156 Benjamin the Desperate
"What do you say? Jing Xi has a boyfriend! Benjamin shouted in disbelief. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Su Yue's words, separated, he could understand every word, but together, it was like a thunderbolt, which blew up his brain, and he couldn't understand it at all.
Benjamin thought that he would encounter a lot of difficulties in pursuing Jing Xi, and thought that he might be rejected by her, but he didn't think that she would have a boyfriend.
Benjamin sat down on a bench by the lake, holding his head in his hands weakly.
"Benjamin, don't be sad! Jing Xi has a boyfriend, you can change it and find another one you like! The girls looked at each other, Benjamin's heartbroken appearance made them feel distressed, and Zhao Yufang approached Benjamin first when everyone didn't know how to comfort Benjamin, and comforted him in a gentle tone.
"I won't have anyone I like anymore! Meeting her is the only one in my life. Benjamin looked up, his eyes gloomy, as if time had burned to ashes in his heart.
"Don't do that! There are many girls in this world who are better than Jing Xi and prettier than her, as long as you are willing to open your eyes, you can see it. Zhao Yufang's words were urgent and fast, contrary to her usual normalcy of cherishing words like gold.
Su Yue and the others felt that Zhao Yufang's words sounded a little strange and uncomfortable, but they were also frightened by Benjamin's desperate and sad appearance, and they all hoped that he could be happy.
"Chasing girls, which boy doesn't fail ten times or eight times, and if he fails once, he will die or live, what about your chance?" Battlemove scoffed at Benjamin's performance.
The ladies are busy covering her mouth, sister love! People are sad, you can't comfort people, and you can't make up for people's hearts!
"Thank you!" Benjamin didn't want to speak at all, stood up, and squeezed an ugly smile at them.
"If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh, we're not outsiders, so we won't blame you." Zhao Yufang stood on tiptoe, wanting to help him wipe his tears, but in his eyes, Zhao Yufang saw tears.
Benjamin's head tilted, and her hand fell on Benjamin's shoulder, she patted it lightly a few times, and when she withdrew her hand, a heart was like a dead leaf floating on the surface of a lake, cold and lost.
"It's too cold here, you'll catch a cold if you stay for a long time, thank you for what you've done for me these days, you guys should go back quickly." Benjamin's voice was a little hoarse, but his tone was as gentle as ever.
"Oh well! Let's go first, you go back and have a good rest, don't think too much. If you need our help, just say, we will help you find a talented woman who is as beautiful as a flower and full of poetry and books. Yin Wei clenched her small fist and said confidently.
The girls behind him nodded in unison.
"I see!" Benjamin nodded slightly, and the melancholy on his face did not diminish a little because of Yin Wei's cute words.
Su Yue and the others had no choice, so they left dejectedly.
Halfway through, they couldn't help but look back, Benjamin was still standing there, the cold winter wind blowing up his scarf and the corners of his coat, and looking from afar, it was impossible to see his expression, but the sorrow on his body had merged with the north wind, and blew into their eyes.
It would be nice if Jing Xi didn't have a boyfriend!
The little sisters invariably raised their hands and rubbed their eyes, thinking sadly.
All this was seen by Jing Xi, who was hiding behind a tree.
If acquaintance is only like the first meeting, what is the autumn wind sad fan.
Benjamin took a difficult step, walking forward blankly, the afternoon sun through the thick clouds, became white and cold, the warm cashmere coat weighed heavily on him and he couldn't breathe, opened his mouth wide, the cold air instantly froze the little heat in his body, he felt his blood coagulate, and his beating heart was also dead.
In his eyes, the sky and the earth were dim and chaotic, and he couldn't see the road in front of him clearly, Benjamin walked forward slowly, like a soulless puppeteer, and walked out of the campus.
Benjamin wandered through the street in a trance, and as he walked past the door of a store, he heard heavy metal music coming from inside, and the strong smell of alcohol, and paused before entering.
The bar was dimly lit, there were few people on the dance floor, and on a high platform, a man with half-long hair bowed his head and playing a saxophone and melodious music.
Benjamin sat down directly at the bar, and he was suddenly desperate for alcohol to anesthetize his dying soul.
Taking the wine handed over by the bartender, Benjamin picked up the glass and poured it directly into his mouth, the cold liquid slid through his throat and into his stomach, and immediately flowed through every capillary in his body like oil meets flame, but his heart was still lying quietly in his body.
He needed more and stronger drinks, and Benjamin kept asking the bartender for drinks, and the more he drank, the more his confused mind became clearer, and he could feel the pain in his body everywhere.
"Benjamin! You can't drink it anymore! A pair of white hands grabbed Benjamin's hand holding the wine glass.
Benjamin looked up blankly and saw Olivia looking at him with tears in her eyes and pleading face.
"Why are you here, go back quickly." Benjamin had drunk a lot, and his mind was numb enough to think normally, and he still subconsciously thought that the air of cigarettes and alcohol here was not good for Olivia's health.
"You come with me, and we'll go home, back to London." Olivia couldn't stop crying, took Benjamin's hand and walked out.
Benjamin staggered twice in a dagger and shook his hand away, easily breaking free of Olivia's hand.
"Go back by yourself! I'm not going. Benjamin's tongue was knotted when he drank.
Olivia was so angry and remorseful that her hands and feet were trembling and she couldn't stand anymore, she really shouldn't have let Benjamin come, let alone deliberately help Benjamin make him completely dead.
Olivia knows Jing Xi better than Benjamin, this girl from China, beautiful and talented, full of charming charm, if she were a boy, she would fall madly in love with her.
Benjamin doesn't know that Jing Xi has a strong emotional cleanliness fetish, and has a dreamier love vision than any girl.
She hopes that the people who love her can only have her as a girl in their hearts, no exes, no wavering, and no betrayal.
Jing Xi's heart is also ruthless, as long as his love is a little flawed, she will not hesitate to turn her head and leave, never looking back.
During that time, Benjamin didn't say anything, and the guilt and remorse in his eyes were all seen by Olivia.
She guessed that Benjamin must have done what Jing Xi hated the most, that is, betrayal, otherwise he would not have died in pain. (To be continued.) )