiences of the Ling Family Brothers and Sisters
That night, Mo went to accompany Yan's family, and Feng Shu'an went to see Ling Xiang'er who had just woken up, I don't know what Feng Shu'an said to Ling Xiang'er, anyway, Ling Xiang'er, who was originally ashamed and wanted to die, finally stopped thinking about suicide. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info It's just that since then, the originally innocent Ling Xiang'er seems to have grown up overnight, and the original smart eyes have lost the vitality of the past, replaced by layers of sorrow and hatred.
The next afternoon, when Mo helped Yan to the side hall, Feng Shu'an, Ling Xiang'er and Ling Moxuan had already been waiting for a long time. After not seeing his own pair of children for a few days, and remembering the miserable scene that day, Yan's tears fell down, Ling Xiang'er and Ling Moxuan saw their mother coming, and immediately wanted to come forward to hug them, but they were avoided by Yan.
Ling Moxuan looked at his mother distressedly: "Mother! You ......"
Yan lowered his eyes, and a teardrop as big as a soybean ran out of his eye socket again: "Don't touch your mother, your mother is dirty." ”
Ling Moxuan's originally handsome face wrinkled into a ball of grief, biting his lip, not knowing what to say, he looked at his mother with regret. I want to comfort, but I'm afraid of touching my mother's wound.
Instead, Ling Xiang'er glanced at Yan lonely, and said tremblingly: "Does my mother think Xiang'er is also dirty?" ”
"Nope! No! My Xiang'er will always be the purest child! Don't think so, daughter! Yan hurriedly shook his head in denial, and as he spoke, tears flowed more and more.
Ling Xiang'er walked over and took her mother from Mo's arms: "Since the daughter is not dirty, the mother is not dirty, dirty, it is those who harm us!" Piercing hatred surged in Ling Xiang'er's eyes, "Mother, Sister An is right, since the damage has been done and is irreparable, we must not lock ourselves in grief, we should rise up and resist and let those who harmed us return every penny!" ”
Listening to the gritted hatred in Ling Xiang'er's tone, Feng Shu'an had mixed feelings, both joy and sadness. is sad that the innocent Xiang'er who is gone forever, is happy that she finally came out of the shadows and bravely faced everything in reality.
"Nope! No! Yan exclaimed, "Son! Let's forget what happened the other day, okay? Mother will take you to live somewhere else, the farther away the better, to a place where no one knows us, and live again, okay? At the end, Yan's eyes were sad, and his tone was full of pleading.
Ling Xiang'er looked at her in disbelief: "Mother! What do you mean? Do you want me to forget my humiliation? Bear all this in vain? Mother! Do you know what you're talking about! ”
"Mother! Uncle Mo has already promised to help us take revenge, why are you dodging, my sister's humiliation, my injury, how can you forget all this? Ling Moxuan couldn't believe that the Yan clan would say such a thing.
"Xiang'er! Xuan'er! You heard my mother say, we have no power and no power, what do we use to take revenge? Mother doesn't want this to happen again, Mother can't lose you! Listen to me, don't think about revenge, okay? We are far from being the match for those people, and we can't afford to mess with them! But we can hide! Let's go, go far! So that they can't find us! Good no good? Good no good! Yan clutched a pair of children's hands tightly and cried and persuaded him.
Feng Shu'an couldn't stand it anymore: "Sister-in-law Yan, do you want Xiang'er and Mo Xuan to go around with you all your life and not be able to see people?" You haven't done anything wrong, so why do you want to make yourself like a court criminal? ”
Yan turned to Feng Shu'an with tears in his eyes: "Shu'an, you don't understand, those people are not something we can afford to provoke." ”
"Mother! You tell us who is trying to harm us! Ling Xiang'er looked stubborn and wanted to know the answer.
"Luochun, just tell them! They are also adults and have the right to know. Mo couldn't bear to persuade, and when he learned the truth yesterday, he was also shocked.
Yan looked at the people in the room looking at him eagerly, and the only remaining insistence in his heart completely dissipated in the reproachful eyes of his children: "It's all my fault!" It's all my fault! I'm blind! ”
Yan suddenly burst into tears, and gradually told the truth.
It turned out that Yan's public name was Ling Xiangyang, fifteen years ago when Yan was just pregnant with Ling Xiang'er, Ling Xiangyang took the family's only remaining savings to Beijing to catch the exam, and since then there has been no news, Yan waited hard in Linxiang, and later entrusted people to investigate several times, only to learn that there was a master named Ling Xiangyang in Beijing, who married the daughter of the prime minister of the dynasty. Yan didn't believe that his once loving husband would be a person who abandoned his wife and children, so he tried his best to ask someone to send a letter, but his family was meager and he really couldn't get extra money, and at this moment, a letter sent from Beijing was delivered to Yan's hands. When Yan opened it, he found that it was a letter of resignation and a letter. The letter clearly stated that the Yan family was no longer worthy of his identity, and Ling Xiangyang also warned the Yan family not to come to him, otherwise his new wife was the daughter of the prime minister, and if she found out about the existence of the Yan family and the two children, even Ling Xiangyang would not be able to protect them. It's just that Ling Xiangyang still remembered that Mo Xuan and Xiang'er were his flesh and blood, and expressed his willingness to ask someone to bring them silver regularly to ensure that they had no worries about food and clothing. Yan is such a proud person, naturally he refused to accept Ling Xiangyang's silver, and left his hometown with a pair of children, so that Ling Xiangyang's people could no longer be found.
Yan originally wanted to stop interacting with Ling Xiangyang for the rest of his life, but he was still discovered by Mrs. Shangshu about the existence of their three mothers and sons, so there was something that night.
"I've already gone far away with my children, why hasn't she let me go!" Yan cried bitterly, all the grievances he had suffered over the years came to his heart at this time.
"Mother......" Ling Xiang'er and Ling Moxuan spoke in unison.
"Pure and pure, pure and pure." Mo's arms tightened, hugging Yan and letting her know that no matter what kind of suffering there was in the future, she still had him.
"Sister-in-law Yan, you didn't do anything wrong, why should you be afraid of her? Even if she is Mrs. Shangshu and Ling Xiangyang is the Shangshu of the dynasty, so what? Can it be bigger than the emperor and the law? Since it was Ling Shangshu who abandoned his wife first, it was his fault, and your blind forbearance would only fuel the arrogance of him and his new wife. Can you bear to let your sons and daughters have nowhere to show their ambitions, and those who see them are like mice and cats? Feng Shu'an said it bluntly without hesitation, and that tone was to mourn his misfortune, and even more angry with him.
"Sister Shu'an." Listening to Feng Shu'an's count of his mother like this, Ling Moxuan's face was also a little ugly, "My mother is also forced to be helpless, she has a pair of children, helpless, how can she have the strength to fight against the Shangshu of the dynasty?" ”
"Aunt Yan." Feng Shu'an didn't answer Ling Moxuan's words, "Now that your pair of children have grown up, it's time for you to rest." Before you refused to take him, because you couldn't swallow this breath, you let your two children suffer with you, this is your love for them? I don't want to comment on the past anymore, you have your choice. It's just that now, your children have grown up, Ling Xiangyang is their father, and he owes them, so let Xiang'er and Mo Xuan go and ask for it back in person. Uncle treats them like his own children, and naturally he will not be stingy with help. ”
"Yes, yes, yes! Luo Chun, leave this matter to me, Xiang'er, and Mo Xuan to deal with! Don't think about it so much. Seeing this, Mo persuaded him.
"No! I disagree. How old are they, how can they fight the powerful and wicked, you don't want to send them to death......"
"Mother!" Ling Moxuan interrupted Yan's words, "Since Uncle Mo said to help us, there must be a way." Mother just believe him! The child really doesn't want to live such a frightened life for the rest of his life, and would rather fight to the death with that wicked man! ”
"Sister-in-law Yan, don't worry, I promise you that as long as I live for one day, I will never let your two children be harmed in the slightest." Mo held Yan's shoulders and looked at her with a determined gaze.
Ling Moxuan and Ling Xiang'er also looked at her pleadingly. Yan's heart trembled, but he didn't say the words that everyone was expecting.
"I....... Disagree! If you go for revenge, instead of asking me to send a white-haired man to a black-haired man, I might as well be dead! ”