Chapter 22: Unnaturalness
Mo Cang thought that his demeanor could be as calm and breezy as when he spoke that night, and he could completely handle it calmly. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
I have to say that within a few days, she deeply felt that she had greatly overestimated herself.
Xu Shaozhen is still the same as before for her, intimate but not exceeding the rules, controlling everything just right, making people not feel half disgusted, but always like bathing in a soft spring breeze.
Mo Cang was kind to him, he continued, her sometimes embarrassing, he also saw it in his eyes, and he could always cleverly resolve it invisibly for her.
In contrast, Mo Cang's performance is not just a cowardice.
At the beginning, she could still convince herself that what this person liked was just Mo Zixian, and it had nothing to do with her, so she should never escape from the class together, and it was still very doggy to buy him three meals.
But she was courteous to him, which was usual, and after knowing his thoughts, she looked at his kindness to herself, but it didn't seem like that.
Mo Cang naturally knew that Xu Shaozhen was not a kind and compassionate person before, thinking that his other view of himself was completely due to the fact that the two of them formed righteous brothers on the way to Shangyu, who knew that he was actually ......
In the lunch of two vegetables and one meat, she has always eaten two meat dishes, because Xu Shaozhen said that he doesn't like meat, Mocang used to be happy and serious, but now how do you look awkward, except for monks in this world, where can anyone not eat meat?
Xu Shaozhen is obviously not a monk! But this way of eating is conventional, and it seems a bit hypocritical to change it herself, so she has to awkwardly put a chicken leg in his rice bowl from time to time and put a piece of fish.
He didn't refuse, he just smiled and didn't smile, and occasionally said that today's sweet and sour fish is very good.
Every time he gets a response, in the small corner that Xu Shaozhen can't see, Mo Cang has to be entangled for a long time, will he give him a hint if he does this? What if he thought that Mo Zixian was also a broken sleeve?
Sometimes I think about it so much that I can't sleep in the middle of the night.
That's it, this culprit is lying in the place between her book wall, how can she be calm in her heart!
If he was Mo Cang, not that damn Mo Zixian, wouldn't everything be solved? Mo Cang felt a little upset by the bright light of the full moon outside the window.
She simply sat up in her cloak and reached out to poke Xu Shaozhen.
Xu Shaozhen woke up quickly, and his quick reaction almost made Mo Cang think that he was not asleep.
"What's wrong, Zixian?"
In the quiet night of winter, there was not even a single insect chirping, and his deep voice was particularly vibrant, making the green grass growing in her heart sway slightly.
"Actually, I'm ......" she paused, but finally couldn't speak, he looked at her so patiently, waiting for her to follow. Mo Cang sighed and said, "I'm just going to see if you're asleep, it's not early, let's go to sleep quickly." ”
Xu Shaozhen could see that she had something in her heart, but she also knew that she didn't want to tell herself, so she didn't say anything comforting, teased her twice and lay down again.
Mo Cang's heart became more and more blocked, and the threads were nested together, and he couldn't even find a clue, let alone straighten out anything.
She couldn't tell him that she was actually a daughter.
This is not in line with the rules of Ningshan Academy, and it is not in line with the rules of the Great Crown Dynasty, women are not allowed to come out to study. No matter what, she can't bring trouble to the master and the sect.
And, even if he knew, he wasn't a man, so what could he do? Since he likes Mo Zixian, after discovering the truth, he may hate himself.
Mo Cang didn't quite understand what she thought, but one thing she knew was that as long as she thought that Xu Shaozhen would alienate herself and hate herself, she would feel very sad in her heart, and even faintly fearful.
This fear, however, does not come from the same eyes as others look at him, but from the fear of loss.
Such ambivalence made her whole person a little wilted, like an eggplant beaten by frost, and no one close to her could tell at a glance that this child had something on her mind.
After class ended this day, the master stroked his white beard and stopped him, saying that Zixian was more than smart and studied hard, but he should pay attention to his body.
Mo Cang wanted to cry without tears, she naturally knew where the crux of the problem was, and only respectfully thanked her master for her care.
She turned around and sighed, holding a thick book and walking towards the courtyard, but when she raised her eyes, she saw Xu Shaozhen standing next to the beautiful plum blossom with a long body, looking at herself with a smile in her eyes.
Alas, what are you afraid of.
Thinking so, she still came out with a happy smile and walked up quickly: "Brother Xu, why didn't you go out today?" ”
Since the incident of beating Li Tianba, the two of them have never been together again, Mo Cang once asked him with his eyes, if he didn't go, would the fair girl be unhappy, but Xu Shaozhen looked at her strangely, saying that he had never owed my fair money, and he didn't leave a butt account, what reason did my fair lady have to be unhappy?
Mo Cang was speechless when he said this, and he wondered why he didn't open the pot. There are also some weird sourness, like pouring more than a few large vat of vinegar.
If he didn't have the habit of breaking his sleeves, the cherished woman should also be a fairy-like ladylike beauty......
Xu Shaozhen took the book in her hand and said, "I'm waiting for you, I'm not going out today, Liu Fuzi has gone out to play in the mountains and rivers, let's go back to the courtyard to make dumplings to eat." ”
The Liu Fuzi in his mouth is a great Confucian in the family, and he is very famous in the Jiangnan area. Recently, Xu Shaozhen has been going outside the academy to discuss the meaning of the scriptures with Liu Fuzi.
Mo Cang followed him step by step, but he suspected that there was something wrong with his ears and asked, "Making dumplings?" ”
She was very suspicious of Young Master Xu's craftsmanship...... His slender hands, the pen is like flowing water, and the small cursive script is all written in one go; When he was fighting, he held the jade bone fan, and he looked really chic, but Mo Cang really couldn't imagine that such a pair of hands would chop stuffing and cook dumplings.
You must know that on Lusong Mountain, even the dumplings made by the most versatile Senior Brother Yi are weird-looking, and now they have to do the whole process by themselves, and they don't know what to look like!
As if sensing her thoughts, Xu Shaozhen raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Why, don't believe in my craftsmanship?" ”
Mo Cang didn't want to grieve his stomach at all, and when he heard him ask, his eyes suddenly brightened, and he nodded busily. (To be continued.) )