readx;?“ I didn't hide it myself. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info" chubby little meat said while eating snacks, his cheeks bulging, if he was seen by a girl who likes cute things, it was guaranteed to be cute to the bones, and it was impossible to imagine that it would become a brown bear monster. "It's Yijing in my stomach."

"Why did she put this in your stomach?" Li Qian still didn't understand.

"In order to keep it well, I'm afraid I'll break it." Small meat tract.

"...... spoiled the flowers yourself?" Hearing Xiao Rou say this, Li Qian suddenly remembered what Yi Jing said.

"If only the lilies hadn't gone bad—"

"What she said will be broken, is she ...... herself?" Li Qian said this idea.

"Hmm." Xiao Rou nodded, "Yijing's mother used to buy her lilies and put them in a vase on her bedside table. But it didn't take long for the vase to be broken by her, and the flowers would be trampled under her feet. ”

"How so?! Doesn't she like lilies the most?! Li Gan's eyes widened.

"It's not because of Yijing's illness, she can't control herself as soon as she commits it." Small meat tract.

"Is it that serious?" Li Gan was a little unconvinced, "Why haven't I encountered it before?" ”

"Indeed." Xiao Rou actually put down the bag of potato chips and held his cheeks to think. "She's never been sick when you're there, probably because you didn't know she had this manic symptom, so you shouldn't be afraid to contact her at all. And because she is so trusted by you, she feels very relieved, so she has not been sick in front of you. Little Meat said, and put his little paw into the bag of chips again. That's a privilege to do it. ”

"Privileges?" Li Qian looked at it.

"Only when you are in front of her, Jingyi's heart will be so steady."

Xiao Rou didn't touch a single potato chip in the bag for a long time, and he turned the bag down, and only a little bit of crumbs were poured out.

"Ah, haven't you eaten~!" Xiao Rou took the corner of the potato chip bag and threw it in front of Hou Jian, "Master, I still want it~!" ”

"Wait a minute, I haven't finished sewing for you yet." Hou Jian said, "Besides, you've eaten enough today, will you eat two bags of potato chips now, and will you eat supper later?" ”

"Eat~!" The pink bear continued to dance around the bag of potato chips, "I want to eat potato chips and supper~!" ”

What a snack...... Li Qian thought to himself speechlessly.

"Okay, okay, you take this yourself, I'll get it for you." Hou Jian handed the needle that was still connected to the thread to Xiao Rou.

"Uh-huh, master, come back quickly~!" Xiao Rou held the needle with his paws and watched Hou Jian enter the kitchen with a blank eye.

"And what about later? Yijing, why did she throw you away? Li Qian asked again, "Doesn't she like you the most?" At that time, she played with you every day, and even had to hold you when she went to bed at night. ”

"You still have the face to say." Xiao Rou's face showed a dissatisfied expression, and he kept gesturing in front of Li Gan with a sharp needle, as if he was about to pierce Li Gan's body. "It's not all because of you."

"Because of me?" Li Qian didn't understand how this matter had anything to do with him.

"Yes, since you didn't come to the hospital, Yijing's condition has been getting worse and worse." Xiao Rou said, "When you were there before, her condition began to improve, and the frequency of attacks decreased from once every few days to once every two and a half weeks. The doctors all said that according to this situation, if it can be maintained in such a stable state for a while, it can be considered to let Yijing go through the discharge procedures. At that time, Yijing was happy for several days because of this good news, and she would smile even when she dreamed. Because it means that she will never have to trouble the doctor and her mother again, she has no father, only her mother who comes to take care of her after work every day. If she can be discharged from the hospital, she can learn to take care of herself and live a normal girl's life, without having her mother worry about her. ”

"But suddenly one day, you don't go to that hospital again, I don't know why." "Although she knew that you were too young to come to see her on her own without your parents, she still looked out the window every day, hoping to see you passing downstairs from there." She also folded a lot of small animals out of colored paper and gave them to you when you came one day. ”

"Yes, I don't know about these things......" Li Gan listened to Xiao Rou's narration, and felt very uncomfortable.

"The nurses in the hospital kept telling her that Qianqian's parents had found a cure for his illness and would not come back, but she never believed it and said every day that 'Qianqian will not forget me.'" The pink bear took the old paper lily from Li Gan's hand, "Then, her condition began to worsen again. ”

"Manic symptoms, which used to appear only once every two and a half weeks, have become once every two weeks, once every week and a half, and less than once a week, and the duration of each episode is prolonged." "It's finally here, once a day." At its worst, she would be in a manic state for days on end, not eating, drinking, or sleeping, destroying everything she could see, including me. But when she came to her senses and saw that I was covered in scars, she would hold me tightly in her arms, and then the clear liquid would run down her face, and she would whimper. ”

"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... I'm hurting you again, little meat ......"

The words seemed to be in his ears, and Li Gan's eyes appeared in front of Yi Jing's eyes hugging the little bear and crying in the dark room.

"I was ...... I don't want to be like this......"

Feeling the pain in the girl's heart, Li Qian showed a patient expression. In order not to be swayed by that feeling, he had to change the subject.

"Will she be able to see you then?" Li Qian asked Xiao Rou.

"She always knew I had a soul, that I was her best friend, and that all her secrets would be told to me." Bear Road.

"So did you have a soul before you met her, or did you ......?"

"All toys have souls, and only the owner can hear our voices." "Although Yi Jing would tear my arms and neck apart when she got sick, I never blamed her, because it wasn't something she could control." When she is completely normal, she is the kindest and most well-behaved girl. ”

"Then why did she abandon you? Can you tell me the real reason? Li Qian asked it.

"Because of Yijing, she gave up." Small meat tract. (To be continued.) )