Chapter 54: Secret Love
In the elegant café, the soft music flowed with a beautiful melody, and the girl sat nervously at the coffee table by the window with her clothes clutched, looking at the man in front of her with white lips. The tranquil sunlight of the pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info shines through the floor-to-ceiling glass windows on the handsome and flawless side face, gilding with a layer of charming brilliance.
Her mouth opened, and she had beaten her abdomen many times, but when the words slipped to her mouth, she couldn't say anything. "Next month, I'm going to the United States for further study, and I probably won't be back for a long time." He Shiting looked at Xiao Yan with a bitter smile on her face. Underneath that bitterness, there are emotions that have been buried deep in my heart for many years.
"Hmm." Xiao Yan's expression did not move, and his reaction was as straightforward as a basin of ice water that poured him from head to toe.
He Shiting held on to the last trace of expectation, "I like you, since the first time I met you, I want more than your nominal fiancée, I want more than your response." Just one word from you, I'll stay, I..."
"No need, I don't have feelings for you, if you don't want to, I'll cancel our engagement." Xiao Yan interrupted her mercilessly. "Here!" Xiao Yan looked at the light words at the door, his narrow eyes with a little smile, like a pool of spring water, teasing people's hearts.
He Shiting only felt that her heart was like a needle prick, her family background, although slightly inferior to the Xiao family, but also a famous family in Beijing, she grew up in such an excellent family, and she is also a top-notch one among the many children in Shangjing. is like this, but for Xiao Yan, she discarded her self-esteem, and only wanted to get a look from him.
Looking at the light words sitting next to Xiao Yan, He Shiting's clear eyes rippled with a thin layer of mist. The red lips pursed slightly, with a hint of grievance that I wanted to hide but couldn't hide in my stubbornness.
He Shiting knew very well in her heart that he didn't love her, and for him, she was just a family imposing a marriage partner on her. It's just that she is still a little unwilling in her heart, she has been behind Xiao Yan for so many years, but he has never stopped to look at her, for him, he is a dispensable person.
Today's confession is a regret in her heart, after all, she doesn't want her secret love for so many years to end like this, so naturally she still has to let him know, of course, he must have known it a long time ago.
"I don't like you", there are no words more hurtful than this, his every look and movement reveals his indifference.
"I see." He Shiting hooked up a smile, and her smile was full of sorrow. Although she was not able to get his love, although she may never need such a person to love in the future, she will miss it, not continue to entangle. She has her own persistence and pride.
"You called me here in such a hurry, could it be that I was just going to come and see the play?" Looking at the girl's beautiful back, she felt a little sorry.
"She's my fiancée, and she was set when she was born. In fact, for me, my wife is just a dispensable existence, if she didn't fall in love with me, maybe we could be together, but she, I can't respond to this feeling. This girl was chosen by my parents for me, even if I can't like her, I can't let her down, the best way is to make her forget me. Xiao Yan was a little bitter.
"Don't you really have feelings for her, maybe you don't know that feeling, and some things don't wait until you lose them to regret it."
"She's a good girl, it's just that we're not a good fit."