At noon on a scorching day, the scorching fire burns. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

The ice cubes in the Qingmo low tank melted away, and after Yan Wan entered the house, he first squatted at the door and put his hands against the wall of the tank to cool down, looking at the screen thoughtfully.

In the past, she always felt that as long as her father and mother were there, she didn't have to be afraid of anything.

But today I realized that they also had difficult times. Daddy was calculated outside, mother was in chaos, and there was a faint feeling that the family was going to be scattered.

There was a chill in her palm, inexplicably calming, and she withdrew her hand and walked inside.

Ji Shi sat at the head of his daughter's bed, and when he heard the footsteps, he hurriedly turned his back and hurriedly wiped his eyes with a handkerchief. When she looked up, her eyes were red and swollen, and she couldn't hide it at all, her voice was still hoarse, and she called "Guanguan" to beckon her to come closer, and forced a smile to comfort her softly: "Don't be afraid, Daddy is fine." ”

Yan Guan can be coquettish and cheating, but he is not good at comforting people. She had never felt so clumsy for a moment, because she knew it was useless to say anything.

This is the first time Yan Guan saw her mother crying, and in her memory, she has always been radiant and energetic, and she rarely looks so gloomy and disheartened.

took the initiative to snuggle up, she hugged the other party and asked softly: "Mother, when will we go back to Zunyi?" I miss my second uncle, my second aunt and my cousin. ”

"Does Guanguan think Yanjing is not good?" Ji put his arms around his daughter and gently stroked her back.

Yan Wan shook his head, "It's not good, it's not good at all." ”

Ji Shi was sad when he heard this, "It's my mother who made you feel wronged, and your life is not as casual and happy as before." After speaking, she remembered her husband's words, and said that her daughter did not have the virtue of a beautiful lady, and her voice of dissatisfaction and complaint was different from any before.

She knew he was genuinely dissatisfied. But he still didn't want to admit that his daughter was not good, so he couldn't help but say: "My Guanguan is so well-behaved and sensible, how can it be as he said." ”

"But I can't help my mother."

Yan Guan's throat was astringent, he raised his head to look at his mother and said, "I heard it just now, my father was deliberately fooled, and he wanted to design a plan to catch our people, right?" ”

Ji is not afraid of his daughter's governor, and he does not hide his head.

Yan Wan closed his eyelids and asked again with a little frustration: "Does Daddy think that we are not useful, and it will be bad if we can't help him." So you deliberately didn't tell us? He felt we were unreliable. Can't be trusted, can it? ”

This is what her husband means, and Ji knows it.

was just speechless, but this time she was reluctant to let her daughter feel uncomfortable with her. I looked up and tried to endure the sparkle in my eyes. Slowly patted her and replied, "Where would you not trust Guanguan?" It's my mother's fault. Mother didn't care about the occasion and lost her temper to ruin your father's business. Are you still a kid who wants to do so much? If there's something, my father will take care of it. ”

Yan Wan grabbed his mother's arm to comfort him, and stubbornly debunked: "Mother, don't lie to me, I know that you can't handle this matter from your father." And he didn't even think about letting you deal with it, did he? ”

She buried her face in the other party's chest and said bluntly: "I know, my mother is uncomfortable, and my father has broken your heart." ”

The girl's soft words were more tear-jerking than any words, and Ji tightly wrapped himself around the person in front of him, his face moved, and he was afraid of losing his temper and lifting the handkerchief to wipe it.

The husband's words are still in his ears, and every sentence pierces his heart, saying that she is not virtuous as a wife and a mother, and directly negates the relationship between husband and wife for more than ten years.

The couple she thought was deeply affectionate, but in her heart, she was just blindly regressing and forbearing, but did she mistake him?

After the scene just now, many scenes of him being overbearing and unreasonable in the past have emerged. When I sat alone, I remembered the words of my mother's second sister-in-law: "...... It's not that I'm going to be a sister-in-law, you really can't run to the Ji family for everything, it will make my uncle misunderstand that you are using your brother to suppress him. Your second brother is a military general, no more than a literati, and he can't talk to his uncle directly, and there are some things that your brothers and sisters don't take to heart, but it is inevitable that your uncle will think more. ”

When he was in Zunyi, Ji always thought that the second sister-in-law was worried, but now he knows that it was wrong. The husband must really be as she said, after every small quarrel, he exposed it as if it was nothing, but he didn't expect his resentment to accumulate so deeply, and he really couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.

When the old lady of the Yan family proposed to the Ji family, although she trusted her father and brother, she still wanted to see it for herself. Just after the spring of that year, the students walked together in the spring and enjoyed the flowers outside the pavilion on the outskirts of the city.

He was young and proud, and he was born rich and handsome, and he had a gentle and elegant temperament at an age of grace, which was different from the brother she had been in contact with since childhood, and he was blinded at that time.

She rushed back to the house and said "yes" to her father and brother.

After getting married, he really lived up to his expectations and was a considerate and gentle husband. Even if there are poems and articles that she can't talk about, she will not be forced to read them, and she will never ask for fragrance on her red sleeves, she has always been tolerant and loving.

She has not been pregnant for a long time, and the old lady has a few words of pity before she passed away. But when she was filial, the old lady wanted to arrange for someone to enter the hospital, but her husband refused.

With him to report on his work and raise children for him, after all these years of lively days, Ji has never had the idea that her husband may not have love for her.

It wasn't until today that what he just said really woke her up.

"Mother, shall we go back to Guizhou?"

Yan Wan didn't hear his mother speak for a long time, so he repeated the sentence again: "When the second uncle was here before, my father never did this. ”

Ji has long been aware of this.

It's just that she didn't connect her mother's relationship with her family in the past, and she feels ridiculous and pitiful when she thinks about it now.

is in a foreign land, she only has her brother and sister-in-law by her side, if she doesn't return to Ji's house if she has something, where else can she go? The husband took it as a complaint, saying that she had no fear, so the previous concessions were only because of the second brother?

Her heart ached, but she understood that she couldn't let her daughter have such thoughts, so she said seriously: "Guanguan, we can't let my uncle help with our own family affairs." ”

"I know."

Yan Wan understood very well, and took over and said: "I don't want to intercede with my second uncle, my father didn't like me and my uncle and aunt in the past, and felt that they were wrong to spoil me." ”

After she finished speaking, her cheeks rubbed against her shirt, and she was not too hot, so she said nostalgically: "I just miss them, I haven't seen them for almost a year......"

Ji touched her smooth hair, looked at the broken leaf seat in front of her, and muttered, "Mother also wants to." ”

"Shall we go back then? I don't want to spend the New Year here, I wasn't happy last year, and I don't like the people in the house. ”

Yan Guan's willful arrangement complained, and when he thought of Yan Rong, he continued: "Zhao Jingzhi also said that Daddy's matter may be related to the second sister, she wanted to strangle me to death last time, but she didn't have a good heart, maybe she hurt her." ”

Ji Shi was stunned when he heard this, "Sister Rong? ”

She knew that her daughter would not talk nonsense in major matters, so she pushed her away and looked at her face to face and asked: "Yi Shizi told you that the mother and son surnamed Song outside are related to Yan Rong?" ”

Yan Wan knew the stakes, nodded and replied, "Well, he won't lie to me." ”

"Did you tell your dad about this?"

Yan Wan shook his head, "Daddy came out with a calm face, and shouted Zhao Jingzhi to go out." Saying uncertainly, he added: "But I don't know if Zhao Jingzhi will say it." ”

Ji frowned and thought, "Sister Rong, Sister Rong?" She has no reason to do such a thing, what good is it for her to hurt her uncle? It's not that I question the truth of what I said, I just can't understand it.

"Mother is still worried about Daddy, isn't she?"

Ji Shi heard his daughter's worries, and instructed her: "Guanguan, whether your father and mother quarrel or not, he is your father, and you can't complain and be dissatisfied with your father." Besides, as far as the matter is concerned, I am responsible for breaking your father's business, and if I can help investigate clearly, it will be the best. ”

After all, Yan Wan was young and simple-minded, so he smiled when he heard the words, and asked again with a smile: "So, my mother is not angry with my father, you are reconciled, okay?" ”

Ji couldn't deal with this.

Song Jingniang's mother and son are just an opportunity, an opportunity for her husband to explode. He felt that he had endured it for many years, and there had already been a rift between the husband and wife, which had nothing to do with outsiders.

Ji couldn't help but think about it, thinking about the bits and pieces of the past. Could it be that he only has a nominal responsibility for himself, and he has no feelings at all?

She was distraught.

Yan Wan only put the responsibility of family disharmony on Yan Rong, and he must figure out the reason and not let the other party succeed. However, I didn't know where to start, so I couldn't help but think of Zhao Jingzhi, he didn't finish his words! (To be continued.) )

PS: Thanks to Jing Xiuzi's sachet and FWY19690107 for the monthly pass.

What, the clothes asked weakly: What's the good thing about leaving Guan Dad and Guan Mom? Selfishness doesn't come to the point of being so serious, it's normal for husbands and wives to have conflicts. Guan's mother is too deficient in personality, it's not that she can be willful if she has the halo of a heroine's mother, Guan's father is just a local reader, and a lot of his anger is directed at his wife's temper. Finally, I appealed with the lid of the pot: I am from the Guan Daddy team, please form a team (*╯3╰)