Chapter 90: Be small
On the day of the Shangyuan Festival, the Feng family sent someone to spread the word, saying that they wanted to meet Wei Yan. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
She was not surprised, after a little makeup, she followed the maidservant Luoying and walked into Zhilan Garden.
Feng sat on the kang near the window for a while, holding the account book in his hand, and wearing a gold button on his head to wipe his forehead. This is the second time Wei Yan has seen her, and she is not strange at all, - Feng and Xu Yuqin look very similar, and when they are not smiling, their eyebrows and eyes are also soft and kind.
"Wei Yan has been harassing for months, causing a lot of trouble to his wife. The grace of taking in is beyond repayment, please accept my wife's worship. ”
As he spoke, Wei Yan knelt down and bowed.
Feng Shi was not polite, and after Wei Yan finished kowtowing three times, Fang smiled and said, "Child, get up quickly." Then he commanded his servants to take a seat.
After looking at Wei Yan, Feng sighed silently. With such a good appearance, no wonder Yuqin is so fascinated, it's a pity......
"Are you used to living? Are people thoughtful? Feng asked a few words casually, and Wei Yan answered in a proper manner.
Feng Shi took a sip of tea, stopped greetings, and got to the point, "Yuqin hasn't told you anything lately?" ”
The voice was still gentle, but the attitude became a little cold.
"No......" she hadn't seen him in a long time. Knowing why he avoided it, and also knew what Feng meant when he asked, Wei Yan didn't hide it and decided to answer bluntly, "Xu Gongzi's good thing is coming, Wei Yan hasn't congratulated him yet, so ask Mrs. to tell him on his behalf." Now Wei Yan has nothing to rely on, Mrs. is an elder, and everything depends on Mrs. ”
She didn't beg to leave with pride. She is an orphan girl who cannot live alone without a penniless, and she knows very well that when she declines, she can only bow her head.
"Child, I am very relieved that you have figured it out." I thought it would take a lot of lips to explain my own difficulties, I thought she would cry or be angry, but unexpectedly, she was calm and answered very properly. Feng Shi nodded approvingly, "You and Yuqin have had a ...... The friendship of the family, now that you are in trouble, our Xu family naturally has no reason to sit idly by. In a few days, I will personally find a house for you to live in, and you want to get married, or...... Well, it's up to you. The Xu family can't give you glory, at least let you have no worries about food and clothing. Do you think that's okay? ”
Wei Yan raised his eyes, looked at Feng, and smiled bitterly.
Months of living under the fence have forced her to learn to bow her head and compromise.
"Madame bothered to arrange it, Wei Yan is grateful!" She bowed deeply.
"You are so sensible, I naturally love you, if only Yuqin could understand my hard work as a mother." Feng smiled and sighed.
"I will try my best to persuade Xu Lang, please rest assured."
Feng Shi nodded and promised gently, "Yan Niang, you are a good boy, I will not treat you badly." ”
When Xu Yuqin received the news that Wei Yan invited him to meet in the rain viewing pavilion by Bibo Lake, he was sitting with Zheng Zeming drinking tea in the treasure restaurant. Recently, he deliberately avoided Wei Yan, and he didn't have the face to see her, and he didn't dare to see her. The little guy ran to deliver the letter, and the tea cup in his hand shook suddenly, spilling his sleeve full of tea.
Zheng Zeming shook his head and said: "Yuqin, escaping is not a way, did it drag on until the wedding day before asking her to pack up her baggage and vacate her seat for others?" What's more, that "other person" is still his sister!
Xu Yuqin sighed and stood up, "Zeming, how can I have the face to see her?" ”
A pale cyan figure stood alone in the pavilion. Xu Yuqin was riding on a horse, and when he saw it from a distance, he couldn't help but sigh again. The robe he wore under his cloak was of the same color. Between them, there is always some casual little tacit understanding.
"Sister Yan!" Walking into the pavilion, he took off the satin cloak on his body and draped it over her shoulders, "It's still cold, and it's frozen carefully." Have you been waiting for a long time? Why don't you ask me to go to Jinglan Court to talk? ”
Here, with their memories and touching the scene, is it the right place to speak?
But wouldn't Jing Lanyuan let her touch the scene? It was supposed to be her new house with him! In the future, I will live in another woman!
Her brows quickly flashed a look of pain, too fast to catch, and in a blink of an eye, she changed to a soft smile, "Xu Lang, I haven't seen you for many days, I miss you very much." Do you think about me? ”
Suddenly, he heard her say lingering love words, which caught him off guard. He thought that she would question, be aggrieved, and be annoyed, but he never imagined that as soon as she opened her mouth, she laughed and complained of lovesickness.
He didn't move in a daze, don't look over, his nose was sour, "Sister Yan, you...... You know all about it, right? ……”
"Xu Lang!" She interrupted him, took his hand clenched into a fist, looked at the blue waves under the pavilion, and muttered, "Do you remember? That night, the moonlight was bright, Xu Lang and I were boating on the lake, and Xu Lang called me 'Sister Yan' at the beginning...... All kinds of scenes are still in front of me. If you think about it carefully, it's already the past year. At that time, I thought to myself that Jinghao Shaoguang would last forever and forever. I never imagined that later the rain and wind would be severe, and things would be wrong. I'm no longer the noble girl of the day, Xu Lang ......"
"You let me go!"
These words struggled between his lips for a long time, and finally came out with difficulty.
His heart tightened and ached. "Sister Yan...... I ......"
"Xu Lang, you and I both understand that I am not worthy of you. You reluctantly left me in Jinglan Garden, begged Madame Xu to prepare the most exquisite and luxurious furnishings for me, and rewarded many servants who looked down on me to serve by my side, but I could not use it with peace of mind, and I was confused and frightened all day long, and I only wasted your love in vain! Do you want me to suffer like that? You can't bear to see me scared all day? Do you want to watch me slowly turn into a woman who has lost her heart in order to keep on with her vanity? Do you want me to be a careless person who can only pretend to be strong and struggle to survive in order to silence others? Do you want me to be the laughing stock of your accusations at a feast? Do you want me to be a shameful drag for the rest of my long life that you can't let go? ”
"Xu Lang, I understand that you are dedicated to me. In that case, let me go! Wei Yan held his hand, put it on his cheek, and said words that made him extremely ashamed and extremely sad in an extremely gentle voice, "Xu Lang, this is the only thing I have left, the last dignity I have......"
"Sister Yan......" his voice was hoarse and choked up, "I'm really incompetent......"
"Xu Lang......" Wei Yan smiled and stretched out his hand, caressing his tightly knit brow, "I'm not going to the ends of the earth, if you want to see me, just go and see me." I'm always waiting for you. ”
Feng's meaning, she understood very well, unlike Jingyang Hou's attitude of resolutely opposing her appearance in his life, Feng's felt sorry for his son, and if his son really couldn't leave her, he would agree with her to make him small.
Small? Outer Chambers?
These strange and ridiculous words actually fell on her head! When she first entered the palace as a concubine, she was reluctant in every way, but now she took the initiative to be small! (To be continued.) )