When Meng Liang said this, his voice suddenly choked up. He tilted his head www.biquge.info looked up at the ceiling, and was silent for a long time. Du Mijin saw that the moment Meng Liang raised his head, the crystal in his eyes had already revealed all his thoughts, this stubborn man just wanted to use this way to reverse all the simple beauty and sadness and grievances that had been in the past back to the bottom of his heart. Du Mijin kindly did not expose it, she just said softly at the right time: "Sometimes feelings are like this, and then we are not together, not because we don't love anymore, just because we are too young." ”

Meng Liang sighed heavily after listening to Du Mijin's words, and when he looked at Du Mijin again, he asked in a calm tone, "I'm sorry, can I smoke a cigarette?" ”

Du Mijin didn't expect that this young boy, who looked a little weak, would actually smoke. Shan Du Mijin didn't question it, she just nodded and said comfortingly: "Of course, if you want." After all, reminiscing about the past always needs a little side dishes, we have cigarettes or alcohol here, I said, you don't have to be too restrained, relax, just treat this place as your own home, and if you have any requirements, just put it forward. ”

Meng Liang didn't say anything, he just smiled a little shyly at Du Mijin, took out a cigarette and lit it, and took a deep breath before continuing: "Yes, it was because I was too young at that time, so young that I broke up with her completely without giving Hao Xue a chance to talk seriously." Even in order to get her to agree to break up, I did something particularly inhuman, I was with Hao Xue and one of the girls I hated the most at the time. ”

When Du Mijin heard "It's not a human thing", she knew that the main event was coming, and this must be another story that resolutely refused to leave herself a way out. It's just that she didn't expect that Meng Liang would choose such a lose-lose approach. Out of sympathy for Meng Liang's muffled death, Du Mijin tried to control her expression, she didn't show any surprise, just looked at Meng Liang with gentle eyes, and motioned for him to continue.

After Meng Liang smiled bitterly, he said self-deprecatingly: "It's not human, right? I thought I was a scumbag at the time, but I couldn't do anything else. I also know that in fact, it is not Hao Xue who humiliates my parents, but Hao Xue's high-ranking parents, but I can only blame Hao Xue for all this, because in addition, I can no longer do anything for my parents to protect their dignity, in the end, I am just a failed and incompetent man, how can I be worthy of Hao Xue's pure love? During that time, I had a very painful time every day, and I just wanted to cut through the mess quickly, so as not to delay Hao Xue's future, and no longer make my parents sad. Hao Xue is a very persistent person, and what she recognizes will not change easily. I can't think of a better way than betrayal to make us feel decent. The girl's name is Yang Mei, she was Hao Xue's roommate in college, and she has always been jealous of Hao Xue. She always deliberately competed with Hao Xue, but she never won once. She also often walks behind her back with some rumors about Hao Xue out of nothing, but Hao Xue is so good that she is surrounded by an aura of success, and no one will believe those rumors. Yangmei was very unwilling, she wanted to start from the place where Hao Xue cared about the most and hit Hao Xue's pride hard, so she secretly hooked up with me a few times. These things happened when Hao Xue and I were at their best, and I told Hao Xue truthfully at that time. Although Hao Xue was very angry, she didn't bother to really tear her face with Yangmei, not to mention that Hao Xue believed me, so she didn't give up. ”

Meng Liang paused for a moment when he said this, as if he was hesitating whether to say everything or not, it was obvious that the more the story went on, the more unbearable it became, and no one would be willing to touch it again. I know it's taboo, but you still have to do it, you're ruthless enough to your feelings. After complaining secretly in his heart, Du Mijin said softly and firmly to Meng Liang: "Mr. Meng, I think I can guess that this process must be difficult for you to talk about. But I hope you understand that you are sitting here today in the hope of being able to redeem your feelings and to make amends for your unwise actions in the future. If I'm right, then you have to tell the details. You said it in enough detail that it is possible for us to know where Hao Xue's most stinging point is, and it is possible to fix this point. It's like an old wound that has festered, all you need to do is clear the sore, reduce inflammation, and stitch it up, so that the wound can be healed. And before that, you have to expose the wound to me without reservation, so that I can help you with the right medicine, do you know what I mean? ”

Meng Liang listened to Du Mijin's words, was silent for a long time, as if he had made a great determination, and slowly continued: "I took the initiative to find Yangmei, Hao Xue had a birthday that day, she originally decided to take me and her girlfriends to celebrate together, but I excused myself to say that there was something in my unit to prevaricate, and she said that when she came back later, the two of us would celebrate her birthday together." I took advantage of her to go out and asked Yangmei to come to the house, and I took the time to pour a lot of Yangmei wine, and I drank a lot of it myself. When Hao Xue opened the door and entered the house, what he saw was that Yang Mei and I slept on the big bed that originally belonged to me and Hao Xue, disheveled, and caught rape in bed. ”

"I'm very sorry, Mr. Meng, but I'll interrupt you." Hearing this, Du Mijin politely made a pause gesture, she looked at Meng Liang, looking for the right wording in her mind, and asked vaguely: "What I need to know is whether you and Yangmei slept together after a certain state at that time, or simply slept together, you understand what I'm asking, right?" ”

Du Mijin's restrained expression diluted the originally somewhat sad atmosphere a lot, Meng Liang looked at Du Mijin's appearance of wanting to speak and stopped, nodded with a smile, and said, "I understand what you mean." In fact, I really drank too much wine that day, not every man is happy to be able to take advantage of women, people in a state of despair, there is no way to feel the process of others thinking that they will be very happy, not to mention that I love Hao Xue, which has never changed. So I can only rely on alcohol to hypnotize myself, whether I had a relationship with Yangmei that day, frankly, I'm really not sure, after that day, I haven't contacted Yangmei, and it's impossible to know what happened that day from her. Based on the amount of alcohol I drank that day, it would have been broken a long time ago. But the strange thing is that when Hao Xue stood on the edge of the bed, suppressed her crying and called me, I woke up instantly, I looked at Hao Xue standing on the edge of the bed with a pale face staring at me, she endured herself to tremble, and bit her lower lip fiercely to prevent herself from crying. At that moment, I suddenly felt like a bastard, the girl I swore to be good to her for the rest of my life, but in the end, the worst injury was precisely what I brought her. However, it was already too late, for Hao Xue, what she saw was the truth, and what difference did it make if it really happened, I can't explain it at all. It's me who completely killed this relationship, and I deserve it! ”

Meng Liang said this in an almost gritted tone, he took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, and from his trembling hands, it was not difficult to understand how much he regretted his stupid behavior in the first place. Du Mijin didn't rush to ask, she knew that Meng Liang needed a little time to ease her turbulent heart. Sure enough, after a while, Meng Liangcai said with difficulty: "Later, after I sent Yangmei downstairs to take a taxi, I returned to the house and said to Hao Xue almost numbly, I said that I was in love with Yangmei and I wanted to break up." I still remember that Hao Xue was angry and raised her arm fiercely, as if she was going to slap me in the mouth, I closed my eyes and waited for the slap to fall, I knew that no matter what she did at the time, I deserved it, but the slap finally fell heavily on Hao Xue's own face. She slapped herself, but it hurt me more than hitting me and scolding me. It was a dull ache, like an earthquake, a tsunami, a tornado, enough to bring my whole world down. I still clearly remember the last words Hao Xue said to me, she said that she was blind when she fell in love with me, and she agreed to break up. But there is no good get-together, no breakup is also a friend, since I decided to break up, I have nothing to do with her from now on, she will never know me as a person! Hao Xue left overnight, and she didn't have time to pack her luggage, and she didn't want her clothes, shoes, bags, cosmetics, etc., and she was completely abandoned along with me. After that day, I haven't seen Hao Xue again. ”

To tell the truth, Du Mijin admired Hao Xue in Meng Liang's mouth, such an excellent woman can still be desperate when she loves, and she is brave when she hates, she can afford to put it down, such a woman is worthy of respect, and it is no wonder that Meng Liangdu is still thinking about her. Sometimes the relationship is like this, if you drag it out for a long time, you may not be able to get the result you want, and it is likely that it will only polish the other party's attention to you. Dare to be blatant about hurting and hating, so that the other party can realize how shameful it is to live up to it in the gap that you withdraw in an instant. A smart and decisive woman who knows how to stop losses in time when she knows what is wrong, Du Mijin is really interested in getting to know this person. With a special interest in the heroine in this list, Du Mijin asked Meng Liang seriously: "Mr. Meng, you said that you haven't seen Hao Xue since, so do you know where she is and what she is doing now?" ”

"I know, although we never met again, not all the involvement ended here." After Meng Liang replied simply, as if he was stuck in a memory, he began his novel-like narrative style again.

"Not long after Hao Xue left, I went home. I work in the unit arranged by my parents, and I work every day to work on my qualifications, and my life is as dull as water. I also went on a few blind dates in the middle according to my parents' request, but I can't tell why, I rejected every woman who went on a blind date with me from my heart. The slap that Hao Xue slapped on her face always appeared in my mind from time to time, and the longer those dull pains lasted, the clearer the pain became, and over time, when I thought about it, it was a sharp pain. In this way, two years have passed, and my parents have seen my unhappy life. Later, a big event happened in the family, house demolition, land reconstruction, plus some real estate left by my deceased grandfather, and a large amount of demolition fees for the family, I somehow became a reasonably rich man. On the day I got the money, my father pulled me to drink a pound of liquor, and he told me with the strength of the wine, if I really can't forget Hao Xue, let me try to see it again. The family will no longer object, they don't want their only son to be a bachelor for the rest of their life. And in the past, the family had a weak background, and they didn't want me to marry a daughter-in-law and suffer the grievances of the other party's parents, so they were reluctant to let me bow my head. Now that my family has a little money, it can't be regarded as a soft meal, and I can be harder. They encouraged me to say that if I still remembered, I would chase them back. But I know how difficult it is, Hao Xue is so stubborn, she is the one who will never be hurt to the bone, I am basically out of play. But this doesn't matter, there are always some thoughts in my heart that I can't let go. I remember Hao Xue once told me that she wanted to open a quiet café in a beautiful second-tier city, where when friends came, they would sit and chat together, and when no one was around, the two of us would lean on the floor-to-ceiling windows and bask in the sun quietly. I thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to fight again, I wanted to go back and find Hao Xue and help her fulfill her wish. I went to Hao Xue's parents first, I want to tell them that I have the ability to let Hao Xue live a good life, and I will not let her follow me to be wronged again. But after meeting Hao Xue's parents, I realized that Hao Xue had run away from home not long after we separated. Hao Xue knew that her parents had harassed my parents on the phone, and she was not satisfied with the life and marriage arranged for her by her parents, plus she had been hurt too badly by me, and she was tired of the city, so she left here directly with her luggage, and she left for more than two years. Hao Xue's father was worried that his daughter would work hard to support the relationship, so he knew where his daughter was doing now and whether she was doing well. But he understood Hao Xue's temper, and he didn't dare to really find the door, he was afraid that Hao Xue would run to other places, and it would be more difficult to find it, so he could only silently pay attention to the help in secret. ”

It's not just that you don't want love, but now you don't even want family affection, how desperate does it have to be, and only then can a person be ruthless enough to cut off all the past? It seems that this matter is a bit difficult, Du Mijin silently assessed it in his heart, and felt that it was possible to smash the signboard if he received it. (To be continued.) )