Chapter 179: The Two Before and After
After Zhao Yi got the shocking news from Yan Guan, he didn't react for a long time. www.biquge.info Even though he was reborn, he gave up revenge and fought for Xiaoguan again, but he never thought of using his so-called dedication in his previous life to win her favor and guilt.
He allowed himself to reminisce about his past life because he was thinking about each other's past when they were younger. It is precisely like this, in the face of the current Xiaoguan, he is willing to repeat everything, and indulges himself deeper and deeper without struggle.
However, he had already regarded the years in his previous life as dust, but he didn't want to say it from Xiaoguan's mouth. From her mouth, she casually relayed his affection as an irrelevant storyline, and the tone without any emotion stabbed him in the end.
Xiaoguan even felt that the bamboo horse in Yan Zhen's story was stupid, risking the world's disapproval for a few people's concubines, abandoning his family and his new wife, and doing stupid things like that.
But those, it was obviously Xiaoguan who asked him to do it.
What he did in person was denied by the person he loved the most, Zhao Yi couldn't tell what emotions he was in his heart that day, and he didn't even think about why Yan Zhen knew this, so he left Yan Mansion directly.
When I returned to the palace, I felt more and more wrong after thinking about it. Xiaoguan is a person with a very clear position, she now feels that those things are not her mind, how could she change her concept after marrying Zhao Xiang?
She wanted to help her husband Zhao Xiang, so she had no choice but to deceive him against her will? If so, how miserable is Xiaoguan's life? It's better to be like what he thought in the past, it was her intention to calculate and use, and there was no need to be entangled in pain.
However, the difference between Xiaoguan before and after marrying into the East Palace is too big!
He always thought it was because of Yan Zhi's accident. She blamed herself too much, so she went to the eastern suburbs with Jiang Ru to look for it, and finally stumbled and injured her head. She avoided him for a while, and when she woke up, she was even more strange, and then she entered the palace.
That time was the most difficult day for Zhao Yi, but he also remembered it the most. So when she found herself again, who was already the crown prince Liangdi, it was like a lost regain, and he could do whatever he wanted.
But now, when comparing the two, I found that it was greasy, which was really weird.
After marrying into the East Palace, Xiao Guantong is now like two people. Zhao Yi suddenly felt that the earlier changes and the situation in the palace were not enough to explain her changes.
Prince Liangdi's Xiaoguan is dignified and virtuous. is calm, methodical, and can easily deal with difficulties even in the face of concubines, which makes people both praise and respect. It's not at all the same as the girl who loves to be coquettish and petty in my memory.
Just like Yan Zhen today......
He finally remembered why he had become familiar with Yan Zhen in the first place. She doesn't look like Xiaoguan now. It's the Xiaoguan who married a wife in his previous life!
Now, if she can tell such a story, she must have a past life. However, Zhao Yi is afraid that Yan Zhen is not just a simple rebirth. Otherwise, it would not have been so well known.
He had a ridiculous suspicion in his heart, but he didn't want to believe it, and even rejected it. Zhao Yi is afraid, afraid that Yan Guan, whom he has loved for so many years in his previous life, is not the Xiaoguan who grew up with him.
I am afraid that I will pay the wrong affection, but I hope that Xiaoguan will be the same as at the beginning, which is extremely entangled.
Inexplicably, he thought of Yan Rong, so he sent his cronies to bring her out again.
However, the answer Yan Rong gave him was not what he wanted. Yan Rong doesn't know much, far less than the ones in the story.
He ordered Lou San to keep an eye on her, and then check the relationship between Yan Rong and Yan Zhen.
However, after calming down for so many days, he still couldn't restrain the impulse and curiosity in his heart, and Zhao Yi still came to Yanfu.
He has long been a frequent visitor to Langxian Garden, and after entering the hospital, he will not let people pass through and go straight to the east corridor. As soon as he arrived at the bottom of the stairs, he heard a lot of talking in the house, beckoned the maid to ask, and learned that Yan Rong was inside, so he frowned and sent the person away to hide at the door.
In the house, Yan Rong was begging Yan Guan hard: "Third sister, you should help my sister again, so that Yi Shizi doesn't stare at me." ”
Yan Wan listened to her secretive words, thinking that something might be something, but he didn't expect it to be related to Zhao Jingzhi. She was subconsciously unhappy, and whispered depressedly: "How could he listen to me?" Second sister, go back. ”
"Third sister, he will definitely listen to you!" Yan Rong's eyes widened.
Yan Wan replied affirmatively: "But I don't want to talk to him." ”
Yan Rong wanted to cry: "But, but my sister will get married soon, Yi Shizi always ordered someone to take me out at night, which is disrespectful to our Yan family." Nominally I'm your sister, but he doesn't really care about you......"
Yan Wan frowned, and was just about to speak, when he heard the door curtain flicker, and the man walked in from outside the house.
Yan Rong turned around, and when she saw him at first glance, her stunned eyes were about to fall out, "Yi Shizi? Then he bit his lip and didn't dare to look at it again.
"Miss Yan, what can I say to Lou San, what do you mean by coming here? With what you do, can you still be Xiaoguan's sister? ”
Yan Rong turned around and withdrew silently and speechlessly.
Yan Guan's eyes circled between the two, and he didn't speak to him, but only sent incense to the side and ordered: "Please invite Yi Shizi to the flower hall to entertain, and then notify my mother to come over." Then he looked away.
Seeing this, Zhao Yi naturally couldn't let the maid go, so he stepped forward and asked, "Xiaoguan, I came to find you, and I didn't see your mother, what are you driving me out?" ”
Yan Wan didn't look over, and said unpleasantly for some reason: "You look for me during the day and the second sister at night?" ”
"I'm looking for her something."
Zhao Yi really didn't know how to explain this, and when he approached the past, he still stared at her tightly, "Xiaoguan, are you, okay?" ”
Yan Wan looked over inexplicably, of course she was fine, it was he who suddenly left that day, and asked himself what he was doing with this?
Zhao Yi's eyes were eager to take root in her, but he didn't want to say anything. At present, this Xiaoguan is familiar, it is in his memory, and it is the reason that supported him to do those things in his previous life.
However, it was not the one who had a private meeting with him under the palace walls.
He didn't want to admit it anymore, and he knew something.
Yan Wan always felt that something was wrong with him, although he was angry in his heart, he still "belched" to greet him, and his tone was still awkward: "What's wrong with you?" ”
Zhao Yi shook his head, "It's okay." After a pause, he added, "It's good." ”
"What's good?"
He smiled, and smiled brightly, "You're fine." ”
It's good that Xiaoguan has changed, even if he was wrong again and again in his previous life, it doesn't matter.
Zhao Yi stretched out his hand, and suddenly wanted to hold her, but was avoided by Yan Guan.
She couldn't understand the person in front of her, but she didn't bother to explore when she saw that he was wonderful, and casually wanted to drive him away. In his heart, he really wanted to know what he was looking for Yan Rong to do, but he didn't seem to have a position, so his face was even more unkind, so he sulked and calculated.
Zhao Yi was full of ecstasy, glad that Xiaoguan had not changed, and the person who was good at scheming was not her. (To be continued.) )