Chapter 254: Extraordinary Suffering

Obviously, this reaction is not normal, no one can laugh after being blamed and ridiculed, Prudential can't help but be a little flustered, he is wondering if what he said is a little too serious, how to stimulate this kid to be emotionally disturbed? He was just about to try to say something to make up for it, when he heard Lin Li Feifei still have a little smile left, and followed his words: "You guessed wrong, do you think I don't want to do anything about a good house?" Do you think Lin Fuyou is reluctant? I'm such a person who hates the poor and loves the rich and is trying to bear the slightest bit of suffering, how could I not tell Lin Fuyou? There's really no way to live in this little bungalow, my mother is willing! ā€

Lin Li Feifei's posture of speaking was obviously about to break the can, but the strange thing was that when she really used those pickled words on herself, Prudential felt that maybe Lin Li Feifei was in trouble. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 info The Lin Li Fei he knows, usually the second stupid and cute is the most weak, no matter what problems he encounters, as long as he flattens his mouth and lies coquettishly, there will always be someone who will shake his head helplessly, and then saddle the horse and run around for her. Why did she refuse to defend herself and admit it directly when she encountered such a harsh reprimand today? The only explanation can only be that he misunderstood her, that she was hurt. Prudential was a little at a loss when he thought of this, he stretched out his finger and poked Lin Li Feifei's arm childishly, and said in a whisper full of unbearable words: "Don't be like this, I guess you must have a hard time, I just thought that if you get the Dimensity Stone, Spiegel and Zhuo Nian will probably never go back, a few days ago Spiegel mentioned his father, and he was sad and shed tears, I was too unbearable, so I said it a little heavily." Why don't you tell me, why did you really agree to Lin Fuyou? Didn't you know that Spiegel needed the help of Dimensity Stone to return to his time? ā€

In fact, everyone's view of right and wrong is clear, and the reason why bad people are bad people is definitely not because they don't know that what they are doing is harmful, but because they know that it is wrong but still don't want to change. So no matter how hard a person is, once you infringe on the interests of others, there will definitely be a weak heart, not to mention that Lin Li Feifei is not a big traitor at all. So even if she was really heartbroken by Prudential's words, when she heard Prudential explain that the mirror was crying because of homesickness, she couldn't continue to be tough anymore. Lin Li Feifei sighed deeply, and said sadly and helplessly: "Actually, what I said is true, Lin Fuyou came back this time to change a better house for me and my mother, the location was selected, and I took my mother to see it, but it didn't work, my mother didn't agree." She loves Lin Fuyou too much, and she doesn't want Lin Fuyou to feel that she will accept Lin Fuyou again because he can help her life. My mother is very strong in her bones, she told me that she hopes that her love will not be contaminated with the world, and she refuses to accept any financial help from Lin Fuyou. I sometimes think that maybe it's because my mother is still complaining that Lin Fuyou chose someone with better economic conditions at that time, so my mother will say that the clearer the love and money, the cleaner the love. In fact, I am very confused a lot of the time, what is the love in my mother's mouth, and whether there are really some people who can compete with themselves for love just like my mother. The reason why I want to open an emotional planning company is to see all kinds of love in this world, I want an answer, I hope that one day, I can understand everything my mother does. But now I don't fully understand, and time is running out......"

When Lin Li Feifei said this, his voice gradually lowered. Prudential had already sensed something, and he raised his hand and gently patted Lin Li's extraordinary shoulder, trying to give her some warmth and support. Lin Li Feifei felt Prudential's kindness, she sniffed, held back the wetness in her eyes, and continued: "Grandma once said when she was not outdated, my mother's body has been very weak since she was a child, and what she conceived of me was to catch up with Lin Fuyou to marry someone else, and this blow is definitely not a little bit for my mother." She was so sad that she couldn't go home and tell her family, because she knew that if my grandfather and grandmother knew about these things, they would definitely force my mother to have surgery, and she wanted to save me. In addition, pregnancy was already the limit of what she could bear in terms of my mother's physique, and after a long time, it became a disease, and as a result, when I was seven months old, she gave birth to me. Premature birth plus dystocia, bleeding, it was really a back and forth from the ghost door, thanks to the doctor's excellent medical skills at that time, he barely kept the mother and daughter safe. But my mother's body has become sick, and she has suffered so much over the years, seeing that the oil is running out, and her body bones are getting weaker and weaker. The year before last, the doctor had already said that the time for stretching was too long, and it was impossible to cure it, judging from my mother's physical condition, that is, there would be another life span of one or two years. If it weren't for Lin Fuyou coming back and spending a lot of money to find the best doctor to prescribe the best medicine, my mother would be gone by now. But now my mom is just relying on spending money to hang a breath of heart, and she has already made a wheelchair before she is fifty, and she can lie in bed tired for several days with a little more activity. Even if it's for my mother's breath, I can't refuse Lin Fuyou. I understand the truth, do you think that every time I look at Spiegel and feel homesick, I don't feel bad? But what can you do if it's uncomfortable? If it weren't for my mom being by my side all these years, I can't imagine what kind of life I'd be living, I'm not that great, if the premise of fulfilling others is to watch my mom die, sorry, I really can't do it! You may say that even if I get the Dimensity Stone, there is no guarantee that Lin Fuyou will treat me and my mother well, I know all this. But no one knows my mother better than me, and the biggest support she has survived over the years is because she loves Lin Fuyou, and she is unwilling! I can tell you frankly that if I get the Dimensity Stone, I won't give it to Lin Fuyou. If this stone really has so much magic, I want Lin Fuyou to marry my mother in a dignified manner! You may be surprised, why don't you use Dimensity Stone to help my mother heal, I used to think so, but recently I seem to have gradually understood that those who are in love, when their hearts die, people become walking dead. I know that marrying Lin Fuyou has always been my mother's humble wish buried in the bottom of my heart, and as a daughter conceived by her flesh and blood, I may not be able to do much for her, but I can at least let her get what she wants. It's good to live longer, but if she can't, I'll let her die without regrets. Do you understand? ā€

Prudential didn't know what to say. In his cognition, those who are in love and love have always been young men and women, and friends of the same age around him, there are also some people who have dealt with each other, split their legs, broken up, and got back together, and they are not happy for a few days, and they are sad for a while, simple and relaxed. He also once thought that the so-called love was just a pastime when people were bored, a spice in the ordinary. It will take a lot of effort to go to the heart and go to the kidneys and burn the brain, and it will never be as unforgettable as in film and television dramas, and life and death depend on each other. So when he heard Lin Li Feifei so calmly describe her mother's almost obsessive love for Lin Fuyou, Prudential was shocked. It was only today that he understood a little, it turns out that love is not just a game for two people to please each other, it is heavy, tragic, and even some people's love itself is a kind of wear and tear on life. You know that all your efforts will sink into the sea, no matter how much you give, you can't move fate, and there are still only three words between you, "can't go back", but its sad and sacred place lies in the fact that you see more clearly than anyone else, but you love more than anyone else. You don't even think about giving something in return, everything you do is to give yourself the strength to continue your humble love without affecting the other person. Guarding an unrecognizable name, and a memory full of holes, I can still be painful and happy. No matter how many sad things I have experienced, when I look back, I always remember what I experienced at that time. This kind of love is outrageously stupid, but it is also so beautiful that it is embarrassing, because you don't need to say any love words, you have used your whole life to best interpret each other: I love you, and I will not regret it!

Prudential was once again refreshed his emotional outlook by this classical and loyal love. It's not so much that he is sympathizing with Lin Li Feifei, but that he really sympathizes with the woman in this story who has been in love but never thought of letting go. In fact, from the perspective of a bystander, it is really difficult to say whether Lin Li Feifei's decision is wrong or right, after all, there is a sentence that Lin Li Feifei said is still very sincere, there are too few people in this world who can sacrifice the happiness of their loved ones in order to fulfill others. At least for now, Lin Li Feifei and Du Mijin are the same, they are both in the stage of looking for the Dimensity Stone, and now the Dimensity Stone does not have any belonging, so it is not a matter of stealing. What's more, when he learned that Lin Li Feifei's mother would die soon, she carried the last wish of her most important life, which was on par with the importance of Spiegel's return to her heart in Lin Li Feifei's heart, and it was understandable. Prior to this, Prudential had never heard of Dimensity; After that, Prudential didn't have any desire to keep Dimensity for himself. It's better to continue to watch from afar as a bystander, and whoever gets it first uses it can't be said to be unfair. Thinking so, Prudential took a deep look at Lin Li Feifei, who was still secretly melancholy, he pondered for a while, and said: "Okay, I know, anyway, I'm not you, I can't fully understand your pain, so I apologize to you for the powerless accusation that I just stood on the moral high ground." I may not be able to help with this, but mentally, I will try my best to stand with you. Whenever you have something sad to say, you can come to me, and I will always be your most qualified trash can. ā€

Lin Li Feifei understands that he may be very important to Prudential, but why is Spiegel not a person who Prudential treats like a brother? The palms and backs of her hands are full of meat, she doesn't want to embarrass Prudential, she didn't expect Prudential to stand in line, and now she tells the secret in her heart, and it is already the best result she can think of not to be blamed. Just thinking about Prudential's righteous indignation just now, but now showing support and trust in himself, Lin Li Feifei tilted his head with some curiosity, looked at Prudential and asked with a smile: "You decided to be my full-time trash can so soon?" You don't want to think about our treacherous colleagues, to be honest, now I can't tell who is really innocent and harmless. You are still so stupid to believe in people, aren't you afraid that I will casually make up a story to deceive you? ā€

Lin Li's original intention was just to remind Prudential to be more careful, don't be too realistic, and believe whatever anyone says. When there is a major conflict of interest between people, it is really difficult to say who is necessarily trustworthy. Even a little white rabbit like himself who is not aggressive may be waiting for an opportunity to bite someone, Prudential is so kind, how sad it would be if he was deceived. Lin Li Feifei guessed that after listening to her words, Prudential might be wary, hesitate, and even continue to speculate about her. But Lin Li Feifei really didn't want Prudential to be deceived and disappointed one day, so he thought of it and reminded him directly, without considering the consequences at all. Who knew that Prudential listened to Lin Li Feifei's words, and did not have the slightest doubt, but looked at the row of small bungalows outside like Lin Li Feifei, and said in an affirmative tone: "Actually, I was so angry just now that I didn't think about anything, and I slandered you on impulse." Even if you don't explain it to me, if you give me more time, I can figure it out, and I believe that you must have other difficulties, because I know that you are definitely not the one who makes up stories to lie to me. ā€

After Prudential finished speaking, he turned his head to look at Lin Li Feifei beside him. At that time, the sun was just right, and Prudential against the light smiled at Lin Li Feifei with a shallow smile. is obviously a very ordinary teenager, but inexplicably made Lin Li Feifei think of the words "spring breeze blowing". And that quiet smile has also become the most beautiful time in Lin Li Feifei's memory when he looks back on it in the future.

Prudential looked at Lin Li Feifei, who was dumbfounded, and performed his signature move funny-raised his hand and rubbed Lin Li's long hair fiercely, before retracting his gaze, continuing to look out the window, and said indifferently: "Do you know? I used to think that you were the kind of rich person, not like you are now, you are a real rich child, you just don't have to worry about pocket money, and your parents provide for you to spend as you like. I know you must be wondering why I think that. I think you should remember that when we were freshmen, there was a poor boy in the class who was admitted from rural Shandong, the family conditions were not good, and his parents were farmers who kept their homes and farmed the land, so his living expenses were pitiful. Such a child must not have any spare money in his hands, so he never goes out with other people to play games or anything on the Internet, and people seem to be a little out of place. In addition, the people who came out of the small village, their faces were tanned black and red, not to mention, they were also wearing dirty haha, and they didn't even have a little bit of a brand of clothes. There is a strong accent in the speech, and the classmates in the class at that time jokingly called him the accent of the bud stubble, and he himself is also very inferior, and he usually doesn't talk to people much, after a long time, no one likes to walk around with him, full, he became a lone ranger, and everyone naturally excluded him from any activities. Do you remember this person? ā€

Speaking of this, Lin Li Feifei recalled seriously for a long time, as if there was indeed such a person, she thought about it carefully, and finally suddenly said: "Oh! You're talking about Zhang Jianguo, right? At that time, some classmates in our class laughed at him, saying that his name had a special sense of immediacy after the 60s. In fact, the founder of the country is very good, at that time, his classmates may not have faded from the childishness of high school, in fact, he really shouldn't be isolated. ā€

"I know that you must still remember, to be honest, Zhang Jianguo's sense of existence is too weak, it is estimated that few of us will remember him, if you hadn't called his name today, I only remember that there is such a person, I will definitely not be able to remember what it is called." After Bao Cheng finished speaking, he smiled apologetically, looking at Lin Li's extraordinary gaze with a trace of warmth, he cleared his throat and continued: "When I graduated from college, many people in the class heard that Jianguo might not be able to study because his family was poor, and he would not come to school again in his sophomore year, and he would go out to work to supplement his family. Although some people sighed at the time, no one had the ability to help him, and they didn't seriously think about helping him. The tuition may be too much, and everyone doesn't have the ability to do that, but no one even thought about inviting him to a casual meal. In the last two days before the end of the freshman year, the class president organized a party, saying that he wanted to rent a villa outside the school that could accommodate the whole class. Because it is a group activity, and the holiday is coming soon, and it should be quite tempting for the students to be able to rent a villa, so the class leader originally thought that everyone should participate, and the average calculation is 118 yuan per person. As a result, when the money was paid according to the head, he was directly stuck when he went to Jianguo, and he said that he would not go. It's only to blame that at that time, everyone was too young, and no one really thought about the extent of poverty, so the squad leader thought that Jianguo was sincere and unsociable, and in a fit of anger, he said that he would not take Jianguo. But in the end, Jianguo did appear in the villa with us, everyone thought that he handed over the money later, or that the squad leader was gracious, after all, more than a hundred less, that is, half a case of beer less, is not a big deal. The squad leader is my lower bunk, and later I asked him to find out that it was you who took the initiative to find the squad leader, and you said that Zhang Jianguo would not be able to go to class with everyone next semester, and this may be the last and only group activity he participated in, so you hope that the squad leader can allow you to advance the money for Zhang Jianguo. In order to take care of Zhang Jianguo's self-esteem, you hope that the class leader will not tell you about the advance, so that Zhang Jianguo thinks that this is the wish of all his classmates, so that even if he leaves, he can feel that the classmates in our class are very warm. At that time, I thought, you are very stupid, when did you still do good deeds without leaving a name! These delicate emotions may not really be thought of by anyone, but no one will really do it if they think of it, because more than 100 is not much, but it is enough for three days of food, and the most important thing is that Zhang Jianguo is a poor boy, and this money cannot be recovered if it is advanced, at most it is a personal favor, or a favor that will definitely not be pointed out in the future. But it wasn't until you pointed to that row of bungalows and told me about your life just now, and I calmed down and thought about it carefully after I got angry, I realized that you are not stupid, you are too kind, you yourself are in a precarious situation, and you can still think of others in need of help, so you have to be harsh on your own food for at least two weeks for more than 100, right? How can a person who can think of helping others in such a small matter really ignore the situation of others for his own benefit, I am really dizzy! As Prudential spoke, he raised his hand and beat his head with some annoyance, and then looked at Lin Li Feifei miserably without speaking, with a capitalized and bold "I was wrong, please forgive me."

Lin Li Feifei looked at Prudential's somewhat funny appearance, and then thought about his praise of himself without hesitation, his heart was naturally sweet, and the haze that he had told about suffering before was also swept away. So Lin Li Feifei approached Prudential with some weirdness, squinted his eyes and asked fiercely: "Ha, it turns out that you started to pay attention to me when you were a freshman, and you have been pretending to be unfamiliar with me. Say, you have been paying attention to me silently for so long, is it possible that you want to chase me? ā€

"Of course it is." Lin Li Feifei's original intention was just to make a joke with Prudential, but he didn't expect him to admit it so happily, and then Lin Li Feifei was completely dumbfounded. She stood there for a long time without reacting, but there was a voice in her heart, and she asked herself weakly, have I been confessed?

Prudential looked at Lin Li Feifei's shocked expression, and there seemed to be a little imperceptible blush on his face, and he suddenly had a prank mind. After raising his hand and patting Lin Li Feifei's head lightly, he leaned over and whispered in Lin Li Feifei's ear: "I lied to you!" After speaking, before Lin Li Feifei's next move, he took a big step outward, and Lin Li Feifei, who was annoyed and angry, refused to give up, chasing after him to fight Baocheng. The two of you chased after me, and ran towards the company noisily.

It was a new morning, and Du Mijin, who had been reviewing for more than four days, officially called the school leaders of Yucai Middle School the afternoon before to apply for a job as a Chinese teacher in your school. The two sides officially negotiated the time for the written examination, which was at 10 o'clock this morning. According to Yucai Middle School, four other teachers who wanted to compete for the same position were also taking the written test this time. Du Mijin didn't expect that the written test was conducted by many people before, and there were inexplicably more competitors, which made Du Mijin's originally relatively relaxed mentality a little more unspeakably nervous. However, there is no turning back from the bow, since it has been prepared for so long, it is still necessary to try it, as for whether it can be chosen, it is the mule that is led out by the horse.

"Sister Du, you're going to be ready to go to school to take the written exam in a while, are you particularly nervous?" Bao Cheng saw that Du Mijin, who had already eaten breakfast, was still looking at it over and over with the lesson plan and exam questions, although "the grinding gun is not fast and light", but seeing that the appointed time is about to come, Du Mijin is not ready to pack up and go out, Baoxin can't help but suspect that Sister Du didn't want to go out temporarily, right? So after thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't help it, so I could only ask tentatively.

"Science shows that the human cerebral cortex can only pay attention to key words when receiving information, and will ignore some of the tones attached to the words, so whether you are a question sentence or a rhetorical question, the first thing my brain receives is the affirmative part of your sentence, which is the cause of psychological suggestion. To put it simply, if you ask me if I'm particularly nervous, I'll be the first to receive the message that I should be nervous, so your words don't help me in the slightest for my current state of mind. I was fine, but when you asked, I was a little bottomless. Du Mijin's movements were still maintained in the posture of looking down at the exam questions in his hand, and he answered directly without raising his head or opening his eyes.

People with keen logical thinking just like to use strong words, and this clear-eyed person knows at a glance that he must be nervous to death, but he also relies on himself to say the wrong thing, this nonsense is really insightful. Baoxin secretly slandered in his heart, and no longer bothered Du Mijin, but muttered in a low voice: "If you don't want to go, just say it, lest others be like you, and your heart will rise and fall one after another." ā€

Baoxin said this sentence in a very small voice, and he also knew that when he was so worried, if he said something wrong, he would inevitably make Du Mijin unhappy. However, Baoxin didn't know that Du Mijin's ear power was beyond ordinary people, although it was only the sound of weak mosquitoes and flies, Du Mijin still heard it clearly. There must be unhappiness, and before he said anything about his burden, Baoxin began to complain about himself. But now is not the time to quarrel after all, and if you have time to read the questions twice, you can be more sure, so she replied directly without worrying about Baoxin: "The clothes I wear when I go out to take the exam have been ironed and neatly matched and placed on the bed in my bedroom, and I can change into them and go out at any time." Now he is just waiting for Yu Jin, and he has just promised me to send the basic information of the other teachers who applied together to my mailbox immediately. I calculated the time, it should be in time, so I plan to take a look before leaving, after all, I know that I am invincible, I know what advantages other teachers have, and I can also use my strengths and avoid weaknesses during the exam. So don't worry, I'm well prepared, there shouldn't be any problems. (To be continued.) )