CHAPTER XXXVI
Shangguan Hui was silent, looking at Chen Haonan, wanting to talk and resting, wanting to leave and stay. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Coincidentally, a thunderbolt suddenly hit at this time, she was startled, screamed softly, opened a pair of autumn eyes, and her delicate body trembled and staggered. Bai Zhi wanted to help her, but she fell to the other side. He hurried up to hold on. She gasped slightly, and remembered whether men and women were kissed or not, and they had not yet officially made a marriage, so she hurriedly wanted to break away, but her hands and feet were weak, and only two blush broke out on her cheeks, and she was coquettish.
Jiang Li wanted to laugh: What a stupid Bai Zhi, you want to help Miss first? Where to think of it! It's rare to be funny with this thunder, Miss's beauty is frightened and weak, it was made for him, but what kind of fun is the props on the side? The horse's fart slapped on the horse's feet, and he didn't look at it at all, and almost ruined the show...... But she couldn't laugh.
Chen Haonan glanced at it, and the girl's face turned pale, and her eyes were straight. Something scary.
The boss's raindrops crackled and fell. Aunt Wang urged several times, Shangguan Hui finally glanced at him, (how could Qiu Bo turn when she was leaving), and finally asked Bai Zhi to help her go back first, and Aunt Wang also followed, leaving Jiang Li to pack up the piano. Chen Haonan looked at the gloomy sky crampedly, wondering if he should also leave, or wait for this rainstorm to fall before leaving? But I always felt like there was some cold and soft monster curled up next to my face, and there was such a trance ridicule. He didn't dare to look up at the smiling man, but he couldn't help but want to teach this Jiang Li a lesson: What the hell is going on with you? When I finally made up my mind, I turned my head, but I only saw a pair of faint eyebrows and faint eyelashes.
The rain fell a few times and then stopped, the air was very stuffy and quiet, and suddenly there was a thunderclap, which was terrifying, and his ears were a little numb. But I heard a muffled scream, like the sound of my heart being pierced by a sword, followed by a "bang". Looking down, Jiang Li had already fallen to the ground with the piano.
"Jiang Li, Jiang Li, what's wrong with you, Jiang Li? Scared by thunder? Why is your face so terrible - why don't you speak, Jiang Li? β
Scared by thunder? Jiang Li actually wanted to laugh because of this sentence. What does he know? How could she be scared by Ray? Even if she looks terrible, it is not because she is afraid. She remembered how her mother ran away with her, how thunderstorms blackened the sky. Remember, a flash of lightning illuminated his pale face...... But she couldn't be without fear of thunder. Jiang Li is a kind of weed that grows by the river, how can Jiang Li be afraid of thunder? β¦β¦ So why bother asking why it hurts when you have a file on your knee, why you can't speak when you choke in your throat? Who's asking if she's afraid? How could she be afraid? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid
"I'm not afraid." Jiang Lidao.
"Why not be afraid." Chen Haonan asked.
She suddenly raised her head and looked directly into his eyes, and said word by word: "Because, I'm afraid that I also need qualifications." β
I'm afraid that qualifications are also needed. He stared at her blankly. He had just broken into the rivers and lakes, and he was just a child, and it was too late to fight hard, so what qualifications did he have to be delicate, butβbut why did she say it? Some people are born with flowers in the palm of their hands, such as cousins; Some people are born weeds, and they have to live rougher to be safe, and if they think too much, they won't collapse?
Jiang Li didn't know why he was in a daze, and he was silent for a while, and he also reflected on whether he was scared of him.
Finally, he spoke: "Okay, okay, Jiang Li, don't be afraid of Jiang Li, I will take care of you in the future." β
Jiang Li's words are not uncommon. Take care? It sounds good, but giving compassion will give him confidence, right? Will make him feel like a savior? "I don't care for you?" She sneered.
"No one took care of you before, right?" He smiled tolerantly and pitifully.
"Naturally." She gritted her teeth.
"Who?"
"Myself."
She was very fierce at this time - but strangely, as if she were very small, smaller than a small animal. So he did something very strange.
He took her in his arms.
A woman who must learn to take care of herself is actually a child who needs to be cared for the most, he thought, even if she has the fierce eyes of a little beast.
His arms were warm. Jiang Li began to scold himself: You despicable woman, you want his warmth as soon as you see him, right? That's why I'm getting more and more uneasy, mean, mean, and shameless, butβbutβyet, another small voice in my heart comes up: I want to warm myself, what's wrong with that?
"You like Miss, don't you?" She finally came back to her senses and asked in a low voice.
He thought for a moment and shook his head: "I don't know." He said, "I think I like it, who wouldn't like your young lady's character?" β
"But if you like Miss, what can you do to take care of me?" Her shoulders slowly stiffened.
"Jiang Li, you are too greedy." He sighed with a smile.
"Yes, Jiang Li is too greedy." She was shocked, "Jiang is too far away." β
She's leaving him. She wrapped her wounds in a cold shell, and she was going to leave him. It suddenly dawned on him that it was impossible to let her go, as if he could leave a wounded little beast from him, as if he could leave his own life from him.
"Jiang Li, you listen to me Jiang Li. I like Sister Hui and I can give her all my stuff. But you...... I'm afraid of you. I'm afraid of your eyes...... I have to give myself to you to warm you a little warmer. β
"Warm?"
"You're too cold. Jiang Li, you are as cold as a handful of ashes. β
"Cold?" She smiled slightly: "It's a very difficult disease to treat, did you know?" -- It may take all the heat in a person's heart to heal. β
"It doesn't matter."
"Doesn't matter?"
"Making you happy is more important than my heart - do you think I like you? Well, strange, you're not a beauty, and I don't know if the word 'like' is enough to describe how I feel about you? β
She felt that his confession was very sour! It made people cramp in their hands and feet, but---she thought in a daze: Alas! He understands my eyes. For twelve years, he was the only one who really showed that he cared about her, or-
"You love me." She said
"Love?" He was shocked, "It shouldn't beβwhat about you?" Cute me? ββAre you still cold? β
Jiang Li trembled, and she lowered her eyes: "No, I don't love you." He was right, she was a handful of ashes, and she still felt cold in his arms, because she would not burn. Because she won't love people.
"Why?" Chen Haonan's self-esteem has been damaged. He insisted.
That's a funny question. Why doesn't bamboo bloom? Why can't Jiang Li love people? Bamboo is dying when it blooms, what about people? β¦β¦ Jiang Li is more afraid of death than of cold. οΌ
She hid in her shell again, and put on a relaxed and natural half-truth smile: "Someone has put a blood curse on me, I can't love someone, can you believe it?" β
"What kind of blood feud? To cast such a curse? β
Enmity? This time Jiang Li really wanted to laugh: Mom, you love me, so you don't allow me to get entangled in the tragedy of women, you use your life to ask me to promise to always be calm, but--But my daughter wants to know: How blind does it take to love someone, so that you can make the blessing like the curse of the enemy--how eager to love someone, before you can deliver it with your life?
There was already a tsunami in his heart, but Jiang Li did not answer Chen Haonan, only smiled in a trance: "You let go of me." β
He was stunned.
"Please let me go." She whispered, "Otherwise, I won't have the strength to stand up." β
He realized that they were still sitting on the ground, so he let go of his arms. It was already raining heavily outside the pavilion, and the cold air soaked like water, so she shivered, slowly stood up, hugged the qin, and walked out with her head down.
"Wait a minute, your knee is broken! -- It's raining too much outside. β
Yes, no wonder the sizzling throbbing pain in the knee. Jiang Li wanted to laugh again. It's all because she's overdistanced, she's restless, and she deserves not to be safe.
Xi'er came to send an umbrella to Chen Haonan. He is Chen Haonan's little servant, and it is within his duty to send an umbrella to the young master. Chen Haonan gave the umbrella to Jiang Li. She didn't excuse herself, she didn't speak, she just lowered her head and looked out.
The sky was dark, the rain was very tight, and the thunder was still faintly rolling in the sky, she didn't say a word, lowered her head and hurriedly left him.
"Are you afraid of me?" He looked at her back and asked.
Fear? Her heart was beating, her blood was running in her veins. "Oh Mom," she said to herself, "you're worried about me, and you want to ask that question too?" Mom, I'm not afraid of him, I don't love him. β
At that time, there was actually another person who sent an umbrella to Zhuxuan: Bai Zhi.
Bai Zhi did not enter the pillow bamboo Xuan. She stood for a moment and went back.
Jiang Li's sullen low eyebrows on weekdays turned out to be a sullen little hoof, and his heart and eyes were all in his stomach, and Miss Bai hurt her so much. Bai Zhi was indignant.
Shangguan Hui's face was a little blue and white, and after a while, she sneered and said, "I don't see that she can't ...... Good girl, worthy of my envoy. β
Aunt Wang, who was in charge, was also very upset for the young lady, and said indignantly: "This prodigal hoof with pus on her head, it is better to tie her up and send her down in front of the old lady...... Serious hooking up to invite my uncle to come, which discipline has this become? β
Shangguan Hui shook her hand: "Make a fuss, everyone needs to look bad - don't let me pass this garden gate out of this matter." β
The thunder in the sky exploded one after another, and the young lady's face was blue and white, and Bai Zhi wanted to say something, but the door "banged" open.
At the door is Jiang Li, as if a bunch of plants blown in by the wind, wet and messy, holding an umbrella that has been blown by the wind in one hand, and holding the wet piano in the other, unable to pick it, bending down and pressing it with his knees, his knees are black and mushy, and there is a blood mark......
Bai Zhi glared at her, and suddenly screamed: "What happened to Miss's piano ......?!" β
Damn, damn it, damn it. Jiang Li was also scared. She broke the tail of the young lady's piano. In the Xuan, she missed and broke the young lady's piano...... But why did they all stare at her like that? Why are their faces blue-white? The qin in his arms was like a dead baby, slippery and stiff, and Jiang Li wanted to put it down. Shangguan Hui glanced at Jiang Li, and Jiang Li couldn't help but let go. Then the piano slid down. Jiang Li stared at it, and it slid down and fell right under my nose. The black and heavy rain poured down, and the splashed droplets shone like iron beads bouncing up in black ink. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (qidian.com) to vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support, is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please read it on m.qidian.com. )