Chapter 61: The Messy Diary (Part II)
After the competition, I met Wang Zheng's good friend Zhang Yao, and because of my curiosity about Wang Zheng, I had a very pleasant chat with Zhang Yao. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
In the past few days, I have learned through Zhang Yao that Wang Zheng's previous image is dark and thin, very similar to me before, with average academic performance, the same as above, but he has changed in the past six months, and Zhang Yao said that he didn't know him anymore.
The Internet addicted teenager who is addicted to the Internet is gone, his academic performance has improved by leaps and bounds, and the last monthly exam turned out to be the third in the grade, which made my jaw drop, I thought he was just an English scholar, it turned out that he was still an all-round talent, a network hacker, an English genius, a slam dunk master, and finally a student comparable to Sister Ying, I was even more curious about him.
Wang Zheng's original height was only 1.6 meters, and his current tall figure is simply incomparable, he is not very talkative, he is not sociable, I can't imagine his original appearance, but I know why he has changed in the past six months.
I also know with my toes that it was his father's illness that pressed him to change, just like I have been worried about my grandfather's illness, people will grow up in adversity, and I am too, I only understand the good things before after my grandfather got sick, but the circumstances are different, and everyone's reaction is different, I chose to leave his old man's home after my grandfather's operation, so that he can recuperate with peace of mind, but Wang Zheng chose to fight against the sky, fight against the disease, learn network knowledge, become a master hacker, I don't know where to get the precious treatment pharmacy, embezzle huge wealth, buy medicinal materials, Just to treat his father's illness, all this shows that he is a dutiful son, a man worthy of trust.
The most critical time for high school has come, the college entrance examination, the college entrance examination is not very important for me, I am not admitted to Kyoto University, I just want to go to Kyoto Film and Television Academy, the threshold is much lower, with my grades should be about the same, plus my father's help, the problem is not big, after the exam, what I thought of was to ask Wang Zheng how the exam was, I haven't seen him for a long time recently, not only did I not forget him, but he was deeply impressed in my heart, and I had the urge to fly to him and chat with him.
But halfway I met Zhang Yao, recently I obviously felt that he liked me, but I didn't like him, I chatted with him because I liked to listen to him talk about Wang Zheng, so I didn't mind getting close to him, but now looking at his sweaty figure, I can't bear to see him continue to be in it, and when he ran to his side, I told him that I was just friends with him, I didn't like him, let him die of this heart, but he said with a hippie smile that he knew, but he was willing to wait, I really had no choice, and said to him in a hurry, I have an intention, what I like is Wang Zheng.
He was stunned, I was stunned, he turned around in despair, and walked away slowly, and the reason why I stayed was that after I said this, I felt like I had let go of a big burden in my heart, as if I was comfortable confiding the truth, and I felt that everything was clear.
My heart is telling me that I like that rascal, I like his truth, his persistence, his non-giving up, maybe what I said before is false, what is both civil and military, what has both ability and political integrity, these are secondary, for me, a sincere heart, a tenacious character, a shoulder worthy of trust is what I want most.
I didn't go to see Wang Zheng, but returned home, I have to think carefully, what should I do in the future, Wang Zheng is Sister Ying's boyfriend, should I rob her? No way!
When I arrived at home in a daze, I saw my father, who had not been seen for a long time, and his expression was surprisingly serious, and after seeing me, he was silent for a long time before he said to me:
"Jingjing, your grandfather's old illness has relapsed, and he can only live for a month......" and then stopped talking.
When I heard my father's words, it was like being struck by lightning, and my whole head went blank, and I asked my father out loud, isn't he very rich? Wasn't the first surgery a success? Isn't the recovery great? Why is this happening!
At that time, I was crying so much that I kicked my father in the chest with my hand and slapped him on the shoulder, why lie to me!
My father's next words quieted me down:
"There may be a cure for your grandfather's illness!"
I froze, staring straight at him, waiting for his next words.
He told me that the medicine refined by Wang Zheng may be effective, in fact, the medicine he purchased has already been collected, but he did not rush to hand it over to Wang Zheng, because he wanted to see if these drugs together can really treat cancer, and he asked the medical researchers under his hand to study whether all the drugs together have a good effect on cancer cells, and the results are not ideal, but those people told him that although it cannot be cured, it can be suppressed, and if a reasonable combination of all medicinal materials can be found, it is really possible to cure cancer.
I listened to my father's advice, and followed Wang Zheng when he was refining the pill, and witnessed the process of refining the pill with my own eyes, and the refining of the pill for seven or eight hours made his back more deeply engraved in my heart, the purpose of my visit this time was to get the medicine, if there were enough pills left, I would send it to my grandfather immediately, if it was not enough, I could only think of other ways.
God is not beautiful, Wang Zheng only refined eighty-seven, and the remaining twelve are just waste pills, which is expected to be not enough for me to cure my grandfather's illness, and my grandfather's condition is worse than Wang Zheng's father now, so I have to go another way.
Due to a text message from Secretary Xie, Sister Ying had to go home early, and I successfully kept Wang Zheng to celebrate for dinner.
Arrange for the security guard to help him to the best room in the hotel to rest, which can make me feel less guilty about him, I feel so selfish, my heart hurts, I don't want to think about it, I don't want to think about what will happen to Wang Zheng after he knows what happened.
After taking out the pills from the medicine box, I left him a note in the living room, and I wanted to leave, but I couldn't help but run to his bedroom to look at him again.
Looking at him lying on the bed, I don't know why, the guilt, reluctance, and distress in my heart poured out like a tide, and I had the urge to leave the medicine for him at that time, but I held back.
Gently caressing the angular side of his face with my hand, I had a stomach full of bitterness to confide in him, and I really wanted to tell him my distress.
Expectation appeared, he opened his eyes and startled me, I was about to leave, but my hand was successfully held by Wang Zheng, and I couldn't leave.
I bought the drug according to a small advertisement, saying that the effect is very great, and it is guaranteed to charm people, and it will definitely satisfy customers, but now Wang Zheng suddenly woke up, which made me busy and didn't know what to do!
"Xie Ying......" The words in his mouth made me exhale, it turned out that I was not fully awake, now I was relieved, but the next thing made me completely confused, he suddenly pulled me and kissed my mouth, this is my first kiss, and he snatched it away.
What happened next was even more than I expected, he turned into a real pervert, pressed me on the bed, and the steely palm made me have no chance of escaping, and it happened, I lost not only my first kiss, but also my body.
I cried, a little hate, a little love, mixed with guilt and a little reluctant, I didn't understand what I was thinking.
Looking at Wang Zheng who continued to fall into a deep sleep, I still decided to leave him and rewrote a note, which means that I volunteered to dedicate myself and just want to compensate him, I don't want him to feel guilty about me, because I know that my heart is full of guilt, and I don't want to be a third party between him and Sister Ying.
He may hate me when he wakes up, he may go crazy, all the efforts I have been taking away from me, I will definitely not be able to stand it, I am sorry for him, although I have given myself to him, but this is also my own fault, there must be something wrong with the drug, because he has been in a state of confusion, and the reason why I cry may be that I accidentally handed it over to a person who is unconscious, even if I love him.
I left, left this place that made me full of apologies, reluctance, and complaints, I plan to leave this small city to treat my grandfather's illness, maybe it is really like Sister Ying said, if I develop a drug to treat cancer, I will come back, cure Wang Zheng's father's illness, to pay off the debt I owe, now I can only say goodbye, I love him, Sister Ying, leave me with the most unforgettable memories in my life!