"It's too late. www.biquge.info I refused, and stood up again, and said as I walked to the inner room, "I want to go and lie down on the couch for a while, and maybe it will be better." ”

After walking a few steps, I felt a little damp and hot below. I thought, could it be that the little day that has been postponed for more than ten days has arrived, but in the past, as long as I didn't eat cold, my stomach wouldn't hurt, but why did it hurt today?

Lan Sheng came with me and said, "You go and lie down on the couch, and I'll call the housekeeper to bring Dr. Yao." ”

"It might just hurt for a while." I whispered, "Can you go and help me talk to Yueying and ask her to cook me a bowl of brown sugar water?" "This kind of pleading tone, I have never used it with Lan Sheng before.

Lan Sheng looked at me for a while, didn't speak, and then went out.

After a while, Lan Sheng came in again, with a bowl of black and red sugar water in his hand. I stood up and sat on the couch and drank some of the brown sugar water in the soup, and then I felt a little warmer in my lower abdomen, but the pain was still there.

Lan Sheng put the empty bowl on the table next to him and asked me if I wanted to rinse my mouth.

"Thank you." I said, "Just call Yueying over, you can go to dinner quickly." The food is probably cold, and the kitchen needs to be heated again. ”

Lan Sheng stood in front of the table and looked at me, and said, "Do you have to be so alienated from me?" ”

Now that I have decided that I will not linger in the arms of a man, I cannot rely on his warmth and care, let alone take it for granted.

I turned my face away and said softly, "Lan Sheng, what I said tonight ......"

Before I could finish speaking, he interrupted: "I have already asked people to invite Dr. Yao, I don't worry if you don't look at the doctor like this, when the doctor finishes reading, let's eat again." ”

I was silent and didn't say anything.

Lan Sheng said again: "I'll give you a soup woman." ”

"No need, thank you......" I raised my head when I heard this, and he was walking out, and his steps were steady, and my voice became quieter and quieter, and finally I was simply silenced.

Lan Sheng took a soup woman and handed it to me, I looked at him, seeing that he couldn't distinguish his happy and angry look, I suddenly felt a little nervous, so I took the soup woman over and didn't speak.

He sat on the pestle next to him, without saying a word, with a grim expression, as if he didn't want me to speak.

"Why don't you move the charcoal basin here." I said with difficulty.

The room wasn't very warm, wasn't it cold when he sat like this?

He didn't say anything, got up and moved the charcoal basin in, to put it on the pedals.

It turned out that he thought I was cold, so he let me move.

I hurriedly said, "No, no, just put it in front of you." I have a soup woman. ”

He looked at me inexplicably, the charcoal basin was still on the pedal, and he himself picked up the pestle and sat on the edge of the charcoal basin.

The room gradually warmed up, and he spoke, his voice a little dry, "Are you feeling better?" ”

"Well, it's better." My voice doesn't sound so natural.

"Sister Wan, I'll take you to Pingjiang's apartment. I went to talk to my mother, and I said that Pingjiang's apartment needed someone to take care of it. ”

Lan Sheng's voice was soft and helpless, which made me feel sad.

When I told him that I wanted to go to Pingjiang with him, he didn't agree. Now he took the initiative to tell me about this and asked me to follow him to Pingjiang.

Lan Sheng, he really wants to keep me, he really doesn't want me to leave.

My heart softened, and the will to leave was slowly dissolving like an iceberg.

I no longer doubt Lan Sheng's sincerity in my feelings, and it is precisely because of this inseparable feeling that I am willing to fall into this quagmire and refuse to get out. I don't want to owe anyone anything, so this feeling has now become a burden for me.

In the past, I never took other people's emotional entanglements seriously, and even lamented that some people dragged their feet on emotional matters, and finally let each other's pain extend infinitely.

Isn't that what I am like now? In the face of Lan Sheng, I can't be straightforward, I can't be decisive.

Even though I understand that the method he said is just to stop the boiling and cannot solve the fundamental contradiction, I just can't say cruel words at this moment.

I was silent, and though I knew I shouldn't have answered all of this at this time, I couldn't speak.

Lan Sheng said again: "I don't think I have heard what you said tonight. ”

"No, Lan Sheng." I said. If you don't open your mouth, it's too late. The longer it drags on, the deeper they will sink into the mud.

He looked surprised and disappointed, and said, "You don't want to?" After a pause, he added, "I'm already doing my best to maintain the integrity of this family and do my best to meet your requests, how can you still say 'no'?" ”

It turned out that I also wanted to maintain the integrity of this family, and it wasn't just because of me.

I paused for a moment and said, "You don't have to do this, those are your expectations, don't include me in it, okay?" I can't do it, and I can't be satisfied. ”

"And what exactly do you want?" He said.

I want to leave, I just want to leave.

I looked at him, and the air was silent, but tense. It's like a confrontation, a tacit confrontation.

Lan Sheng said again: "I can't let you leave. ”

I turned my face away and didn't speak.

There was silence in the room. After a while, the housekeeper said outside, "San Langzi, Doctor Yao has been invited." ”

Lan Sheng stood up, went to open the door for them, and said, "Doctor Yao, please come in." This kind of weather is still for you to take a trip, please bear with me. ”

Dr. Yao didn't squeak. Lan Sheng said again: "The inner is inside, please move." ”

In addition to Lan Sheng's young and powerful footsteps, there were also more slow footsteps of Dr. Yao in the room.

I heard Lan Sheng shout again: "Yueying, bring a cup of good tea." ”

The two entered the inner room one after the other. Dr. Yao sat on the pestle next to the pedal and took a pulse with me, and I lay flat, but this was not the thing in my mind.

After a while, Dr. Yao said in a hoarse voice: "The young lady is more than a month pregnant. ”

"What?!" Lan Sheng and I said at the same time. The difference is that Lan Sheng was more surprised than surprised when he said this, while I, on the contrary, felt that this child was too surprised.

Dr. Yao glanced at me and Lan Sheng, twisted his brows, and said, "But some of them have tire gas, so they should stay in bed for a rest." ”

Lan Sheng looked excited and said, "Does it matter?" Please also ask the doctor to prescribe a prescription to stabilize the tire. Then he explained: "Fang Cai accidentally fell, I think it was because of this that I had a tire." ”

Doctor Yao said lightly: "Since I am about to become a mother, I should act more gently and think more about the fetus in my belly." (To be continued.) )