Chapter 320 Confusion
"Isn't it? Doesn't alcohol suppose? That's all drunk like this, and the nerves are anesthetized again, and they must be completely asleep, so can you still hear me talking? Don't scare me. www.biquge.info After listening to Zhong Nianbai's words, Du Mijin glanced back at the door of Hao Xue's bedroom with some fear and some uncertainty, and said in disbelief.
"You don't know what it's like to be drunk. It is true that alcohol anesthetizes people's nerves, but the degree of anesthesia is relative. To put it simply, if a person drinks alcohol, not very drunk, but slightly drunk, it is actually easier to quickly fall into deep sleep. But if you drink too much, the stomach will secrete a lot of stomach acid because it can't bear a lot of alcohol, and at this time, people will feel that the stomach is burning panic, stomach hurt, and nausea. Although a person in this state looks like she is drunk and unconscious, if you think about it, the stomach is burning uncomfortably, how well can she sleep? So in general, we say that drunk people may be out of control in their behavior, but the mirror in their hearts is the same, and this is the truth. So if you have anything to say, you better wait for the two of us to go out and talk about it, be careful to sail the ship of ten thousand years. After Zhong Nianbai finished speaking, he got up from the sofa, patted the folds on his clothes, and looked like he was ready to go out. But he didn't want Du Mijin to listen to Zhong Nianbai's words, not only did he not react in his actions, but he opened his mouth to stop Zhong Nianbai: "Hey, what are you doing when you get up?" Planning to go now? ”
"Or else? Don't tell me you're going to spend the night here. ”
"What, didn't you just say it, this drunk person is easy to be nauseous and nausea, I just put Hao Xue on the bed, she is so drunk, what if she wants to vomit for a while? There was no one around to help her, so if she wanted to go to the bathroom and fall again, how miserable it would be. You wait first, let's wait until Hao Xue is completely asleep before leaving, otherwise if she really wants to, I won't be able to help her alone. Anyway, it's already so late, so it's not bad to stay a little longer. Du Mijin looked at Zhong Nianbai looking at herself with a puzzled face, she explained while pulling Zhong Nianbai by the hand, and sat on the sofa first.
Zhong Nianbai saw that Du Mijin was determined to take care of Hao Xue, and he couldn't refuse anymore, so he could only sit back in his original position. Zhong Nianbai looked sideways at Du Mijin, and couldn't help but smile and said, "I didn't expect you to be quite kind, and your heart is careful enough, you can think of these details." But it's not too early, wait a little longer and it will be the second half of the night, aren't you sleepy? ”
"What can I do if I am sleepy? Bear with it. You said that Hao Xue drank like this, in the final analysis, it wasn't because I instructed you to pour her down, how can I say that I am also responsible for Hao Xue, right? Besides, she is a single girl, and there is no one around her to serve tea and water, so she has to have someone to take care of her when she drinks like this. You don't have to praise me for being kind, I just don't want her to really bump into it, I can't get over it on my conscience. Du Mijin looked at each other and smiled after listening to the words of the year, and said calmly.
"Okay, then I'll stay with you for a while longer, you're fulfilling your responsibilities, I'm a cannibal with a short mouth, right? But that's it, let's not sit down, otherwise it's really easy to fall asleep, then tomorrow morning Hao Xue opens the bedroom door and sees how fragrant the two gods are sleeping here, it will be lively. Let's chat, distract yourself, usually talking to you is basically a serious matter, and it seems that there has not been a serious chat. Zhong Nianbai said along with Du Mijin's words.
"Okay, let's talk about it." After Du Mijin finished speaking, she didn't hear Zhong Nianbai speak for a long time, she turned her head to see that Zhong Nianbai was looking at herself, and continued a little speechlessly: "Big brother, let's talk about it?" You'd rather start a topic, otherwise I wouldn't know what to talk about. ”
Zhong Nianbai looked at Du Mijin's helpless expression, and thought about it, the two of them had nothing in common, and they didn't know much about each other's interests and hobbies. So Zhong Nianbai pondered for a while, then opened his mouth and said: "Then let's talk about you, a girl who can't do any kung fu, can be mixed in the Puritan Sect, and when she arrives at the Matchmaker Pavilion in the neighboring world, she can still lead everyone to resist the danger and fight the boss, this is not easy, I am still very curious about a girl like you who can quickly adapt to the environment." ”
"It seems that you know my details very well, I don't have much to say." Zhong Nianbai finally came up with a topic, but he didn't expect to be choked back by Du Mijin's words, and he said with some annoyance: "Look at you, do you want to be so guarded?" How can I continue to talk to you if you're chatting like this? Why don't you bring up a topic and I say it's not okay? ”
Of course, Du Mijin heard the complaint in Zhong Nianbai's words, she calmed down and thought about it, but her answer was a little resistant and blunt, she wanted to explain to Zhong Nianbai, but she didn't know where to start. After holding on like this for a long time, Du Mijin said coldly: "I'm not guarding against you, I'm really not good at chatting." When I first started in the church, I could say whatever I wanted every day, and at that time, I had no city, and whoever was kind to me was eager to take out my whole heart to others. Later, when I practiced strategy with my master, he often told me not to tell people everything that I thought easily, and not to talk to people at every turn, because you can only be sure that you are telling the truth, but you have no way to determine whether what others say to you is sincere. A successful strategist will always have a trick, and they won't give it all to someone else, because you can't tell if they will give you a smile or a dagger. At first, I didn't believe it, but I always felt that getting along with people was a good thing, and I had a clear conscience with others, and others would naturally be open and honest with me. But after a long time, the situation I see has changed a lot, and slowly I can't tolerate you not to believe it. At that time, the master taught me to speculate on people's hearts, and to tell others word by word that there was no other meaning behind this sentence, I didn't listen to it once or twice, but later they all verified my youth and innocence one by one. Later, I began to learn to analyze on my own, and I analyzed every word that others said, and I became more and more aware of people's hearts. But the more I understood, the more afraid I became to talk to people, I was afraid that I would hear outright lies, and I was afraid that I would clearly know the intentions behind other people's smiles. So I started to avoid talking to people, I didn't want to feel the coldness and darkness of human nature, and little by little, I forgot how I talked to people in the first place, you know what I mean? ”
After Du Mijin finished speaking, he turned his head to look at Zhong Nianbai's face. Zhong Nianbai realized from Du Mijin's expectant eyes how much she hoped that she could understand the sorrow in her heart, Zhong Nianbai nodded unbearably. But Du Mijin saw the true thoughts in his heart from Zhong Nianbai's momentary hesitation, so Du Mijin said with a wry smile: "Actually, you don't have to be like this, if you don't understand, you don't understand, and you are not a person who will force yourself." In fact, I know very well in my heart that no one will empathize with these words, and most people will think that I am just hypocritical when they hear them. After all, not everyone has experienced that period of heart-wrenching, and people like me who have to look ahead and calculate others even when they say a word may not be suitable for chatting with people. ”
"Have you ever hurt anyone?" For no reason, Zhong Nianbai suddenly asked such a sentence. Du Mijin was a little surprised, she stared at Zhong Nianbai with puzzled eyes, and she couldn't guess how his brain circuits changed so quickly. It wasn't until Du Mijin saw that Zhong Nianbai's eyes kept falling on him, without the slightest hint of dodging, and Du Mijin thought about what Zhong Nianbai said when he mentioned Qin Jishi to herself, and she faintly understood what Zhong Nianbai meant. Du Mijin lowered his head and thought seriously for a long time before he said sincerely: "I have been harmed, a sword pierced my chest, and I almost killed the other party." When Du Mijin said this, he saw Zhong Nianbai frowning slightly, so he further said: "Whether you believe it or not, what I can tell you is that your mother is the one I regret the most." And it wasn't that I subjectively wanted to do that, but I never wanted to hurt anyone, if I really meant it. ”
"Don't say it in the future, believe it or not, we are allies and partners, even if we really want to say it coldly, we are also people who know that they are useful to each other, and are willing to be used by each other. I think your master must have told you when you were learning strategy, you don't need to use people to be suspicious, so as long as you say it, I will believe it in the future. Zhong Nianbai was actually very grateful to Du Majin for his later addition, which at least made him willing to believe that Du Majin was different from the Upper Puritanism he knew. Because Zhong Nianbai had an unspeakable holiday with the Qing Sect, he couldn't imagine how he would think of the cooperation between them if Du Mijin really hurt people. And the strange thing is that there seems to be an inexplicable power, so that after Du Mijin said that he never wanted to harm anyone, Zhong Nianbai almost didn't tell whether this sentence really worked under Qin Jishi's hands, so he believed it unreservedly. Zhong Nianbai looked at Du Mijin's eyes with his intuition, he was willing to believe that such a black and white eye could not hide too many filthy impurities.
"It's not your style to believe it so easily. I don't know what you're guarding against, but I can feel that every step you're taking is cautious. And you're smart enough, at least so far, I know far more about you than you know about me. So if you believe me, should I believe this sentence? In Du Mijin's heart, Zhong Nianbai is a person who has always made her unpredictable. From time to time, she would hear a faint pain from Zhong Nianbai's occasional breathing, as if there was a deeply hurtful thing hidden behind this mysterious man. Du Mijin has also inquired in many ways, and has also been euphemistically tempted, but she still knows very little about Zhong Nianbai's details. If such a person says that he is not guarding himself, Du Mijin will not believe it. So when she heard Zhong Nianbai's affirmative words, she subconsciously smiled and asked. Accompanied by Du Mijin's rhetorical question, what fell on Zhong Nianbai was Du Mijin's eyes that were indistinguishable from anger. She also looked at Zhong Nianbai, with a strange gaze that was different from scrutiny and scrutiny, for a long time, for a long time, surrounded Zhong Nianbai.
The gazes of the two people were intertwined vertically and endlessly, as if the two levels of a magnet were attracted to each other, and neither of them would avoid the other's eyes first. Du Mijin's heartbeat suddenly messed up the rhythm that it should have, she saw Zhong Nianbai's face getting closer and closer, closer and closer, so close that Du Mijin could faintly hear Zhong Nianbai's gasp, Du Mijin suddenly guessed what would happen next, she was both afraid and expectant, an indescribable emotion lingered in her whole heart, blurring her last trace of calm. Instinct was one step ahead of reason, so she slowly closed her eyes, but the moment she closed her eyes, Du Mijin's mind immediately flashed Liang Youhuan's face, so she opened her eyes suddenly, panicked away from Zhong Nianbai's approach, lowered her head and hurriedly threw down a sentence "It's almost time, I'll go see if Hao Xue is asleep", then stood up and fled to Hao Xue's bedroom.
At the moment when he closed the door of Hao Xue's bedroom, Du Mijin also locked his sudden heartbeat in the living room with Zhong Nianbai. Du Mijin leaned against the wall and breathed in a big gulp, trying to calm himself down quickly in this way. will think of the scene just now, Du Mijin must admit that in his heart, he does not reject Zhong Nianbai, and even has a little inexplicable joy. Since coming to Q City, Zhong Nianbai is the person Du Mijin has dealt with the most, he is smart and resolute, knows how to advance and retreat, many times he has helped Du Mijin openly and secretly, which makes Du Mijin feel protected by a person again, so she has to admit that to some extent, Du Mijin relies on Zhong Nianbai's existence. But when she closed her eyes and saw Liang Youhuan, people's knee-jerk reaction still told Du Mijin what she really thought in her heart. She can't let go of Liang Youhuan, no matter how good the other party is, no matter how unbearable Liang Youhuan is to herself. Sometimes love is nothing more than that, some people can't say what's good, but no one can replace it. Not to mention that Zhong Nianbai's identity is unknown, Du Mijin has already suffered enough from being calculated, even if Zhong Nianbai is really dedicated to himself, Du Mijin can't accept all this now. After all, there is still the shadow of Liang Youhuan in his heart, this obsession cannot be cleared, and a new beginning is a new disappointment. Du Mijin didn't want her feelings to be in a dilemma like Liang Youhuan, so she could only restrain herself from the precipice. She suppressed the secret emotions rising in her heart, slowly walked to Hao Xue's bedside, and after making sure that Hao Xue was asleep, she turned back to the door and stood for a long time, before taking a deep breath and pretending that nothing had happened, and walked back to the living room with a smile. (To be continued.) )