Chapter 368: There was a longing
In the dead of night, the rain is still falling, Yan Tianyan's body is heavy and feels very tired, lying on the bed and touching his stomach to feel the baby's irregular fetal movements, and after a while, he emits a slight breath. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Lu Qiao outside the gauze curtain opened her eyes, and since she saw the shadow on the roof, she only squinted a little before the young lady fell asleep every night. When Young Master Liu asked her to be Miss's personal maid, he made it very clear that he wanted her to protect her and serve her, but Miss had encountered countless dangers, and she did not play a protective role. She felt that she was very derelict in her duty and was sorry for Young Master Liu's trust.
Her eyes were fixed on the roof from time to time, and her ears were pricked up to listen to the movement outside. Raindrops fall on the roof very regularly, ticking.
Suddenly, a thunderous voice sounded overhead: "Get out." ā
She was so frightened that she almost jumped up, and before she could utter an exclamation, she was speechless with her mouth half-open.
It took a long time to come back to his senses, hurriedly jumped out of bed, went out in the dark, and closed it smoothly.
As soon as he went out, he leaned against the wall and covered his chest, and muttered in one breath: My mother, Young Master Liu also asked her to protect Miss, where does she have that ability. If others don't say it first, this uncle will come out of thin air as if he came out of the ground and descended from the sky.
Yan Tianyan was sleeping soundly, and suddenly heard some movement on Lu Qiao's side, and suddenly opened his eyes. Maybe it was because she had a baby in her belly, she was very alert, but she felt that it was not dangerous, and sure enough, she smelled a familiar and crisp smell, and her heart was relieved. He asked softly, "Husband, you're back." ā
When she received his letter, she already had a vague feeling that he would be back tonight. It's just that because it's raining, I think it will take a few more days.
Mu Hanfeng's magnetic deep voice sounded in the room: "I just came back, Madame is fine." ā
When he said this, Mu Hanfeng's mood was very excited. After going out for nearly five months, he understood one thing, this nasty woman had taken root in his heart, whether he admitted it or not, the roots in his heart would be a little deeper every day. Scratching his heart is always itchy, and occasionally there is a little pain,
It's okay to say during the day, but it's over after a busy day, and the hardest part is at night. He will feel that the nights are long, and it is lonely to fall asleep alone. He once tried to learn from his senior brother Xia Chenyu and find a clean woman to relieve stress, but sadly found that the function was back to the past, and no matter how much he brewed, it was useless.
He thought hard about this problem, they used to say that his disease was called immobility, as a man with developed and strong limbs, he was very inferior, so unspeakable only chose to be ruthless to cover up. But since the woman he hated since he was a child married into Mufu, he knew that he was not sick at all, not only was he not sick, but he was also very brave. He once compared his time with the time of his senior brother Xia Chenyu, who was heard by the root of the wall, and it was slightly better.
But why can this superpower only be fully exerted in Yan Qianyan, is it possible that this Yan Qianyan is not only his nemesis, but also his medicine.
Good medicine, good medicine is bitter, that's why I hate her so much.
Speaking of hate, I remembered the reason for hating, and then I found that from childhood to adulthood, the woman in my head was the only one besides the gentle voice and the very nice nurse. For as long as he can remember, he was very young, he didn't know what he looked like at that time, only remembered that she was wearing a small floral jacket, combing her hair in a bun, a pair of bright eyes, and a moist little mouth. In fact, he was very lonely at that time, and he always wanted to get close to her, but she avoided her infinitely.
He even remembered more and more clearly that every time he actually approached, she was obviously evading, and he was so angry that he wanted to tear her heart apart.
He still remembered that year in Yan Jiawa, when he was over sixteen years old, he accidentally saw a seductive and beautiful smooth back, and a most primitive feeling drove him to get close to her, wanting to slow down his fiery heartbeat, and he felt that he was about to be ignited. It's about to burn down.
But she saw a flood like a beast. The eyes are full of hostility and hatred, and there is undisguised disgust.
The fire in his heart was extinguished in an instant, and he grabbed her neck so hard that he didn't stop until her eyes were almost white. In the future, when he saw it, he would remember those eyes full of hatred, and he would reply that she was even colder.
That kind of deliberate evasion of hostility frustrated him very much, seeing that he and his senior brother had a tacit understanding of talking and laughing, he felt that he should be very annoying, so when he heard that his grandmother was going to marry her to him, he resolutely opposed it at that time, and later opposed it to no avail, and personally threatened.
But she really left quietly, and it also made him worry about him for a long time.
This situation was not improved until she met Sister Ningxiang, who was beautiful and dignified, weak and lovely, and her eyes were always soft-spoken and smiling like flowers in front of him. This warmed his heart and found the source of melting.
Gradually, I forgot about Yan Yanyan. I also forgot about the marriage contract.
But when he enthusiastically proposed to his grandmother to marry Sister Ningxiang, his grandmother categorically refused. Very harsh conditions were also proposed.
I couldn't help myself, and I found Yan Tianyan against my will.
In fact, when he saw Yan Tianyan being humiliated by Gou Xiaoru and the third lady on the street, he was furious.
Although he didn't want to marry her, he didn't want others to humiliate her so much. So he punished the dog man and woman who humiliated her.
married Yan Qianyan, he thought that he would hate her very much and reject her, so he used his own means to warn her, but he didn't expect that the person who hated her was ignited by her body.
It wasn't until now that he had time to think about it, and he suddenly realized that in fact, his longing for this woman began since he was a child, but he thought too highly of himself when he was a child, and his self-esteem was too strong when he grew up, so he treated her with cold arrogance.
And he didn't hate the house slave who often talked about the traitor seeking glory, but just wanted to warn her.
He also saw the situation at that time, and there were many suspicions, Yan Tianyan may be right, her father was also used and killed.
Her father and mother really died because of the Mu family.
In such a sleepless night, he recalled the past over and over again, wanted to have her contentment and pleasure, and found that he missed her so much, and also thought that the child in her belly would be the same as when she was a child?
I knew what I was feeling in my heart, and I ended the inspection of the Wujin mine, the paper mill, and the embroidery workshop, and rushed back early.
When he arrived at the door, he stopped the family's confession and quietly returned to the peony garden.
As soon as I entered the house, my tense and urgent heart relaxed, and I was down-to-earth and warm. Suddenly, I felt warm in my heart.
Yan Tianyan slowly got up and lit the oil lamp, and saw the dust on Mu Han's god-like face.
I got out of bed and got a wash water and made a cup of tea.