[19] Painful choices

"What? You said those eyes were ordinary? Coming out of the Tianxia Bar, Li Chengen asked in surprise. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

"yes, it's just that the pupils are golden, nothing special!" Liang Zi replied.

“……”

"What's wrong? What do you find wrong? ”

"It's nothing, maybe I'm too careful." Lee shook his head.

"Boss, I noticed that you were restless from the beginning, I know what you are thinking." Liang Zi said very seriously.

"Oh? You know? ”

"If you're not at ease, go and coax her, and I'll tell you her room number." Liang Zi said, "Although I don't approve of the ...... between you and Ah Yan But when you're in the ring in this state, I'm not at ease. ”

"I don't understand, why don't you approve?" Li Chengen was slightly puzzled, "I mean, although I haven't thought about what to do with Ah Yan, but it doesn't seem to be your business, right?" ”

"If you blame me for talking too much, I will also say," Liang Zi said, "Ah Yan is pure and beautiful, and everyone loves her." Brother Wu and I discussed the matter of Ah Yan, and we both thought that she was not suitable for mixing in the Tao. But we can all see that she likes you, she will continue to stay in the club because of you, and yesterday she asked about the work of the club everywhere, it seems that she wants to help you. What's going on in your mind? Do you want Yan to join the club? ”

"I'm not going to let her join." Li Chengen said, "That will only hurt her." ”

"That's right," Liang Zi said, "Wang Wei once said that he hated you, and I could see that he wasn't lying, which means that the matter between you and Ye Xiaoyu is true." If you continue like this, you will hurt two people. To put it bluntly, I don't want you to hurt Ye Xiaoyu, and Brother Wu doesn't want you to hurt Ah Yan. ”

"Wang Wei? Ye Xiaoyu? Li Chengen was even more puzzled, "What do you want to say?" ”

"Wang Wei and Ye Xiaoyu used to be lovers, don't you know?"

"What does it matter to me that they are lovers? ――You don't believe all the gossip news, do you? ”

"You mean, there is ...... between you and Ye Xiaoyu?"

"No, no! I just know her...... But ......" Li Chengen thought of his dream, the voice in the dream that told him to be careful was very similar to Ye Xiaoyu, could it be that the black shadow behind her was her? There is also that familiar feeling, is there really anything between himself and Ye Xiaoyu? But I can't remember it--that forbidden area of memory!?

"But what?" Liang Zi smelled curiously.

"Oh, why are you a big man gossiping so much, what are you doing with this?" Li Chengen frowned and said, "You better hurry back and prepare, and put your mind on tonight's ring." You go first, I still have some things. ”

"It's okay, it's good that you can think of the ring, that's the top priority, you think twice about the rest, then I'll go first."

"Wait a minute, that ...... Which guesthouse she stayed in. ”

11 a.m., the lobby of the Jiulong Hotel.

"May I ask if Miss Zhong Yuyan from room 655 has checked out?" Li Chengen walked to the service desk and asked.

"Room 655...... Zhong Yuyan ...... the room registrar checked on the computer, "No, Miss Zhong has already renewed the room payment." ”

"Thank you!" After Li Chengen finished speaking, he walked onto the elevator.

"!?" Outside room 655, Li Chengen looked at the person outside the door in surprise, "What are you doing here?" ”

"Boss, you're here," Da Ge said, "didn't you say you want to protect Ah Yan well?" I am now carrying out your commands. ”

“…… Oh! Then you paid for Ah Yan's house for her? ”

"Hehe, help if you can, Ah Yan is your sister, that is my eldest sister, it's my honor to help." Da Ge hurriedly said.

"Then thank you," Li Chengen patted him on the shoulder, which made Da Ge instinctively flash, no way, who told Li Chengen that he almost broke his collarbone in the first place.

"Hehe," Li Chengen smiled kindly, "I was a little heavier at the beginning, and the eldest brother will make amends to you, don't take it to heart." I hope you will take care of Ah Yan's safety in the future. ”

Da Ge hurriedly said that he didn't dare to be.

"Now you go down and rest first, and I'll talk to Ah Yan about something."

"Okay boss, I'm down there." After saying that, he smiled and walked downstairs.

Li Chengen lingered at the door of 655 for a few minutes, and finally made up his mind and reached out to knock on the door.

"Bang bang bang!"

"Who?" There was the sound of footsteps in the house.

"Ah Yan is me, open the door."

"What are you here to do? I don't want to see you! Footsteps stopped inside the door.

"Ah Yan, what are you talking about? I didn't offend you. ”

"It's me who sinned against myself, is that okay? I'm in a bad mood right now, and I don't want to see anyone. ”

“…… Then I'll just say it here......"

"I don't listen! Say you go and say go to those two women! ”

“……”

“…… Why don't you speak? - Hey, are you still there? ”

"I'm still here, Ah Yan, you listen to me patiently, it's important, it's about ......" Li Chengen said here and stopped, he originally wanted to say "this is about you and me". But when the words came to my lips, I felt that it was difficult to speak.

"You...... What did you say...... What you and mine, you ...... What the hell are you trying to say. Inside the door, Yan noticed that his heartbeat suddenly increased, and it was a little difficult to breathe. Just now she heard Li Chengen say that sentence: "This is about you and me." I just felt like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and I was surprised and happy in my heart: he ...... Does he want to confess to me in order to forgive me?

"What!? You...... Do you hear the words of my heart? Lee Seung-eun was surprised outside the door.

"What are you talking about? - You bastard! Don't pretend to be confused again! Ah Yan was angry, "What did you just say...... You can make it clear to me now. ”

"Wait a minute, Yan, did you just hear what I said?"

"Don't be fooled, you said you wanted to talk...... Talk about you and me -- you also said it was important. ”

“!!!” Lee Seung-eun only felt like he was surprised to see a ghost, "The joke is too big!" He muttered to himself.

"What do you say? Are you kidding!? Ah Yan only felt sad and unbearable, "It turns out that between us...... Just a joke for you? ”

"It's not!" Li Chengen hurriedly explained, "Ah Yan, I didn't mean that, I mean ......"

"I know!" Ah Yan interrupted him, "You want to say that I am wishful thinking, you know it...... (pauses) ...... Damn it! So many magazines say that you are a playboy who plays with feelings, and I don't believe it...... Why am I so stupid...... (sobs)"

"Ah Yan, don't cry, you listen to me." Li Chengen hurriedly dismissed the doubts in his heart and comforted, "Yes! I'm not the fool I was at the beginning, how could I not see your thoughts, I always thought I just regarded you as a sister, but I didn't know until now that I also had a good impression of you. - It's true, I haven't been with you for a long time, but I only feel happy and relaxed these days when I'm with you. "It's over, Li Chengen knew that it was wrong as soon as he spoke, and he had just made up his mind not to talk about his feelings, but he didn't expect to tell the truth in a hurry.

The sobbing sound inside the door gradually became quieter, Ah Yan put away her tears, held her breath and listened quietly.

"Sometimes in retrospect, if I hadn't met you, maybe I would still be that fool who doesn't know anything, killing people everywhere in a mess, even if I get my memories back, I will either kill myself, or hide in the mountains and live in seclusion, or completely become a blood-sucking demon and lose my nature. Yan, you made me find myself. Li Chengen saw that the words had begun, so he simply stopped hiding it and poured out the words in his heart.

"Kara!" The door opened suddenly, Ah Yan flashed out, grabbed Li Chengen's hand, and dragged him into the house: "You are crazy, so many people are outside, what are you talking nonsense!" He hurriedly closed the door.

Li Chengen looked at Ah Yan's red eyes, savoring the concern in her words, and only felt that he couldn't bear it in his heart, and he couldn't say the following words anymore.

"You go on, you said it well, why don't you say it again?" Ah Yan lowered his head and whispered, his eyes looking to the side.

“……”

"You're really, dumb to your face...... You're still a man. Ah Yan complained, then turned around and walked into the bathroom, closed the door, and leaned his back against the door, "Okay, you can continue." ”

Li Chengen smiled bitterly and said, "Ah Yan, the 'reward order' has been lifted, and you are safe now." As I said, the underworld is not for you, and I have prepared a sum of money for you, you can use it to live a good life and live happily. And finally I want to say -- thank you for helping me so much. ”

"Kara", the door of the bathroom suddenly opened, and Ah Yan ran out: "It's not these, what you just said is good, why are you saying this now?" ”

"Ah Yan, no matter what, I have never been a normal person, staying by my side will only hurt you, and you will not be happy. - Just like last night, I couldn't control the mania in my heart after drinking the blood wine, even the morphine could only relieve it, and I had lost my nature and just wanted to vent. ”

"I don't blame you, I just ...... It's just that I can't figure it out for a while," Ah Yan said, "Since you like me too, then staying by your side is the happiest thing, as long as it ...... As long as you don't dislike me, I can ...... OK...... Help you ......" said this, her voice already inaudible.

"No, Yan!" Li Chengen said.

"Okay, why not? They can do it, and so can I. Yan exclaimed, "I'll prove it to you now!" As he spoke, he reached out to unbutton his clothes.

"Ah Yan!" Li Chengen grabbed her hand and looked at her eyes in a daze without speaking.

"You dislike me," Ah Yan said, "Think I don't have the figure of Xiao Ai and Sister Xuanya?" Think I'm not as pretty and sexy as them? ”

"Ah Yan, I didn't mean that," Li Chengen said, "There are vendettas every day in the underworld, and your life will be in danger at any time if you follow me." Do you know what I'm going to do tonight? Go kill someone! In order to survive in the underworld, you must kill people, although I am to save them, to make them change their ways, but killing people is a crime after all, I have promised Wang Wei, sooner or later I will turn myself in and go to prison. Even if I don't go to jail, I still have corpse poison on my body, which may attack at any time, and I have a premonition that one day I will be controlled by corpse poison and become a monster who only knows how to kill and suck blood. At that time......" Speaking of this, Li Chengen took a deep breath, took off the necklace around his neck and put it on Ah Yan's hand, "Ah Yan, in a word, I don't deserve your liking." ”

"I don't care!" Ah Yan threw himself into Li Chengen's arms, "As long as I can be by your side, I don't care about anything." ”

Li Chengen sighed helplessly, lifted Ah Yan's shoulder, gritted his teeth and said something.