He never thought he would have a brother or a sister. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Because of a person who doesn't even have biological parents, how can there be younger brothers and sisters.

However, she made this ridiculous idea a reality.

She dragged him, who had been hiding in the house for a day off and reluctant to go out, to the orphanage, the dilapidated orphanage that had been standing there for nowhere.

Originally, if it was just an orphanage, it would be nothing, whether it was dilapidated or shiny, for him, it was just a group of children who had a partially similar experience to himself. For them, the orphanage is either their only support, or a place they have always wanted to escape, or just a temporary foothold for some children who dream of flying out of this place.

There may be some things that I can't think of, but it doesn't matter, most of the situation in orphanages is similar, and it is more like a small society than universities, some people have been lonely, and some people have always been proud; Some people bully others with inferiority complex, and some people have hatred on their faces ~ flattering; There are people who are self-righteous and cold on the sidelines, and there are people who must be strong in order to protect them.

The only similarity is that their hearts have been lonely for a certain period of time. Some people are for a moment, others for a lifetime.

In the same way, everyone is or has been looking forward to a hero in a white robe to save themselves, whether that person is a biological father or an adoptive father, a biological mother or an adoptive mother.

However, the number of places is always limited, and they are destined to be picked by others like cheap commodities, and the decision is never in their hands, but they are still working in their own way, and they don't know if it is in vain.

They may have known the law of survival of the fittest by natural selection earlier than the newborn animals on the grassland, so they are far from being as harmonious and beautiful as outsiders see on the surface.

It is like the so-called longing for rural life among modern people who are tired of urban life, but rural life has never been "Country Love Story", nor is it Tao Yuanming's planting beans under the south mountain, the grass is full of beans and seedlings, and it is not Wang Wei's bamboo noise and returning to the raccoon girl, and the lotus moves the fishing boat; On the other side of their insight, they hid in the house thinking that the family had borrowed something from their own house yesterday and did not return it, complaining that the old people of a certain family were becoming more and more confused, ridiculing that their mother-in-law was not as diligent as other people's families, and that their old people were not as "reasonable" as the old people in the neighbors' families, etc.

In the same way, the people in those cities may have known about it, but they pretend not to know how to pretend to be pretentious; Or like the flowers in the greenhouse, it sounds like a group of Chinese migrant workers who want to popularize the breeze incense paper to solve the problem by wiping the back of their hands after eating a boxed lunch, which is simple and naïve; It's whimsical to say, and everything is only superficial.

Or rather, they only want to see the surface, and other self-deception is enough.

In the same way, those who are visitors for their own complex purposes are rarely concerned with the true reality of the orphans.

They pursue more than superficiality, with hypocritical satisfaction.

And the orphans also know it, so they satisfy their hypocrisy.

For these reasons, the orphanage has become a small society in the most real way.

But in the final analysis, what those orphans do is because of fear, because of low self-esteem, but also because of changing their fate, that's all.

They hope that they are the ones who stand out, but the other people around them are as ordinary as ever, so they don't have the courage to step out, and they can only keep pace with ordinary people; Gradually, they gave birth to the mentality of hoping that all those who have that kind of thinking have the same mentality as themselves, and maintain the same state of mind; Or because they didn't have the courage at that time, they simply hated those who did it, and they were afraid of seeing their cowardly self in the contrast, so they suppressed the outstanding people, and then then this vicious circle, and so on, and so on.

Expressing oneself is only when it comes to being chosen.

They are in similar circumstances, but they seldom have no teachers and are sympathetic; They all have similar aspirations, but they rarely help each other, and sometimes even fight to the death.

He'd had had a similar experience, so he dared to imagine it for sure.

He didn't think she was like that, but he was afraid she knew all this.

So he refused to go to the orphanage with her, and he didn't want her to go to the orphanage alone, because he didn't want to break her beautiful thoughts.

However, she was not a compromising woman, she had her own opinions and unique ways of acting, so he was forced to take to that place, the dilapidated orphanage, the orphanage that she had secretly visited many times.

But why?

Why has everything changed?

Why are they a family?

Why are they a family?

Why are their eyes so clear?

Why are there no impurities in their hearts?

Why are their smiles so innocent?

Why is their world so clean?

Why can't he see the surface and can't tell the inside?

He didn't believe it!

He took a few steps back.

He didn't want to believe it!

However, he who prides himself on seeing through all the states of the world, he can't find the slightest flaw in it!

His inner world has begun to collapse, with a dark him, he is unwilling to accept it, and the first thing in his heart is to escape!

Right! He's going to run!

His subconscious wanted to escape!

After a long absence, I want to escape from this place that I can't understand, the place where I reflect my dark self.

In the end, it was clearly unsuccessful.

He was held tightly by her, and watched the youngest child, with the encouragement of the sunny smiling young man, staggering to himself, and carefully took out the small house made of matches from behind, smiled shyly, but firmly sent it to his hand.

He couldn't help but close his eyes - he was too dazzling, and he was not worthy of himself with a dark psyche!

The little boy with the gift giggled, innocent, and put it in his hand on tiptoe.

"It's a gift for my brother~"

Just such a sentence successfully broke through the barrier in his heart.

It is said that a person only needs to be tempted by a certain moment to accept another person, and if that moment comes, then everything will fall into place. But while some people may only need to wait for an hour, others may have to wait for a lifetime. That's the difference.

He couldn't have believed it, but in another place, he had to.

Such a simple child, he didn't dare to refuse too much, lest he hurt him, make him another self, and become the kind of person he hated!

So he had no choice, slowly but seriously opened his eyes, handed her the gift in his hand, and then squatted down and hugged the laughing little boy tightly, with a gentle voice that once felt disgusting to goosebumps, "Brother likes this gift very much~"

But the best gift is you!

He buried this sentence in his heart and did not say it, but it does not mean that no one knows.

He was just as humble at heart, so he tried to clump himself into a ball and put a burr on his coat, like a hedgehog that refused to be approached by everyone.

So, the real truth is that they saved him, not him saved them. Of course, she can't be missing.

More than a dozen of them called him brother; It was only the first time they met, and they treated him more affectionately than they treated her, an older sister who was already familiar with her.

Of course, this also made her grit her teeth and resentment all the time, and used this excuse to support them.

Because he was the same person he used to be, right?

Later, he sometimes thought that in this respect, it was better to say that he was a younger brother, and they were older brothers and sisters.

Therefore, for their own breach of appointment with her this New Year, they will definitely not blame her and him, on the contrary, they will only worry; Because they are more like older brothers and sisters than themselves, more like adults.

But this is also a kind of sadness! They were still kids.

Therefore, they occasionally need to be with her to make them unreasonable and make a small mistake, although it is a privilege of their age.

That's all she and him seem to be able to do.

They need each other with him and her, snuggle up to each other, and form a small world of their own.

It's a shame that under their influence, he gradually opened his heart, but only for children.

At the same time, they naturally needed him, because they did not want to cause any trouble for the dean, who was working hard for them today and tomorrow to earn money.

And he was their older brother.

They wore shabby clothes, lived in dilapidated houses, and ate vegetarian food with rare meats. But the smiles on their faces were real!

At the same time, they took in orphans who were gradually joining their extended family, because their dean told them that they were their lost brothers and sisters.

Their clothes are shabby, but clean and neat; Their yards are shabby but not dirty; They eat only a few dishes of vegetarian dishes every day, but they eat the happiness of meat.

In the course of their training, they learned to open the hearts of the children who had just joined them, and to save and teach them by the way. In a way, he's also one of them, just graduated.

They proudly told him that they would lighten the burden on the dean like the first girl who grew up and walked out of this house! They proudly told him that their rule was that once someone came to adopt an orphan, the youngest sibling would be the first to go out, otherwise they would refuse to leave! They proudly told him that half of them would make dozens of stir-fried dishes with one ingredient, because they had passed down this tradition from generation to generation! They......

They are the most sensible children, but not the most pitiful children! They are far happier than others because they will save others!

They are the most unique family of all orphanages!

He also felt unfair in such a place, why didn't he encounter it back then? But then he was ashamed that he had such thoughts, he was not worthy!

Back then, I returned to that place again, but I found that even my closest companions were on the opposite side of me, although I didn't want to recall, but whose fault was it?

He threw that memory into the most inconspicuous corner of his memory, and at the same time piled up a series of miscellaneous things, buried in the abyss, frozen in the depths, just to escape.

He hated the feeling of hating his closest companion, even though it was very real.

He sealed that memory, but they unknowingly unsealed that memory, not to save it, but to thaw it.

Unintentionally, but inevitably.

Gradually, he could look directly at the memory, but he didn't know how to forgive those people, including himself; Subconsciously, he vaguely felt that he could find answers there, either from them or from the mysterious director of the orphanage; And having been there for a long time and not seeing the mysterious dean once, this conjecture was confirmed.

However, she did not give him this opportunity, so she came here with him; She continued to play her own way, but he tried to save the lonely children around him.

This brother is the best proof; However, he was wrong, he still did not graduate, he made half of himself!

Tightening his unconscious arms, he heard his own muttering, "Let's go back first, I'm tired enough today~"

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