Chapter 45: Can't Promise
I walked over to Yun Qing and reached out to help her up, and she looked at me with anticipation in her eyes. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Yun Qing," I said calmly, "my sister-in-law is six years older than you, and she only married your brother-in-law when she was twenty-seven. When I was in Qiantang, I also received a lot of criticism, and those people's words were as ugly as they were. People live in this world like this, some people misunderstand you and hate you, and some people like you and are willing to accept you. Just like when I met your brother-in-law later, you will definitely find someone who understands you, likes you, and is willing to accept you. ”
Her eyes gradually dimmed, and after a while, she said, "So, my sister-in-law is unwilling to save Yunqing." As she spoke, her hand slowly withdrew from mine.
I looked at her with a calm look in my eyes, and it was like a contest, a silent contest.
After a pause, I said, "I don't think there is anything between us to save or not to help. It's all personal creation, and I'm sure you'll find someone more suitable than your brother. ”
"Except for his brother-in-law and stepmother, Yunqing has no one else to rely on." She said.
It's not that there is no one else to rely on, but except for the Lan family, the others are difficult to see.
I gritted my teeth and said ruthlessly, "Yunqing, I can't promise you." ”
"I just want to have a place to live, but my sister-in-law doesn't want to?" Her voice was bleak, but her face was calm.
Is it really just a need for a place to live? I looked at her.
Yun Qing married into the Lan family and had a reputation, and this title was Lan Sheng's concubine.
What is a concubine? Is it just a name, a title? I frowned and took a few steps forward.
No, it means that Lan Sheng will no longer belong to me alone, and it means that I will no longer be Lan Sheng's only wife. If it's not the only one, then what love is there?
If I don't love Lan Sheng, then it doesn't matter to me how many concubines he marries, I just need to live my own life, and his sorrows and joys can't affect me.
But he is my husband, and I love him. And this love is the only one in my opinion, and I will only have this emotion for those who love.
From love begets jealousy, and because of love begets hate. If Yun Qing entered the door and inserted himself between me and Lan Sheng, how could there be a peaceful day? Unless, I don't love him; Unless, I don't have feelings.
I suddenly remembered the words I heard in my dream that night—"You'll die faster." ”
Yes, if this had continued, I would have died before I was thirty-nine.
It's just about Yun Qing entering the Blue Mansion, and I can't hold my breath like this, and I feel unacceptable. If I see Lan Sheng and her intimate love in the future, wouldn't I go crazy?
I suddenly felt sweaty on my body, and when I touched my forehead, it was wet.
I turned around, looked at her and said, "Yunqing, I can't agree. ”
She pursed her lips and didn't speak.
I said again: "If I promise you, it will be no good for you, your brother-in-law, me, and the entire Lan family, and all of us will suffer." ”
She said: "Yunqing knows that her status is low, if she enters the Blue Mansion, she will naturally listen to you in everything, and will serve her mother-in-law, brother-in-law and sister-in-law wholeheartedly, and will never let you feel unhappy, how can it make you miserable?" ”
She can compromise like this, and I can't, I can't.
After thinking about it, I answered her frankly: "Yunqing, I have a small belly and can't tolerate people. ”
She looked at me in amazement, as if she didn't expect me to say such a blunt thing.
This is rejecting her, rejecting her. It's like my mother-in-law did to me that day, "I don't like you, don't you know?" My mother-in-law said to me.
This is really retribution. It seems that all the cheeky people in the world are treated this way. If you start with humbleness, you will continue to humble yourself.
Yun Qing's face turned pale little by little, and after a while, he said in a trembling voice: "Yun Qing, Yun Qing really didn't expect that he would beg his sister-in-law in such a low voice in exchange for such a result. A wry smile bloomed again, and said, "Yunqing is really wrong, wrong......"
I picked up the teapot and poured a cup of warm water, and said, "It's not wrong, you have your difficulties, and I have mine." I told you in the early spring of this year that I would help you and your brother-in-law to help you find a suitable good person. This is where I can help you. ”
She raised her feet and walked to the door and said, "Yun Qing has received such kindness, so I really don't need to worry about my sister-in-law." ”
Then I heard the door open, and the room suddenly became much brighter.
Ying Qiao said: "Lady? ”
"Let's go." Yunqing Road. Then I heard her say: "I'm bothering my sister-in-law today, sister-in-law don't worry, Yunqing will bring my sister-in-law's words to my stepmother word for word." Then I heard the sound of footsteps getting weaker and weaker.
It doesn't hurt to tell your mother-in-law, anyway, I have already made it clear in front of my mother-in-law before.
I tilted my head and poured a glass of water down, picked up another piece of hawthorn cake and was about to put it in my mouth.
Yueying walked in, and I pointed to the hawthorn cake on the table and said to her, "Eat it!" ”
Yue Ying suddenly grabbed my wrist and whispered, "Zhu Niang, can this really be eaten?" Will it be ......"
Will it be toxic? I laughed, lowered my head and took a bite of the hawthorn cake and swallowed it, and said, "It's okay, everyone has sent it, eat it." "Besides, I'm going to eat even if it's poisonous.
I swallowed the hawthorn cake in my hand in a few bites, but Yueying didn't move a piece.
"Are you still worried?" I picked up a piece of hawthorn cake and put it in her hand, "I've eaten it all, it's fine." ”
Yue Ying looked at the pastry in her hand, looked at the plate again, and said, "I don't eat, I don't eat what they sent." After a pause, he told me: "Zhu Niang eats some first, and then Yueying puts the rest away." ”
I haven't eaten for a few days, how can I have leftovers?
I looked at Yueying, who looked embarrassed, and suddenly understood. Yueying didn't want to eat it, she wanted to keep all these pastries for me, and she was worried that she wouldn't have a meal after eating this meal, so she said that she wanted to keep some of the pastries.
I felt a sour nose, and I lifted her hand holding the pastry to her mouth and said, "You eat it, or if it's really poisonous, I don't want to die alone." ”
"Zhu Niang......" Yue Ying said in a low voice.
"You can eat." I felt a hot face, and said, "You see there are five pieces of hawthorn cake on this plate, I have already eaten one piece, you have to eat one piece too, and then we will divide another piece, okay?" So there are four pieces left, put them away and eat one piece a day. After speaking, he thought for a while, and continued: "You said that on such a hot day, will it be bad to leave it for so long?" No, we'll have to eat them by today. ”
Yueying suddenly laughed out loud.
I pretended to be disgusted and said, "You see that this hawthorn cake has your saliva on it, but you can only eat it." ”
"Okay." Yueying looked at me with a pair of sparkling eyes for a moment, and then ate the pastry very obediently.