Chapter 019: Why are you lying on the ground?
The white arm can see the color of the blood vessels, and the fingers are of moderate length, round and smooth, this is a pretty beautiful hand! But there was a plain white knife mark on the wrist. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 The info marks are already very flat, and it is estimated that the time should be very long, but there is still a color difference with other healthy skin.
If you look closely, the knife marks are very long, and there are many stitches, which shows how ruthless the knife was at that time.
Su Rena looked at the wrist in front of her and trembled: "You are so cruel to yourself, no wonder you can succeed!" Now I also understand why you always have so many ornaments hanging on your left hand. Say, what to do with that man? I'll help you clean him up. ”
"Disposition-" You Chenchen's eyes that had been looking directly at Su Lena turned away, and at the same time said, "Kuwei, you open the curtains and windows, I think there is a smell here, I'm a little bored." ”
Su Lena's eyes narrowed: "What does it smell like?" You little girl, even if you can smell it, you can't tell it. ”
Kuvi Thompson is the only one who obeys Chenchen's orders, and quickly opens the window.
Seeing that You Chenchen really stood by the window and adjusted his emotions in a deep breath, Su Rena said again: "You are reluctant to clean him up when you change the topic." ”
"Senior sister, everyone has someone they want to take care of! Although I hated him, in my heart he was never touched by anyone. You Chenchen looked out the window: "Let everything go naturally!" ”
"Silly girl, your mouth is still very tight! We were so close, but we never mentioned to me that there was such a person. Sulena no longer spoke harshly; Instead, he put on a posture of small talk.
"I can't lift it; Because I can't put it down as long as I mention it. Walking back to the computer, You Chenchen laughed self-deprecatingly, but the smile was too far-fetched - it was a kind of skin smile that was infiltrated by bitterness.
"Forget it, forget it, don't force a smile. My heart trembles when I laugh, you still cry. Sulena pointed to the drawing paper: "But it's okay, this paper is used to play, and you don't have to be sad anymore." In this world, sadness is the most useless thing. The opponent is sad and happy when he sees you; My friend was sad when he saw it; As for yourself, the grief is over, and you have no fighting spirit. ”
"Thank you, sister, I understand this truth, my mother teaches Chinese, and she told me everything back then. Today, being so unproductive in front of you is just a momentary biological reaction, nothing else. You Chenchen pointed to Kuwei Thompson, who was standing by the windowsill, and said, "He can testify that I am very strong and emotionally healthy now!" ”
"He testified?" Sulena asked loudly, "Kuwei, what can you do for Chenchen?" Testify that she doesn't love this latte man anymore? ”
"No, I can only prove that Chenchen is not in love with me. I testify that I myself have been falling out of love. I'm sad! Cooley Thompson posed in front of the window with a headache.
You Chenchen looked at Kuwei Thompson's posture and smiled.
Sulena smiled and said, "Your health has to do with Kuwei always being with you. You're lucky to have like-minded friends like Kuwei. ”
"Senior Sister Su, don't praise me, come and give us some affordable food, and send us a big dish today." Although Kuwei Thompson has been in China for a long time, his thinking is still very Western, and at this time, he obviously wants to make the atmosphere relaxed and not forget to make some small profits for himself.
"You're not students who don't have money for food. But now that you've spoken, I can't be unkind. You are a one-fold membership card, and if you are not satisfied, you can only give you some room to rise, five folds. ”
Kuvi Thompson hurriedly protested: "It's too bad! Do not send anti-price increases. ”
Seeing Sulena and Kuvi Thompson joking, You Chenchen smiled at the corner of his mouth, and his eyes looked at the computer again; It's just that when you look at the computer, you can't take your eyes off it.
"Look at you pathetic! If you can really let it go, you will fade to the end; If you can't put it down, go see a real person. Real people are out there. "Sulena couldn't bear it anymore.
"Who do you say is out there?" You Chenchen wanted to confirm something.
Sulena pointed to the computer and said loudly, "This man you can't take your eyes off when you look at it!" It's right outside at table 256. ”
You Chenchen turned around and went out, she knew that the first word 2 was the dining room on the second floor. Where is table 56 on the second floor, she still knows the general direction.
Walking to table 256, You Chenchen saw only an empty coffee cup, and the residual coffee on the coffee cup showed that someone had come, and there were no other foreign objects.
You Chenchen was stunned.
This person had just left, and he should have seen her go upstairs. Why didn't she glance at the hall when she went upstairs and went straight into Sulena's room, was it providence that didn't let her see him?
Even if it was providence, You Chenchen decided to give it a go: just left, it should be nearby.
"You can't be so cruel! You can't be that unfair. You saw me, but you didn't let me see you. I also have the right to see you. Wait, even if you let me look at you, just look ......at you" There may be too many words to say, and You Chenchen didn't say a word of the words on his lips.
Midnight.
While walking on the bright streets, You Chenchen vaguely remembered what happened next, that is, Sulena and Kuwei Thompson followed. Sulena asked loudly, "That latte, what about the others". Dogwood replied, "The checkout is gone." Then Kuvi Thompson said that she would eat her fill, but she didn't want to eat anything, and she just ran out of the door as fast as she could. She vaguely heard Su Lena's voice behind her: "Chenchen, don't worry, I'll check it for you; I'm going to make this shrunken turtle have nowhere to hide. But you didn't tell me what his last name was, how can I find out? Chenchen, where are you going? Aren't you here for dinner? You eat and then go, it's all free tonight - morning and morning - "
It seems that "all orders are free" can only tempt and confuse Kuwei Thompson, and it doesn't seem to be much tempting or confusing to You Chenchen; Because You Chenchen didn't slow down at his feet.
Kuwei Thompson had been following You Chenchen unhurriedly for several hours. You Chenchen was hungry; Coolie Thompson didn't eat either. You Chenchen didn't eat because she wasn't hungry; Kuwei Thompson didn't eat it because he didn't worry about You Chenchen.
When the lights on the street became scarcer, You Chenchen turned around and said to Kuvi Thompson, "I'm hungry, let's go find a place to eat a bowl of noodles." ”
"Okay, good ......" Kuwei Thompson looked happy and applauded, but then said: "Chenchen, you have almost bypassed this cultural district, we will take a taxi to Senior Sister Su in a few minutes, she said that it is free today." ”
You Chenchen nodded, trying to show a smile on his face. In fact, it doesn't matter if she eats or not, Kuvi Thompson has been with her for a few hours, and she should let Kuvi Thompson eat before going home.
Lu Manman's Western Restaurant is open 24 hours, and when You Chenchen and Kuwei Thompson arrived, Sulena was no longer here.
The free dinner was inaccessible, but it didn't affect Coolie Thompson's appetite at all; Maybe he was very hungry, or maybe he was infecting Xia Chenchen, and he ate very well.
Seeing Kuwei Thompson dry up the plate in front of him, eager to scrape the plate with his tongue again, You Chenchen said weakly: "You tell Senior Sister Su about Chu Yiluo's situation, I also want to know Chu Yiluo's current situation." ”
Kuwei Thompson paused, and then said in a bargaining tone, "I can tell Senior Sister Su about Chu Yiluo, but you have to promise me one condition. ”
"I promise. You said. You Chenchen agreed without thinking about it, she knew that Kuwei Thompson would not mention conditions that she could not do.
"It doesn't matter what Chu Yiluo's current situation is, no matter what decisions you make in the future; Don't cut yourself with a knife again. Trying to live is the only condition I ask you to do. Cooly Thompson's blue eyes were serious.
"I've been trying to live, haven't I? I promise you again today that I will work harder to live. At this moment, You Chenchen's heart is warm and firm.
On this day, when he returned to his home, You Chenchen painted until dawn, and it turned out to be the picture of lightning tearing open the canvas again.
The two-bedroom and two-hall house, the big one, You Chenchen became a studio. At this time, seeing this repetitive picture, she was lying on the floor in a "big" shape, and of course tears kept pouring out of her eyes. Why are they tears, no, You Chenchen never admitted it.
The more unacknowledged some things are, the more they want to brush up on their presence, and as a result, she loses, she gets tired, and she falls asleep.
"Jingle bell, jingle bell......" When the doorbell rang, You Chenchen didn't get up to open the door, she was too sleepy and didn't want to get up. Besides, in addition to Cooly Thompson, there is now another courier who often delivers flowers to the doorbell in the morning. She couldn't get up for anyone who came, because Cooley Thompson had a spare key and would come in by herself; The courier will automatically leave if the bell is not opened.
As You Chenchen analyzed, the doorbell was really not very persistent, and it stopped ringing after a few rings.
You Chenchen fell asleep again.
But the door to the living room opened silently, and first a bouquet of flowers came in, and then there was a person, Shen Yibo, who had not appeared for a long time. Isn't he very patient? Didn't you threaten to give You Chenchen time?
In fact, Shen Yibo is really a patient person. When You Chenchen lived a normal life and lived a monotonous life, he only watched from afar. He is well versed in the habits of cheetahs, hunting good food, and must have superhuman patience to follow the rules of long lurking.
Shen Yibo Express Flower is just a way to change You Chenchen's subconscious, that is, to give You Chenchen's small home more foreign flavor, so as to inflate her too autistic world. At the same time, Shen Yibo has also gained something, and he has already tried to find out that You Chenchen's thinking has changed, at least from throwing away the flowers as soon as he started collecting them, to throwing them away when he received the flowers and withered. So Shen Yibo instructed You Chenchen to send flowers the next day after the flowers were thrown.
Human, material, and mental resources are in place to do this, and Shen Yibo has good intentions!
Today, Shen Yibo only came to deliver the flowers in person because he got the news last night that You Chenchen seemed to be provoked by something and ran around the street like crazy.
Shen Yibo, who was out of town, rushed back overnight. He had to meet with You Chenchen in person to find out what was going on.
People are obviously at home, but they don't open the door, and Shen Yibo only enters the door by himself.
When he saw that there was no one in the bedroom, Shen Yibo was disappointed; But when he saw You Chenchen lying on the floor of the studio, his heart tightened, and he blurted out: "Why are you lying on the ground?" ”