Chapter 100: Pretend to be optimistic

Gu Xiaoxian returned to Starfall Pavilion, and first asked the guards if an old man had come to look for her these days, but unfortunately the guards said they hadn't seen it. She went to ask the medical hospital again, but there were too many people coming in and out of the medical hospital every day, and just the old people who saw the doctor could discharge a long list, and it was impossible to remember the whereabouts of an ordinary old man.

Although Gu Xiaoxian was in a hurry, she couldn't let go of her divine sense to probe in Star City at will, just because the masters of Star City were like clouds, and she was a monk in the foundation building period, and her divine sense was easily perceived by others. For monks, it is very taboo to be probed with divine sense, and if you encounter someone with a bad temper, it is not impossible to slap you to death.

After coming to Star City for such a long time, Gu Xiaoxian also knew how to avoid taboos, and he was not so blind that he used his divine sense to search around. But then, she seemed to have no choice but to wait.

Gu Xiaoxian had no choice but to take a turn around the mortal market, hoping to see the figure of the old man, thinking: What if he just came to Star City to buy food.

But obviously, this is not a movie, and the director will not arrange such a coincidence, in the huge Star City, finding someone is like looking for a needle in a haystack, how can it be so easy.

Gu Xiaoxian wandered around the market until it was dark, and finally returned to Starfall Pavilion with a frown.

But when she returned to her lodgings and stood outside the courtyard for a long time, she found that she did not know this place a little.

The original brick house has become black, the walls are smooth and hard, looking like a special stone, and the walls are accompanied by runes from time to time.

Even the stone tables and stone piers in the courtyard have been replaced with this material, and the ancient tree on the side has exuded a mysterious atmosphere.

The whole courtyard has changed, and the walls she destroyed with a throwing knife a few days ago are no longer visible now, and they have all turned into uniform black walls. Gu Xiaoxian even had some doubts about whether she had made a mistake.

It wasn't until Youlan came out of the courtyard with a smile that Gu Xiaoxian was sure that this was really the small courtyard where she lived.

"Youlan, what's wrong with this courtyard?" Gu Xiaoxian was a little surprised.

"Today, Lord Xiao ordered the craftsman to rebuild it, saying that the turtle shell of the thousand-year-old turtle was added, and the specially refined stone was very strong. Youlan explained to Gu Xiaoxian excitedly.

"......" Gu Xiaoxian didn't know what to say for a while, she destroyed the building of Starfall Pavilion for three days and two times, I'm afraid it would give Xiao Zuo a headache.

"Lord Xiao also came to carve a set of formations in person, and used diamonds as the eyes, saying that he was afraid that the girl would think that the house of our Starfall Pavilion was not strong enough. Youlan thought for a moment and added.

"......" Gu Xiaoxian's head was full of black lines, where did she think that the house was not strong, Xiao Zuo said this, it was clear that she was sincerely laughing at her.

However, making fun of her in such a way made her feel very warm, just this set of formations was a set of superior defensive formations. Even though she was in the Starfall Pavilion, Xiao Zuo was still worried about her safety, which made Gu Xiaoxian very moved.

But when she saw that the diamond that was the eye of the array was the size of a pigeon's egg, she couldn't help but sigh: This is too extravagant, how good it is to make her a diamond ring in a little bit, it is really capricious to be rich.

After sighing with emotion, Gu Xiaoxian dripped her blood on the formation according to Xiao Zuo's explanation, from then on, as long as it was not with her permission, outsiders could not enter the courtyard, and it was also very difficult to attack from the outside.

However, as the culprit of the destruction of the house, Gu Xiaoxian is inevitably a little weak-hearted.

The formation was activated, first a huge light curtain was formed, and runes filled the sky, enveloping the small courtyard, and then the light gradually dimmed, and then returned to flatness. Although it is invisible to the naked eye, Gu Xiaoxian can clearly sense the existence of the formation, and he must thank Xiao Zuo another day.

After finishing this, Gu Xiaoxian asked Youlan to go back to the house to rest, and she sat alone in the courtyard for a while. To be honest, she is indeed a little depressed now, and I don't know if it is not appropriate to go out.

It's really ...... to think about what happened throughout the day.

First of all, before she stepped out of the gate of Starfall Pavilion, she met the near-perfect Nangong Wan, Ling Yan's future wife, and thus extinguished some unrealistic fantasies in her heart.

Immediately afterwards, he learned from Qin Yuan that Shen Lao could not recommend her back to the medical hospital, and even because of her relationship, Qin Yuan was implicated to a certain extent.

The most terrifying thing is that even the bearded grandfather who laughs all day long and lets her mess around is missing.

Gu Xiaoxian looked at the sky a little distractedly, the more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, and she didn't know if it was because of the change in her mood, the ancient trees that provided her with shade and shade on weekdays felt particularly unsightly at the moment, and the lush branches and leaves almost blocked half of the starry sky.

The branches that swayed in the wind also became hideous, like ghosts and claws at her.

Gu Xiaoxian felt bored for a while, and then she jumped and came to the roof. The view here is wide, in the sky, the full moon hangs high, and the whole starry sky is clear.

Gu Xiaoxian sat with her knees crossed, looking at the full moon in the sky, thinking of her parents at home, and she didn't know what happened to her parents.

I don't know if my father waits for her to come home in the living room every day, and can't wait for the door to come in to his daughter, what kind of mood does he have to go to sleep?

I don't know if my mother will help her clean up her room every day, without the daughter who worries her, maybe the room doesn't need to be cleaned up, right?

She's been missing for so many years, and there's no telling of them, and I don't know how sad they must be. During the New Year's holidays, will you envy other people's family reunions?

On weekdays, Gu Xiaoxian didn't dare to think about this, but after seven years, the more she knew about the Fairy Spirit Continent, the more clear she was about how slim her hope of returning home was.

Gu Xiaoxian knew in her heart that there was a great possibility that she would never go back, but she didn't want to admit it, so she didn't dare to think about it.

It's really that too much has happened today, so she can't hold back her emotions a little. At this moment, she thought of her parents, tears unconsciously welled up, she reached out to wipe them dry, and said to herself in her heart: It's okay, I'll go back soon!

Every time before, she comforted herself like this, but today she doesn't know what's wrong, the more she thinks about it, the more tears can't stop pouring out.

It seems that a voice in the bottom of her heart is saying: Don't be stupid, you can't go back! The world doesn't welcome you, you're just a nuisance.

Gu Xiaoxian buried her head between her knees, her two hands around her head, her shoulders twitched, and a low whimper sounded.

It seems that she has been tense and optimistic all these years, but on this day, she was completely crushed at this moment. It turned out that she was not as strong as she imagined, and it turned out that any thing could easily break her.

At this moment, Gu Xiaoxian is like an ostrich, burying her head deep and escaping everything. It seems that this can be treated as if nothing has happened, as if when she wakes up, she will find that she just had a long dream, and then she is going to be late for class, and that's it.

Of course, such an evasion is useless at all. When Gu Xiaoxian was tired of crying, she raised her head again, reached out to wipe her tears, and looked at the sky with red and swollen eyes, except for the position of the moon that was a little off, everything else was as usual.

She was still in the Fairy Spirit Continent, still on the roof of the Starfall Pavilion, what should have happened was still happening, and nothing had changed because of her subjective consciousness.

Everything is exactly the same as before she buried her head to escape from reality, except that there seems to be an extra figure around her......