Chapter 264: Don't forget your original intention

"Ahh "Self-questioning and self-answering players are often confusing, because you don't know what the other party wants to do, whether it is to brush up on existence, seek recognition, or simply want to declare your emotional intelligence to provoke the other party's authority."www.biquge.info Liang Youhuan now has such a question, so that he doesn't know what to reply to the other party, so he can only respond quite awkwardly.

Lu Budo didn't seem unhappy because of Liang Youhuan's perfunctory response, she seemed to have expected such a result, after hearing Liang Youhuan's voice, she began to say calmly: "I have a boyfriend who has been dating for a long time, we have been together since college, we watched many people around us fall in love and break up, but we have not been affected by the outside world and insisted on going." In the middle, we were also faced with the choice of what to do when the two families were not in the same place when we graduated, but fortunately, after discussing at that time, we agreed on our minds and decided to stay in the city and continue to work hard. It's been more than seven years since today, and we're still together, no betrayal, no resentment, although the relationship is getting more and more flat, but I'm also used to the existence of each other, at this point, I know, I should be grateful. It's just that I don't know why, from graduation to now, I really have to live a hard life, the small single room in the basement, there is no sunlight during the day, there is no heating at night, and the two of them stay in one place, and they have survived nearly a year. The kind of poor sour who can't add a new dress all year round, can only scrape together a dozen dollars of spare money at Christmas, and barely buy a rose to fill the romance, now that I think about it, it feels quite sweet. But now, he is getting better and better, his salary is getting higher and higher, and the house we live in has changed from a rented basement to a small hardcover duplex in my name. But after a month, he spent much more days in a hotel on a business trip than at home, and I couldn't sleep all night long lying on Menglong's double mattress alone. I'm not bad, I have my own career and social circle, and I can go shopping with my friends with a bank card every day off, but I can no longer find the mood of stopping at the door of a men's clothing brand, imagining that this dress can be bought for him to wear. Of course, we are just the most ordinary and ordinary two people, life has not given us so many vulgar bridges, there is no Chen Shimei after the career, and there is no Pan Jinlian who is unwilling to be lonely, the problem is not in our feelings, frankly speaking, we are thinking about the details of marriage recently. I just can't understand why, after the life is good, the spirit that used to always want to give each other everything better has faded. I knew that no matter how confused I was, I would eventually marry him, and I couldn't live without him. I also believe that no matter what city he is in, his body and mind will be loyal to me, but these certainties do not hide my unhappiness. That's why Mr. Liang, I want to ask you what is the most cherished in a relationship. That sounds pretentious, doesn't it? Compared to those couples who are still struggling to support themselves after eating the last meal, my confusion sounds more like a disease-free moan. I don't know if you understand, but what I'm really trying to say is that I don't need him to buy me any expensive gifts, which I can afford to buy at my own expense now, and all I really want is for him to take a little time out and put a little more effort into making me happy as he did in the first place. If our kindness to each other can be expressed in money, then isn't the only criterion for evaluating whether love is happy is enough or not? If this is really the case, then why did I go through it with him in the first place, and directly find a rich man, can't all problems be solved in one step? I know that we have too much now, and I shouldn't expect anything more, but there are some unwilling thoughts in my heart that torment me all the time, because I know that in the days of gradually owning the whole world, I suddenly look back, and I realize that I have lost the stupid boy who was poor and still willing to treat me wholeheartedly. So I ask you a question, and after thinking about it for many days and nights, I came up with the answer that the most cherished thing in a love is actually each other's original intentions. No matter how fragile and thin the original intention is in the turbulent waves of reality, it is the most beautiful belief of two people about love at the beginning, which may not be changed back even if you are famous and worry-free. Therefore, we can always do not forget our original intention. Mr. Liang, did you say that I was right? ”

Liang Youhuan's confusion is even more serious, this girl is well-organized and logical, this tirade with a little embellishment is the manuscript of a narrative, even if she asks the question, she has already given the perfect answer that is most in line with her life, so she still came to waste half a day's saliva with herself, what do you want? Liang Youhuan feels that compared to other students, this emotional intelligence may not be a problem, but the spirit is definitely not very good. He rolled his eyes a little speechlessly, and just wanted to cheer up and talk to the other party about the topic of "original intention", but suddenly heard the other party interject at the right time and said: "Teacher Liang, you haven't answered for a long time, and I think it's also a tacit acquiescence, right?" In fact, I don't know who to say these words to, and it's quite uncomfortable to hold them in my heart all the time, so I took advantage of your time when you called. Now that I'm done with what I'm going to say, I won't bother you with my work, and I'll be sure to go to your next class on time, thank you for listening to me for so long, but I hope you can remember what I said, maybe one day these words will come in handy for you. Then I'll not bother you if there's nothing to do, you're busy, goodbye. ”

Lu Budo hung up the phone directly after speaking, and didn't leave Liang Youhuan any time to reply, which is why Liang Youhuan had a long time to be distracted after hanging up the phone in the morning. If you meet such a great god with no head and no tail, I guarantee that you are also the same as Liang Youhuan, with a confused face.

This little episode seemed more like a prank by some idle and bored student in the morning. But now that Liang Youhuan thinks about it carefully, he has a strange feeling in his heart. The word "original intention" is simple to say, but if you really want to be fearless of the changes in the world, it is not easy to stick to it to the end.

Liang Youhuan looked at the sleeping Bai Xiaoran again, his delicate eyebrows and eyes were almost the same as when he was a child. The white and almost transparent skin, the long and dense eyelashes, the slightly upward corners of the mouth, and the looming pear vortex at the corners of the mouth, everything has not changed, and she is still the beautiful woman who fell into the mortal world in her memory, but the feelings that she treated Bai Xiaoran at the beginning have become unrecognizable invisibly. Liang Youhuan knows that Bai Xiaoran is still devoted to himself, maybe not as strong as he was at the beginning, but his sense of dependence is increasing day by day. If Wu Zixi doesn't show up, he will become the only destination that Bai Xiaoran recognizes. This used to be the result of Liang Youhuan's great desire, but now if you ask him if he is willing, the answer may only be regret. Lu Budo said that the most cherished thing in a love is the original intention, but Liang Youhuan silently asked himself, when did he lose the original intention of Bai Xiaoran? Could it be that as Lu Budo said, the feelings have always been there, but after too many things, the original intention has been blurred, so that I can't realize it?

Liang Youhuan didn't dare to think about it anymore, he was afraid of this kind of blind psychological suggestion of a person in the dead of night, he was afraid that if he thought too much, it would really become a kind of self-hypnosis, but he would ignore the true thoughts in his heart now. Liang Youhuan glanced at Bai Xiaoran again, and after approaching and tucking the quilt for her slightly, he straightened up and hurriedly escaped from the ward.

Liang Youhuan walked alone in the white moonlight, and the wind blew on his face, cool like the vicissitudes of life that had passed helplessly over the years. Looking back on the time in Shanghai Puritanism in recent years, there are masters, chess and ink, and a group of brothers, and life is simple and bright, at least he will not feel like he is now, as if he has been abandoned by the world. After going down the mountain, I know more people, and there are more things that need to be done and socialized every day, but Liang Youhuan feels more and more lonely in his heart. There is no way to justify the misunderstanding he received, and the person he likes can only let go, and these helplessness makes him almost out of breath. He urgently needed a little warmth to make him nostalgic for this world, so Liang Youhuan took out his mobile phone, thought about it, and dialed Du Mijin's phone.

At this time, Du Mijin and Baoxin had already had dinner, and the two of them were sitting in the living room after cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, chatting with each other. Regarding the interview has been practiced countless times, Du Mijin has prepared all the questions that can be thought of, for the interview the morning after tomorrow, Du Mijin herself is still relatively confident, she feels that with her own preparation, she should be able to win back a city from Zhong Nianbai. As for Hao Xue, in the past two days, Du Mijin and Baoxin have been tracking, investigating, and analyzing, and the seriousness is close to that of a private detective, and Baoxin feels that if the police have the focus of themselves and Sister Du when investigating the case, then China's case-solving rate will definitely increase significantly. For Hao Xue's understanding, I can basically set up a special file, what I like to eat, what color I like, where I like to play, I basically know the door, and now everything is ready, only Dongfeng owes it, and Sister Du has successfully applied for the job. Once Sister Du and Hao Xue officially become colleagues, it is a trivial matter to rely on the degree of understanding of Hao Xue between the two of them, and quickly become friends as they like. So at the moment, Du Mijin and Baoxin are still relatively leisurely.

"Sister Du, you said that the boy we saw Hao Xue eating with us last time when we got off work could be Hao Xue's new boyfriend?" Baoxin sat on the sofa, holding a large bag of chicken flavor rings in his hand, chatting while eating very leisurely.

"Probably not. I've been telling you to be meticulous in your observation for the past few days, and you're still a little hot. Do you remember the boy we saw, when he picked up Hao Xue from work, he drove, and Hao Xue was sitting behind the driver in the back of the car, which shows that the two are not so close. When parking, it was only after the boy got out of the car first to help Hao Xue open the car door that Hao Xue stepped out of the car. The hotel I chose was one of the best hotels in Q City, but the car driven by the boy was just a Toyota family car, that is, the general well-off stall, if it was a girlfriend who had already caught up, there was no need to go to that flashy hotel to save face. Moreover, when entering and exiting the hotel, the boy opened the door first and stood aside, letting Hao Xue go first, and during the meal, the boy helped Hao Xue pull out the chair she was sitting on, and after Hao Xue sat down, the boy sat in his place, when have you ever seen such politeness between men and women who are already lovers? Obviously, it was the boy who intended to chase Hao Xue, so he was looking for opportunities to show his gentlemanly demeanor all the time, trying to win Hao Xue's favor. Hao Xue is so beautiful, it is really normal to have a few suitors, no need to make a fuss, and similarly, looking at Hao Xue's attitude, I also know that such a boy is not afraid of our client. Du Mijin replied nonchalantly without raising his head while brushing the circle of friends.

"Sister Du, you are too demanding of me, if it is only a few days, I can observe things as clearly as you, and I can analyze everything, then how smart I am, I haven't become a human spirit!" Baoxin replied casually, and after thinking about it, what Du Mijin said seemed to be quite reasonable, so he nodded and started to ask questions on a new topic: "However, Sister Du, you said that all our inferences are based on the follow-up investigation of Hao Xue in the past few days, what if Hao Xue really has a boyfriend who happens to be not around these days?" ”

"No way. Although I admit that if Hao Xue really has a boyfriend, she may not see each other every day, and it is normal for us not to see it. But if you think about it from another angle, a large part of the reason why Hao Xue lived away from her hometown and didn't go home in Q City so far away was because she still resented her parents for interfering in her relationship with Meng Liang at the beginning. If Hao Xue really already has a boyfriend, it means that he and she have completely let go of everything that has passed away, so why should she be too obsessed with what happened to Meng Liang at the beginning? After all, blood is thicker than water, and family affection exists in everyone's heart, if Hao Xue doesn't care about the past, she will definitely take the initiative to contact her parents, I don't believe that for so long, she doesn't miss home at all, this is not scientific. According to the information we obtained, Hao Xue has hardly had contact with her family in the past two years, which shows that in Hao Xue's heart, the past is not so easy to pass. This matter is not as complicated as you think, Hao Xue probably doesn't have a boyfriend yet. (To be continued.) )