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I pursed my lips, took his hand again, and said, "Lan Sheng, I didn't know about your injury. Then he asked, "Where are you hurt?" ”

"Oh," he replied, and then, "you don't know. I heard my mother say, you went out to live, why do you want to come back today? ”

Hearing him talk to me like this made my heart feel like a pinprick. After a pause, I whispered, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left home." You're hurt, but I'm not there for you. ”

"What's so sorry about this?" He said coldly, "In this home, you can go if you want, and you can go back if you want, it's all up to you." Didn't you tell me you wanted to leave? Now that you're gone, why do you want to come back? ”

These words are hurtful.

My nose was sour, and tears flowed uncontrollably. I wrapped my hands around his hands and bowed my head in pain, apologetically, "I'm sorry...... I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have left, I should have been waiting for you here......"

He was speechless for a long time.

I stopped crying and said to him again: "Lan Sheng......"

He interrupted with a hoarse voice: "It's better to live outside than at home, if you don't want to stay at home, you don't have to force yourself to come back......

"No," I choked up, "you're here, so I'm coming back, how can I not come back?" ”

He tilted his face inward, as if he didn't want to listen to me.

I put his hand on my face and pleaded, "Lan Sheng, San Lang, what do you want me to do to forgive me?" ”

"You don't need to be forgiven, haven't you always had your own ideas?" Lan Sheng was always prickly in his words.

My emotions were a little excited for a while, and I said in a trembling voice: "I admit my mistakes to you, admit defeat to you, can I succeed?" Don't say such uncomfortable things, okay? ”

He turned his head, looked at me, and said, "Are you uncomfortable?" Don't you wish I could say that to you? ”

"Lan Sheng......" I scolded in a soft voice, "you know that I remember you, how can I be willing to leave you?" Why do you still say so many sour things to stab me? ”

His eyes softened, but he didn't speak.

I held his hand, leaned forward, and said softly, "Didn't I go back?" Let me take good care of you, okay? ”

He paused, looked elsewhere, and said, "You are not here, I also have someone to take care of, you don't have to worry about this." After a pause, he continued: "Thanks to Yunqing taking care of me for the past two days, although she is not my wife, she has taken care of me very dedicatedly. ”

My heart was cold, and my tone became a little stiff, and said, "Lan Sheng, I know you're angry with me, but, no matter how angry you are, don't use Yunqing to be angry with me, okay?" ”

He looked at me and said, "It's true that Yunqing has been taking care of me for the past two days, and I'm not wrong." ”

I let go of his hand, lowered my head, was silent for a while, and suddenly said, "She is your concubine, and she should take care of you, isn't she?" ”

Lan Sheng looked at me in shock, as if he couldn't believe that I would say such a thing.

I raised my eyes and said, "Are you just waiting for me to say this?" Are you happy now? Yun Qing took such good care of you, and I'm very happy. ”

"Sister Wan, you!" Lan Sheng jerked up and looked at me with a frown, his eyes full of anger.

"Lan Sheng......" My voice was hoarse, and my eyes were foggy, "I have seen Yun Qing, she told me, I know that she took good care of you when I was away." I really regret that I shouldn't have left home, I shouldn't have taken good care of you, I have already said humility to you, what are you going to say to me for? ”

After a pause, I added, "Don't you know? You tell me this a thousand times more than blaming me for not leaving home, and it makes me feel a thousand times sader. ”

Lan Sheng stopped talking.

I hung my head, closed my eyes, and felt his hand over my face, cold fingertips running over my eyes, and then again.

"When I came back, I learned that you were not at home, and my mother said that you were angry because of the maid's affairs, so you left home, and you didn't even greet her. I wanted to find you back, but I couldn't move, so I had to ask my family to go out and ask where you were. Lan Sheng told me.

After a pause, he continued: "After the family came back, they told me that someone told them that they had seen you and Yueying on Zishi Street, but they didn't know where you lived. ”

His voice was cold, and he said, "As far as I know, the Liang Gongzi you know lives in the Jade Tea Hall on Zishi Street...... I was so angry that I didn't let anyone pick you up, thinking, when will you come back? He asked, "Have you really been living with him all these days?" ”

"No, no," I opened my eyes to him, explaining, "I didn't stay with him, I was in the hotel with Tsukiying." ”

"Inn?" He was surprised, "You'd rather stay in a guest house than come home?" ”

I suddenly felt a little embarrassed, so I lowered my head again and said, "It's really in the guest house." After a pause, he added, "I didn't leave home for no reason, there is a reason for this." ”

I looked up and said, "I don't know how my mother told you, maybe what you are about to hear will be a little different from what my mother told you." ”

Lan Sheng looked at me and said, "You say." ”

My eyes fell on the quilt and said, "Mother said that Yueying stole Yunqing's earrings and wanted to drive her out of the house." ”

Lan Sheng said: "I heard the same from my mother. ”

I turned my face to look at him and said, "That mother must not have told you that she punished Yueying, and I also took the punishment for Yueying, and later locked Yueying up...... In the end, Yue Ying was driven out of the house. Yueying is the maid I brought, how can I leave her alone? So, I left with her. ”

Lan Sheng's eyes were heavy, and he said, "These mothers have told me." Then he said: "My mother said that you felt too sorry for the maid and insisted on being punished for Yueying, but she had no choice but to scold you, and let someone bring you medicine afterwards...... Yesterday, my mother told me, I wonder if the injury on your back has healed? ”

I stayed for a long time and said, "That's what my mother told you?" She scolded me out of helplessness? Still worried about my injuries? Suddenly I felt a little angry.

Lan Sheng looked at me, nodded seriously, and then sighed: "You too, you are too used to Yueying on weekdays." Then he asked, "Does your back still hurt?" ”

I didn't answer his question, was silent for a while, and said, "Yueying didn't steal or do anything wrong, so she shouldn't be punished." But her mother insisted on going her own way, and she wanted to give Yueying a board, so she had to force her to admit that she had stolen. You say I shouldn't be used to her, why am I used to her? (To be continued.) )