Chapter 18: Find someone to go to hell with me
[Date: May 14, 2937.]
Western-style breakfast, lettuce, milk, pastries, and also a row of room-temperature bread slices on a plate with ketchup and stuff like that. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info This kind of breakfast is relatively simple, Shi Xiaowen has always felt that she can't eat enough, but it doesn't matter, breakfast, she has always felt that it is good to eat breakfast, because in the hazy morning, she can hardly eat.
"Let's make do with it, there's no electricity." The eldest sister used a fork to make two pieces of bread, and then raw cabbage and turkey thighs, and added these to these, and picked herself up with her left hand, and took a bite, "You eat it too?" ”
Except for the eldest sister, everyone else was dumbfounded, looking half-dead.
"Uh, oh." In order to cooperate with the eldest sister, Xiao Shi also made a slice of bread with meat in her example, then took a bite and drank milk. The other three saw two of them move, and they followed suit, with Lori getting a lot of meat on her plate, while Kers brought some food to Duanmurui's plate, who seemed to have no appetite.
"Duanmu, have some breakfast?" The two boys sat in front of Xiao Shi, and on the right side of Xiao Shi were the eldest sister and Wei'er. There is a small semi-circular table in the basement, so I had to eat here.
"Oh." It's strange to say, Duanmu Rui is dressed up in women's clothes today, but... It doesn't seem like much of a mind.
Looking at the special little couple in front of her, Xiaoshi was thinking about what happened last night, was that really a dream?
Duanmu Rui only plucked the things on the plate, and didn't move his mouth.
"What's wrong? Can't bear this home? The eldest sister's dark red eyes stared at Duanmu's black eyes, wanting to see Duanmu's mind from somewhere.
"No, uh," the Pisces man is just strange, thinking about what he is thinking about all day, and it is not good to eat, "That, I want to ask, big sister, what is love?" ”
"Huh?"
"Er..."
"Ahh
"Ahh
The first eh was issued by the eldest sister, and she was very surprised by this question; The second doom was made by Vere Dandy, and the question was very stressful for her; The third Ah was from Kers, and he seemed very nervous when he heard Duanmu's question; The last one was sent by Shi Xiaowen, and she ...... When she heard this, she was distracted, and as a result, the pink tongue kissed her teeth at zero distance.
"What is love..."No one cares about the poem, poor tongue, "You might as well let everyone answer their own understanding of love." ”
"Uh, is that okay?" Under the neat black semicircular head curtain, a pair of eyes are full of curiosity, waiting for someone to answer.
"Of course it's fine, right? Small poems. ”
Nodding his head silently, silently enduring the pain of his tongue.
"Ah, that's good, Xiaoshi, let's talk about what love is first." Eldest sister, if I have that, I must have your mouth...
"Ah~ love..."Shi Xiaowen has this for the first time, this is the feeling of a god, a tongue ache and a super difficult question for you, you must answer it immediately. In this case, Xiao Shi lowered her head, the black head curtain covered her eyes, and she said with a tongue ache, "Love, love is to find someone to go to hell with me!" ”
……
Quietly, the other four people all stopped their current movements, staring at Xiao Shi with their eyes as if time had stopped.
After about twenty seconds, the reverse thinker spoke.
"It's romantic..."
"Huh?"
"Er..."
"Ahh
"Ahh
This time, the first one was sent by the eldest sister, and she was surprised by Duanmu's answer; The second doom was sent out by a small poem, but I didn't expect anyone to understand it; The third one was from Kers, and he began to sweat; The last one was sent by Vere Dandy.,This time she bit her tongue.,As for how Xiaoshi can see that her tongue is bitten.,The reason...
"Sister~My tongue was bitten, it hurts~" Tears flashed in her eyes, and the red-haired little girl with double ponytail couldn't help but hold her eldest sister's right hand weakly.
"Okay Wei'er, show me if it's serious." Exuding a woman's maternal love, Ould lovingly helps Vile check her cute little tongue.
But Shi Xiaowen wanted to complain... You are so sincere that you are ravaging my soul! This is called discrimination against the royal sister!
"Eldest sister, how do you understand love?" After seeing that Wei'er was fine, Duanmu asked Ould.
"Love?"
It seems that dozens of winters, summers, autumns and winters have passed, the eldest sister is full of sorrow, she turned her head lightly, looked at Xiao Shi, and met her eyes in an instant, and then said to Duanmu Rui, who was full of sorrow, "A person's love." ”
This woman... What's in the head?
Shi Xiaowen put her eyes on the milk in her right hand, she wondered, why the eldest sister was asked what love is, she could look at her, and said that a person's love... This... Does this imply anything?
"I'm sorry," Xiao Shi looked at his face when he heard Duanmu Rui say this, "I forgot your past for a while." ”
"It's nothing, just find a new one."
It seems that she is too worried, and the eldest sister used to have a man, but she staged a scene of lovelessness.
"What about Verdandy? Love in your eyes. ”
"Love? It was just a dream. With this answer, could it be that Weier has always been a realist?
"Dreams? Why should dreams and love be equated? Duanmu didn't understand.
"If love is an ideal, I believe it is pure love," there was an unflinching light in her red eyes, and she was very serious about what she said, "The so-called love is just a utopia, what people are pursuing is a train to hell, and it is just unrequited love." ”
Reality, a reality that doesn't need to be explained, Shi Xiaowen knows what Vere Dandy means, and she has always understood it, but why does this reality appear in the mouth of a little girl?
Oh, by the way, Vile is a year older than herself, and she's still a virgin... This, what did this girl go through when she fell to the ground?
"Is it a person's unrequited love after all?" For Wei'er's words, Duanmu's gaze was a little dim.
"Ha, what Sister Xiao Shi said about finding someone to accompany her to hell is romance, isn't it when you come to me?" A smile appeared on Wei'er's face, but this smile looked very sarcastic, "What Sister Xiao Shi said and what I said mean the same thing, there is no trust, only selfishness." ”
"Uhhhh Duanmu lowered her head, her long straight black hair swaying gently with the movement, a white glow reflecting off her supple hair.
"Eldest sister, don't your words have any other meaning?" It was Xiao Shi who said this, and there were some things that she didn't worry about, so she made it clearer.
"What about a person's love? Can this sentence have an unspoken meaning? Ould's words were full of contempt and ridiculousness, but Xiao Shi's suspicion of her made her not believe Ould's current expression, even her eyes, she couldn't believe it.
"Of course," Shi Xiaowen's tone was unwavering, she didn't want to let some things be delayed forever, and it felt uncomfortable to wait, "Who do you like?" Or who are you in love with, but that person doesn't love you? ”
Xiao Shi's question is very... It felt very rude, and even Duanmu raised his head to look at her.
"Why should there be that person? A person who does not have love is also a person. ”
Faced with such an explanation, Xiao felt that what she said was so pale and powerless in front of his eyes.
"Crush?"
"Sister Shi!" Hearing Shi Xiaowen's question, Duanmu Rui had already called out her name, and he wanted to stop this farce.
"Do you really want to know?"
The gaze met Shi Xiaowen's eyes again, and that kind of contemptuous light made Shi Xiaowen's heart tighten, but she did not show weakness.
"Yes, there must be a reason behind some things that can be said."
"Then I'll give you the reason," Ould reached into the pocket of his underwear on his chest with his right hand, and then took out a small photo and threw it to Shi Xiaowen, "You are too suspicious, sooner or later you will run into a wall here!" ”
Xiao Shi's face was still expressionless, and she even said that there was a kind of disdain, and she put the photo in front of her eyes after holding the two fingers of her right hand.
It was a photo the size of a touchscreen phone, and on it was a group photo of a man Xiao Shi had never seen with Ould in his arms, and the clothes on the two were clearly wedding photos. Looking at this result, Xiao Shi's brows tightened, she stared at the photo vigorously, she really couldn't believe that there would be such a result, she lost! Reality told Shi Xiaowen that her overconfidence and arrogance caused her to misunderstand a friend.
With a trembling right hand gently placing the picture on the table, she slowly stood up, her head bowed, her vision away from Ould.
"I'm sorry!"
Well, Shi Xiaowen bowed ninety degrees deeply, his long hair was almost touching the breakfast on the coffee table, fortunately there was a low coffee table below, if it was the kind of table that was taller, I am afraid that Xiao Shi would have to take a few steps back.
"Hmph, forget it, a few years older, a little more consideration for others, you are still young, sit down." Ulde, who sat between Kers and Vale, looked calm, picked up the photo, wiped it lightly with her fingers, and put it back in her underwear pocket.
didn't answer, Xiaoshi couldn't say anything, what could she say at this time, she had to shut up.
"Duanmu, if you want to know what love is, ask Kles, where will there be a real answer." The eldest sister sighed, she looked very helpless at the sudden accident, "Let's eat, don't forget, what's going on outside this house." If you want to fall in love, wait until you find a safe place to talk about it. ”
Silence, not outright silence, because there is also the sound of heartbeats, and the sound of dishes colliding with each other, and the sound of mouths eating, all of which can prove that it is not quiet now. So, why is there still a feeling of quietness?
The reason is simple, you think that if you are quiet now, he is quiet.
The world only exists in your heart, and if you think that you are the only one living in the world, then you are living alone, and everyone else is just dreaming of real and illusory.
These are Shi Xiaowen's feelings now, and her suspicious heart has begun to regurgitate.