"Don't you just want me to have a baby? You don't have to toss so much every day, right? An abrupt voice in the darkness interrupted Shen Yibo's actions, but he didn't seem to intend to give up, and said in a dumb voice: "Chenchen, I love you." Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

"Don't use love as an excuse, or your love will become less and less valuable." You Chenchen's voice was a little indifferent, and she didn't care that her words had made the man on her body freeze there motionless, she continued: "It's been almost a year since I came back, I don't have contraception, if I really want to have a child, I should have it a long time ago." If you toss every day, you may not be able to toss anything. ”

"I really love you." Stiff movements, Shen Yibo also emphasized his attitude, but it made You Chenchen feel that he was trying to cover up.

Unable to hear You Chenchen's reply, Shen Yibo still backed down. Giving in is not the same as letting go, he almost begged, and said: "I'll just hug you, and don't do anything to you." ”

If it weren't for Shen Yibo's extravagant tossing a few nights ago, You Chenchen would have believed what Shen Yibo said here. After half a ring, You Chenchen spit out two words: "Good night." ”

At this time, he can still say good night calmly, looking at this problem from the aspect of dealing with people, You Chenchen is still polite. The more polite she was, the farther away Shen felt she be.

Things have developed to this point that any passion and any love will disappear. Shen Yibo let go of You Chenchen.

Maybe it was You Chenchen's words in the evening that reminded Shen Jingbo, and the next day he took You Chenchen to the hospital for a physical examination.

You Chenchen regarded it as a routine inspection, and everything was arranged.

After the examination, You Chenchen was sent back to the Shen mansion, and Shen Yibo went to work.

After going to work, Shen Yibo received a call from Qin Xu.

The content of the phone call was You Chenchen's examination report, saying that You Chenchen did not have any contraceptives on his body.

"Then why can't she conceive a child? Anything else? Is it that the physical fitness is too poor and has not been well maintained? Shen Yibo was obviously a little out of breath.

"She's healthy." Qin Xu replied in the affirmative.

"It's been almost a year since she came back, and we haven't had contraception, so why hasn't she conceived a baby yet?" Shen Yibo is also in his thirties, and he can't hold his breath on this matter.

"This, you only gave You Chenchen a physical examination, don't you find the reason from yourself?" A doctor is a doctor, and he simply and directly points out what is wrong. This problem lies in Shen Yibo's psychology, he has always believed that as long as there is a problem, it is You Chenchen.

"Myself?" Shen Yibo never doubted his fertility.

"You've been taking contraceptive injections for five years, right? At least twice a year, right? Although it was an inquiring tone, what Qin Xu said made Shen Yibo unable to refute; Because all of this was done by Shen Yibo to Qin Xu.

"Yes." Shen Yibo admitted, but added: "But I didn't fight when You Chenchen came back." ”

"Contraceptive injections for many years will have different delay periods due to different people's physiques. When you have time, you should give yourself a detailed examination. Qin Xu bluntly said his suspicions, and of course his suggestions were also said. Analyze the facts with the test results, so that you are really responsible for Shen Yibo's body, and it will be a mistake to cover it up.

Maybe the content of Qin Xu and Shen Yibo's conversation played a role, and at night, You Chenchen slept peacefully all night.

Because he slept peacefully at night, You Chenchen got up early in the morning. She got up, and Shen Yibo got up.

For breakfast, the two ate together.

Although he didn't say much, You Chenchen felt that his life was much more normal.

went out with the honor of going to work, but Shen Yibo went to the hospital. He is not a person who avoids questions, since Qin Xu suggested that he have a physical examination yesterday, of course, it is an early examination and early peace of mind. , It's just that he didn't tell You Chenchen.

On weekends, You Chenchen did not go back to his parents' house to see his parents and children; I only made a phone call and said that something was scheduled for the weekend and I couldn't go back to see them.

Mother You Ran said on the phone that everything was fine at home, so you Chenchen could rest assured. Son You Xiaoxiao told his mother to take good care of herself outside.

"Why don't you go home?" At the dinner table on Saturday, Shen Yibo asked You Chenchen.

In fact, Shen Yibo wanted to use You Chenchen to return to his parents' house to ease the alienated atmosphere between him and You Chenchen. So he even prepared the gifts, but You Chenchen suddenly said that he didn't want to go home, and he couldn't force You Chenchen.

A bowl of soup was stirred without a trace of heat, You Chenchen still didn't take a sip, and when she heard Shen Yibo's question, she didn't answer and asked: "Do you think we are in such a state that we are suitable to appear in front of children?" ”

"Chenchen, I don't understand why you're messing with me, it's too serious to meet the child." Shen Yibo's voice raised, obviously not wanting to live a tepid life anymore.

The soup was already cold, You Chenchen was still stirring, and in the face of Shen Yibo's excitement, she asked in a flat voice: "For Xiaoxiao, do you think you are a qualified father?" ”

Shen Yibo didn't answer. He couldn't answer, because he knew he wasn't qualified; But psychologically, he didn't want to admit it, he thought that the main reason for the disqualification was You Chenchen's fault. A woman like You Chenchen is too unreasonable, she went wandering with a child, and she didn't take him seriously at all; What's even more unreasonable is that You Chenchen let the child grow up so old before returning to City A. You Chenchen's perverted behavior virtually deprived him of the right to accompany his child as a father to be born, learn to speak, and toddler. Although he thought so in his heart, Shen Yibo didn't dare to say so.

"No matter what the reason is, you owe You Xiaoxiao." You Chenchen sighed, and his voice was lower: "I also owe it." ”

"Otherwise, let's take the child over and take him to school by ourselves—" Shen Yibo said tentatively, and there was something to say later, but he didn't say anything.

"How do you go to school? Like Sulena's children, ask the teacher to teach at home? You Chenchen answered quickly.

Shen Yibo was silent again. He admits that he said that he was not considerate when he said that he would pick up the child.

Seeing that Shen Yibo didn't answer, You Chenchen's words changed: "We all owe Xiaoxiao, do you still want to come out with another one and continue to owe it?" ”

"I didn't mean that, if I regenerate, I definitely can't push it to my father-in-law and mother-in-law, we have to bring it ourselves. I'll try to be a good dad. Shen Yibo seems to have confidence again.

"Find a new woman to give birth to you. If I regenerate, I will feel even more indebted. You Chenchen's speech was like negative energy, but his tone was as calm as after deep consideration.

"What do you mean? I'm looking for a life, I've been born a long time ago, and I'm still waiting for you to come back? At this time, Shen Yibo's eyes were a little red, and he accused: "You Chenchen, your heart is made of stone!" Ever since I met you, I've always had you in my heart. For five years, you are not there, and I live alone; Even if you don't come back, I don't plan to accept another woman. You're asking me to have a baby with another woman. You are really hurtful and don't need to make drafts, and every sentence can poke a hole in people's hearts. ”

The hand holding the spoon to stir the soup froze in the air, and You Chenchen felt that his words had gone too far at this time. But she knew it was useless to say sorry or something like that. Unable to find the words to comfort Shen Yibo, she was silent.

Seeing that You Chenchen bowed his head and was silent, Shen Yibo did not continue to accuse. It's just that he no longer follows You Chenchen step by step, as if he is not interested in anything, and he is in a daze when he sits in the living room.

It turns out that this state of being in a daze is contagious!

At night, Shen Yibo no longer pestered You Chenchen.

The two spent a salty weekend and didn't go anywhere, just staring at the Shen mansion.

On Monday, You Chenchen didn't watch TV again during the day, but went to clean the studio.

On Tuesday, You Chenchen continued to clean the studio and wiped the place he had wiped yesterday again.

On Wednesday, You Chenchen entered the studio again, and every object in the studio was spotless, so she wandered in front of the easel with a dull expression.

In the evening, Shen Yibo called the plane, and You Chenchen was called out by Gu maid to answer the phone.

Shen Yibo said on the phone: "Chenchen, I'm not coming back for dinner. ”

"Oh, got it." You Chenchen replied lightly.

Shen Yibo seemed to be extremely dissatisfied with You Chenchen's lukewarm attitude, and added: "I won't come back tonight." ”

"Oh, got it." You Chenchen still replied lightly, but his eyes became dark and pale without any light.

"You don't want to ask me why I'm not going home?" Shen Yibo was a little angry. The people he cared so much about didn't care at all where he was spending the night without returning home; Just like he has no sense of existence in her world, he will always be dispensable, and Shen Yibo can not be angry.

"If you are willing to say why you don't want to go home, you should say it when you don't come back for dinner; If you don't want to say, my question will only increase mutual suspicion between us. You Chenchen's analysis seems to make sense.

"Okay, then let's be jealous!" Shen Yibo hung up the phone without saying goodbye.

After standing by the machine for a while with the phone, You Chenchen put it down, then walked into the elevator and went directly back to the bedroom.

When he was not inspired to paint, You Chenchen really felt that he was nothing. First of all, she is not a qualified daughter, not a qualified mother, not a qualified wife......

At this time, You Chenchen was extremely inferior, she curled up on the bed, the quilt was wrapped very tightly and she felt cold, only then did she feel that when Shen Yibo was not in this room, there was really only one word - cold.

Looking at the darkness, You Chenchen desperately hoped that Shen Yibo would call again, so that she would tell Shen Jingbo that she hoped he would come back.

It's a pity that Shen Yibo didn't call again. You Chenchen also didn't take the initiative to show favor to Shen Yibo. Because the two of them have already formed a pattern when they are dating, Shen Yibo is active, and You Chenchen is passive. On the surface, it seems to be passively stained, but in fact, the active side is stained, and when you need it, you will fight for it, and if you don't need it, you will be busy with yourself. The passive side, whether it is necessary or not, only has the share of acceptance - accept the other party's initiative and accept the other party's neglect. (To be continued.) )