Chapter 44: Redemption

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The body is like a lonely boat floating on the sea, rising and falling with the waves.

I'm tired, enough is enough.

"Su Zeru!"

"Su Zeru!"

"Su Zeru!"

……

An eager voice came, and Su Zeru's body shook violently in the waves.

"There is always cause and effect in this world, and gaining means losing." An ethereal voice echoed through the darkness.

"How much a person can grasp depends on the size of his palm, and if he wants to have everything, he will only lose it all because he can't bear the weight."

"Ah...... yes, my palm was too small, and I didn't catch anything in the end......" Su Zeru muttered.

"All ...... Lost ......"

"There is not a single ...... left"

……

"Ahem......" Su Zeru sat up from the soft bed with his eyes flickering, surrounded by everything that was familiar.

"This is ......" Su Zeru looked around in surprise, luxurious rooms, white walls, familiar bedding, isn't this the guest room in East Milan's home?

"Are you awake?"

At this time, a girl with long beige hair looked at Su Zeru while rubbing her hazy sleepy eyes and said with a smile, "Welcome back." ”

"Fu Luoxuan? You...... How did you get me here? Su Zeru was surprised, he only remembered that he had fainted after walking a long way, and then, when he woke up again, he had already arrived here.

"You're famous on the continent now." Fu Luoxuan thought as he shook his fingers around his head, "I thought you were really going to farm!" That's right, that's just like you. ”

"I might as well go farming." Su Zeru smiled bitterly and looked at his right hand in a trance.

"The red-clothed thieves have declared war on the Baiqing Ancient Kingdom." Fu Luoxuan said.

"Oh......" Su Zeru looked at the ceiling with a blank face, he knew very well now that he couldn't do anything, he was just a fantasist who could talk empty words. If you can't do anything, it's better not to do it.

"Su Zeru?" Fu Luoxuan looked at Su Zeru's sluggish expression and frowned, then got up and said, "Why don't you go outside together?" ”

"......" Su Zeru turned his head sluggishly to look at Fu Luoxuan, who was smiling and stretching out his right hand towards him, and said, "Don't you think I'm stupid now?" ”

"Haven't you always been stupid?" Fu Luoxuan was stunned when he heard this, and then said, "But if you don't commit stupidity, isn't it Su Zeru?" ”

"I've already thought about it, I won't say any more unrealistic stupid things, and I won't do any more useless fantasies, red-clothed thieves, just let them go, I don't want to care, and I can't manage it." Su Zeru shook his head and said, then looked down at his trembling right hand, "It's enough to do this, I don't want to lose it anymore, my palm is too small, I can't grasp anything and I want to possess it all." ”

"But then it's not you." Fu Luoxuan stretched out his hands and clasped Su Zeru's right hand, and said softly, "Come back." ”

"......" Su Zeru smiled ugly, no matter how she looked at it, she was smiling reluctantly, "Am I not here?" In your opinion, what should Su Zeru be? ”

"Hmm......" Fu Luoxuan thought for a moment, and then said, "The Su Zeru I know should be a big stinky pervert who will be in heat unconditionally with any female animal. ”

"Hey......" Su Zeru frowned.

"However, it is very much like a brave man in mythology, no matter how strong the enemy is, he will face the difficulties unconditionally, do you remember the first time you met Zhao Baicang?" Fu Luoxuan asked with a smile.

"Ah, it's so ugly to lose, and now I think about it like a big shame in my life." Su Zeru said.

"But I think this is Su Zeru, a brave man who will work hard to help each other even if he doesn't have much friendship, the first time I saw you, I really thought you were an incredible person, obviously you don't have any strength but you have to stand up to help others." Fu Luoxuan said with a smile, "Even if I deceived you and told you about the marriage contract, knowing that my father would make things difficult for you, you would still help without hesitation, just like you said, the real Su Zeru is a person who will go through the troubled waters even if he wades into the troubled waters." He is a true brave man. ”

"That's just my stupidity." Su Zeru shook his head and said, "It's just my obsession, my self-righteousness." ”

"I don't have the ability to save anyone, and I can't save anything, I've done so many stupid things so far, you can't imagine how stupid the things I did before I got to Cangyuan!" Su Zeru said sadly, tears burst out of his eyes, and his whole body trembled because of sadness, "Before this, I was just a cowardly fool, when I was still in the Painted Heaven Pavilion, the only nirvana that Elder Ye Yun gave me was taken away by Bai Qiongxu because of my incompetence!" In the end, because of my waste, I let others kidnap me and force Elder Ye Yun to death! I hate it! ”

Su Zeru roared, heartbreaking, as if he wanted to express all the resentment and anger during this time, "If I have a little use, Elder Ye Yun will not die!" I only have one relative! ”

"It's the same when I was in Lingyu City, because of my incompetence and cowardice, I can only watch Mo Lingxue being defiled by a group of red-clothed thieves, and I can't do anything......" Su Zeru burst into tears, shook his head and said, "I'm not what you think, I want protection just because I don't want to be as cowardly as I was at the beginning, I want to prove that I'm not a waste wood, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I can't do anything in the end, I want revenge...... I don't want to disappoint Elder Ye Yun......"

"In the end, I didn't save anything, did I? I'm still me, waste wood or waste wood, once I lose my support, I will turn back to my original shape, become a loach in the mud, looking at the sky, but I will never be able to reach the ......" Su Zeru supported his knees with his hands and said Mu Ran, "It's enough, I know how many catties and taels I have, I'm actually just a waste who can't do anything." ”

"But, you saved me......" Fu Luoxuan gently stroked Su Zeru's head and leaned Su Zeru's head on his chest, "Without you, I might be dead by now...... No matter what, you will always be the brave man in my heart. ”

"I ......"

"Come back?" Fu Luoxuan smiled softly, "Su Zeru." ”

"Even if I can't do anything, still keep doing it?" Su Zeru said tremblingly.

"If you can't do it alone, I'll help you, and if you can't do it alone, call more people." Fu Luoxuan said softly, "If you talk to Dong Po, she will definitely help you, and then my father knows some people from big families, I can help you go and ask them to help you, if you go together, you will definitely win." ”

"I have nothing now...... I was able to mess around before because someone helped me ......" Su Zeru shook his head and said, "It's over...... It's over, Shen He has reached the realm of a demigod, who else can stop him? ”

"It's not like you'd say it." Fu Luoxuan shook his head and said, "Let's try it?" Things haven't gotten to the worst yet, have they? If it was Su Zeru, he would definitely be able to do it. One day you can avenge Ye Yun, including exterminating the red-clothed thieves. ”

"You...... Still believe me? Su Zeru looked up at Fu Luoxuan in some surprise.

"Till death." Fu Luoxuan tilted his head and smiled playfully.

"Heh......" The corners of Su Zeru's mouth twitched uncontrollably, and then he laughed loudly, as if he was laughing at himself, yes, in the end, it was him who was confused, and he was the one who didn't wake up, so there was nothing to say "Hahahahahaha......"

"Okay." Su Zeru wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his sleeve, and he felt extremely happy in his heart at this time, "Just think of it as a trip to the end of troubled water!" Isn't it a red-clothed thief? If you mess with the uncle, I'll make you look good! ”

Su Zeru jumped up from the bed, stretched his muscles, and there was a crackling sound from the bones all over his body, and a fearless smile rose on the corner of his mouth.

"This is our brave man." Fu Luoxuan smiled and said, "Welcome back, Su Zeru." ”

"Without further ado, let's get down to business." After Su Zeru put on his coat, he stretched out his hand to open the door, and a trace of arrogance flashed in his inky black eyes, as well as a scarlet fierce light, "No one wants to take away my things!" ”