Chapter 12 Not Seeking a Life...
For a long time, the rain became heavier and heavier, Song Chen stood under the eaves with half of his body, half of his body was completely wet by the rain, but he didn't seem to have any intention of sheltering from the rain at all, just standing stupidly in front of the house...
Inside, it was already pitch black at this time, and only the occasional lightning outside could make the room light for a moment. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Shen Yiwei just lay quietly on her side on the kang like that, looking at somewhere in a daze with her big eyes open.
It's not that she doesn't know that it's raining heavily, and she doesn't know that Song Chen is standing outside the door of the house in the rain at the moment, and she doesn't know that Song Chen is likely to get sick if he continues to drench like this.
However, even if she knew all this, at this moment, she didn't want to open her mouth to call Song Chen in.
There is no reason at all, just don't want to.
Blinking her eyes, Shen Yiwei's mind slowly appeared with all kinds of things that had happened in the past few days since she was reborn.
first got into trouble with Wei Fanglan the next day after getting married, and later got into trouble with Mrs. Song because of cooking. After two days of calming down, she was slapped by Mrs. Song because of the fight between Wei Fanglan and Wang Lan, and even let Song Chen be forced to divorce her by Old Man Song...
Plus today's thing...
For some reason, Shen Yiwei thought about this, and suddenly felt that she was weak, and her whole person's spirit seemed to be taken away in an instant, and she suddenly didn't even have the strength to lift her fingers.
These days, she has not been tired, but because of Song Chen, because of his kindness to her, she feels that even if she is tired, it is worth it.
Even though she doesn't live like herself at all now, she has always thought that as long as Song Chen can be good to her, even if it is not for a lifetime, but only for a while, then everything she has done so far is worth it!
Really, she thinks it's worth it!
But now...
Shen Yiwei's eyes instantly became a little blurry, she blinked, a teardrop slipped from her face, and finally sank into the futon on the kang, the red futon instantly deepened in color, but she didn't seem to realize that she had cried at all, her eyes were still staring at somewhere, her face was expressionless, and the whole person was motionless.
Is it really worth it for all that she has done for this man now?
As early as just now, she had already noticed that Song Chen might have forgotten what she had told him last night, it was nothing, there was really nothing.
What she cared about was that Song Chen didn't ask her meaning at all, but directly ordered her to take out the five hundred yuan money first to pay off Song Feng's debts.
Even when she hesitated, he misunderstood that she was hesitant because she was stingy and unwilling to pay the money for Song Feng.
That's right, she really didn't want to pay this money for Song Feng in her heart, because she knew that with Song Feng's temperament, with the first time, there would definitely be a second and third time... Or even countless times!
If this continues, they said that when will the idea of doing business and making money, moving out and building a house by themselves, will be realized!
However, her concerns are obviously not his...
Thinking of this, Shen Yiwei felt that her chest was a little stuffy in an instant, and tears couldn't help but flow out, falling on the red futon drop by drop, tears slowly drenched the bedding, and a painful look slowly appeared on her face.
"Why?" She opened her eyes and muttered in pain.
"Why am I like this?"
"Why?"
"Just for this man? One, a man who doesn't understand me at all? ”
As she spoke, Shen Yiwei's eyes finally fluctuated, and she blinked, looking a little struggling.
Why, does she have to live so hypocritically?
Just for a man who only knows how to love her and spoil her, but can't do it at all?
Shen Yiwei shook her head lightly and said to herself: "No, it's not like this, what I want... It's not like that......"
What she wants is a person who really loves her and spoils her, not a man who can only talk but can't do it!
But......
That's her father-in-law!
It was her love for more than ten years in her previous life but she was left out in the cold for more than ten years, and she finally had the opportunity to do it again in this life, hoping to continue to love his father-in-law!
He finally didn't look at her coldly like in his previous life this time!
This time, she finally felt the feeling of falling asleep in his arms every day and waking up from his arms!
Finally...
It's not easy...
However, no matter how difficult it is, he may, still not love her...
Shen Yiwei finally couldn't help whimpering, and tears fell in strings.
She bit her lip tightly and covered it tightly with both hands, but the sound still came out of her fingers.
However, the rain outside was really heavy, and there was some thunder, so although Shen Yiwei's crying was getting louder and louder, it was still completely inaudible by the sound of rain outside the house.
Outside.
Song Chen didn't know how long he had been standing at the door, he had actually been waiting for Shen Yiwei to take the initiative to call him into the house, so that it would be easier for him to explain to her that he had just forgotten what she said to him last night.
However, Song Chen's idea this time was destined to fail.
Although he had been standing outside the house for a long time, although his clothes had been completely wet by the rain, and although his coughing and sneezing were getting louder and louder, he had never waited for Shen Yiwei to take the initiative to call him into the house.
At the beginning, Song Chen still felt a little sorry for Shen Yiwei, because after all, he misunderstood her first, so even if he stood in the rain outside the house, he felt that it was nothing, as long as he could make Shen Yiwei angry.
However, he originally thought that his behavior should be enough to impress Shen Yiwei and make her angry, and she should also be afraid that she would get sick in the rain and soon call herself in.
However, when he waited left and right, his clothes were soaked, but he still couldn't wait for Shen Yiwei's forgiveness, he finally couldn't help but shiver, and then pushed open the door with a somewhat ugly face.
It was already pitch black in the room.
Song Chen entered the house in the dark, and fumbled to turn on the lamp, and he saw Shen Yiwei lying on the kang, as if she was asleep.
The trace of guilt and uneasiness that had left in his heart disappeared in an instant, and then the resentment that had been drenched in the rain for a long time rose up.
"Daughter-in-law, are you asleep?"
He opened his mouth coldly, and said in a somewhat weird way.
Shen Yiwei didn't react for a long time.
Song Chen saw that she ignored herself, thinking that she was really asleep, so the resentment in his heart was even stronger.
He glanced at the cup on the table, stretched out his hand to pick it up, and then slammed it on the table.
Because of this sound, Shen Yiwei's body finally moved slightly. (To be continued.) )