At the moment of falling down the stairs, the sudden fear stimulated Zhu Xiaonuo's memory, as if only the weightlessness of the body hanging in the air at this moment made her feel real. www.biquge.info Xue Na's frightened expression, the panicked scream, and Faye Wong who rushed to hear the news, all the sounds seem to be isolated in this floating horizontal space.

Here, Zhu Xiaonuo saw herself dancing in a white dress, the girl sitting quietly in the piano room, the night her parents went out by herself, the scumbag who accompanied her but was still indifferent, the ignorant brother crying, and the elderly grandfather smiling at her. It's an illusion, isn't it? Zhu Xiaonuo thought.

No, it's not. She had experienced these things firsthand.

After she came home from the school's dance rehearsal, she heard her parents arguing fiercely when she arrived at the door, and her younger brother, who had just entered junior high school, only knew that she was sitting at the door crying. "Pierced Zhu Xiaonuo's eardrum. What's wrong with this, why do couples who have respected each other for more than ten years have made a fuss like this, which family has never had a small fight, but when it comes to divorce, the joke is a bit big. Dad was angry, and a slap fell on Mom's face, "Enough" Zhu Xiaonuo ran to block in front of his father, and said to Mom, don't be like this, Mom, can't you discuss it with Dad?

"Discuss? Do you still think I still exist, what's wrong with I just going out to eat with my classmates, what's wrong with the money for dinner, the money is also earned by me, and I still pay less for this family? Do I have to compromise for the rest of my life for your sake?" Mom said that the tears kept falling.

Zhu Xiaonuo was stunned and said, everything will be fine.

Mom looked at Dad and sneered, Follow your dad will never have a future, I can't take my brother away, do you want to go with Mom.

Zhu Xiaonuo glanced back at his father, twenty years have passed, and the years seem to be more harsh on this man, with thinning hair and a slightly bulging general's belly, the back that has been carrying her has also begun to crumble. In Zhu Xiaonuo's opinion, the family conditions are not bad, and his parents will not get to the point of making trouble for money. As he grew older, Zhu Xiaonuo's arrogance and willfulness in his bones were inherited from his mother, but he also inherited his father's kindness and loyalty.

Zhu Xiaonuo looked at her mother and shook her head. Mom patted her on the shoulder and said you'll understand later. Turned around and left.

Yes, Zhu Xiaonuo sees herself as an adult and is just a child in the eyes of her parents, her decision can't affect the ending, and her attitude can't change everything. All she could do was accept. Or give up on accepting.

Yes, because this is how you will give up the things you once loved, and you will feel that betrayal is embarrassing.

She often thinks that if the quality of this world is conserved, then who bears the luck of the bad luck she bears? If she died, then who was born again?