Lin Peixuan saw that he had never been able to impress Li Chengen, and he was sad in his heart, and he was about to kill himself when he raised his knife. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Li Chengen was eager to save people's hearts, and couldn't care about the gambling contract anymore, so he hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed her knife. Lin Peixuan took the opportunity to hug him, wrapped it tightly, and said, "You lost!" ”

Li Chengen was stunned: "Nonsense, I'm here to save you, and besides, the time has come." ”

"I don't care, you pounced on it in the end." Lin Peixuan said and put it on him.

Li Chengen dragged her away: "I think you are hopeless, and I will spare your life in vain." As he spoke, he threw the knife at her side, "If you want to commit suicide, you will commit suicide, it is not a pity that someone like you who only thinks about vulgar desires dies, I will investigate the matter of the Son of Heaven Group myself." After saying that, he turned around and was about to leave.

"Wait a minute!" Lin Peixuan shouted, and then lowered his voice, "When you see my body, you don't have any desire at all?" ”

"......" Li Chengen paused, "people can't live for desire. ”

"But if there is no desire, I have nothing...... "Lin Peixuan said and slowly raised the knife.

With a "bang", Li Chengen turned back again and knocked out the knife in her hand. He himself wondered why I was always reluctant to let this woman die. When I was in Lantian Mountain, it can be said that it was because of her flute sound that she learned to be a local corpse, and she saved her life so that she didn't kill her, so now, she has done so many hateful things, and I actually bypassed her again and again.

Men are visual animals, and Li Chengen is not exempt from vulgarity, perhaps he subconsciously feels that it is a pity that such a beautiful woman as beautiful as a work of art has died.

"Why are you stopping me again?" Lin Peixuan asked, her naked body trembling slightly.

Li Chengen hurriedly turned his face away: "I just don't want to lose the great opportunity to deal with the Tianzi Group so easily - if you really want it that way, there are more cowherds outside, so why do you have to seek death?" ”

"I don't fancy any of those men." Lin Peixuan said, "Actually, I don't feel a little bit every time I do it with men, I only feel comfortable when I look at them struggling before they die, and I don't want to do this, but I can't control myself, I want to commit suicide more than once, but I am unwilling, because in this life, I don't even know what it feels like to be happy." ”

"You should see a psychiatrist." Li Chengen said.

"It didn't work, I saw no less than 20 psychiatrists, and it didn't work. Until one day I saw you, I saw that there were 12 bullets in your body, I saw those photos of you when you killed people, I thought you were the real man for me, and since then I have been thinking about you all the time, thinking about how you are covered in blood, thinking about how those bullets got into your body. Since then, I have lost the pleasure of being killed by those men in bed. I don't kill anymore. I suddenly feel like you can make me change, or at least make me truly happy once, once is enough......"

Li Chengen silently pulled up the sheet and draped it for her: "Miss Lin, those are just momentary happiness, not worth pursuing with life, there are many happy things in life." Maybe you feel that being alive is a painful thing now, in fact, I used to feel like a monster and just wanted to die, but then I found the reason for living, and I found the joy of living. ”

"What did you find?"

"Friends, brothers, lovers...... Also, the feeling of being a human being. ”

“…… What does it feel like to be human? ”

"With friends, brothers, and lovers, there is a responsibility, the responsibility to make your friends, brothers, and lovers safe and happy, and when you provoke and fulfill this responsibility, you will find the feeling of being a human being. This feeling is much more precious and more pleasant than a momentary pleasure of the flesh - this is what you should strive for. ”

"Maybe what you say is true, but this pleasure is not for me." Lin Peixuan said, "I'm different from others. ”

"What's the difference?"

"Friends, brothers, lovers...... I don't have any, and the one that accompanies me the most is zombie ......" Lin Peixuan's voice became desolate, and gradually said a tragic life.

The Tao of Eternal Life, an ancient Taoist sect that specialized in the pursuit of immortality. In the Tang Dynasty, Luo Gongyuan, the immeasurable master who discovered "Xianlu" (corpse poison) on Xiandao, was the third head of the Immortal Dao. Later, Luo Gongyuan followed the Four Princes to found the Son of Heaven Party, assisted the Son of Heaven Party in researching and manufacturing corpse pills for generations, and obtained the secret of corpse manipulation by chance, thus cultivating generations of corpse manipulators. Lin Peixuan's master, Luo Huaizu, is the contemporary head of the Immortal Dao.

Lin Peixuan was adopted by his master since he was a child and became one of the descendants of the corpse manipulation. Since he was sensible, he lived with zombies every day, fed zombies, studied the habits of zombies, and later even lived with zombies and slept in the same bed. The training of the corpse operator is very strict, at first in addition to living in the zombie horde to ensure that he survives, and later he has to learn the skills to control the zombie fight. Each corpse operator student chooses one or several zombies to cultivate for a long time, studies zombie habits, and then relies on this trained zombie to fight with other corpse practitioner students. Of course, at the time, they were only dealing with green-eyed or lower-level zombies.

In a monthly corpse manipulation competition, two or more zombie manipulators each control one or more zombies that they exercise daily to duel each other. Since zombies are more difficult to kill, except for battles with huge disparities in the ranks of the two sides, almost everyone targets the corpse operator during a duel, and a duel often ends with the death of one party. The duel is fought in a very small room, there is no fancy to speak of, it is to control the zombie fight, whether it is life or death, whoever survives to the end is the winner.

The winner will not only survive, but will also be rewarded. Or a higher-level zombie, or a more advanced control method.

In order to survive, Lin Peixuan must practice control skills day and night, control his zombies every day to fight with people or zombies of other corpse manipulators, and even kill people with his own hands. When fighting and feeding zombies, she was faced with blood, corpses, and ......internal organs, and her young mind was severely distorted, and she gradually developed a perverse and cruel character, not only her, but all corpse have one kind or another mental illness.

Lin Peixuan is one of the few women among the many corpse manipulators, because of the soft nature of women, they are often weaker than men in the practice of corpse manipulation, but because she was born beautiful, many brothers and sisters could not bear to kill her, so she was able to survive. But many times there is a price to pay for surviving, and the price is her body.

The corpse fuckers are under too much pressure every day, they need to use a certain method to release the pressure, and Lin Peixuan is the same, she once indulged in carnal desires, but this is only a symptom and not a cure, and their hearts are becoming more and more empty.

In such an environment, Lin Peixuan's personality has become more and more distorted, since she once couldn't bear it anymore and killed the senior brother with a long flute on the bed, she felt very comfortable looking at the senior brother's protruding eyeballs and gushing blood. Since then, she has fallen in love with this feeling, and every time she encounters a corpse she can't beat, she will ask for her body to redeem her life, and then take out her opponent in bed.

In the end, she survived with her own body and the strength that one person could control two blue-eyed zombies, became a qualified corpse operator, and formed a team with four senior brothers, which was reused by the master.

"The people around me, who know me, keep their distance from me, and those who don't know me stick to me in a daze, and they are finally killed by me." Lin Peixuan said, "You say, can I still find happiness? Somewhere in my body was rotten," she said, clutching her chest, "I don't feel like a human at all, I feel ...... I feel like I'm no different from a zombie. ”

After listening to her narration, Li Chengen only felt an indescribable depression in his heart, although this woman was murderous and did many hurtful things, she couldn't hate her anymore. Regardless of whether it was right or wrong, but asking his conscience, he was determined to help Lin Peixuan.

"Whew~" Li Chengen let out a long sullen breath, and then said: "As long as you survive and find the right direction, you will definitely find the feeling of being a man and find happiness." ”

"You don't have to comfort me, even if I don't kill people again, my heart is rotten, and it is impossible to be happy."

"So do you think it's possible for a zombie to find happiness? Is it possible for zombies to find the feeling of being human? Li Chengen asked.

"Zombies?" Lin Peixuan smiled bitterly, "I know that they will have pleasure when they bite and kill, so I said that I am very similar to zombies." But how can zombies find their brotherly lovers? ”

"Miss Lin, look carefully." Li Chengen said and picked up the knife on the ground, and the tip of the knife was aimed at his palm.

"See what?" Lin Peixuan straightened up slightly, looked at Li Chengen curiously, and saw that he suddenly stabbed the knife into his palm, with a soft pop, blood splashed, the tip of the knife had pierced the back of his hand, and the handle of the knife was held out of shape, which showed how hard he used.

"What are you doing!?" Lin Peixuan was slightly surprised, and didn't know why he wanted to harm himself.

"Look!" Li Chengen silently thought about the generation of corpse pills in his chest, and the corpse veins gushed out, and the injured right arm immediately began to change, becoming hard and thick. The strangest thing is that the knife stuck in the palm of his hand slowly withdrew by itself, and fell to the ground with a "clang". When I looked at Li Chengen's palm again, I saw some red silk threads drilled out of the wound, and the seaweed squirmed back and forth, and the wound immediately stopped bleeding and began to heal rapidly.

"It's ......!!!" Lin Peixuan could hardly believe his eyes.

"Didn't you ask me why I survived 12 shots? Now I'll tell you the answer," Lee Seung-eun said, "because I'm a zombie." ”

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