I'm dead, completely dead, not even the scum left, not even the remnant soul, not even the chance to be reincarnated into grass. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

At this moment, I have no joy or sorrow, no thoughts, just stay quietly, as if I am in the mother's body, is this what it feels like to die? It's nice that there is no sadness, no tears.

However, it was so quiet that I might as well get some sleep.

I said this to myself.

On the other hand, I actually fell asleep, this sleep, I don't know how long I slept, it seemed like centuries had passed, and it seemed like a second had just passed, because there was no reference, I didn't even know the minimum time, but what was it, I was already dead. And why care about everything that mortals care about?

That's it, I woke up and fell asleep, I don't know how long it was, anyway, I'm a little tired of this feeling, there is nothing around, only wireless emptiness and chaos, no light, no darkness, no life, no death, this feeling, I'm really tired of this feeling.

Otherwise, I just committed suicide, I really don't want this feeling of death, I want to completely return to chaos and completely disappear into this world.

I want to kill myself!

For a moment, this thought took over all my thoughts, and the rest of the time, all my time was thinking about this question, how to kill myself, drink medicine? Jump? Cut your wrists? No kidding, I don't even know where my body is now, I don't even know what I am, how can I kill myself?!

Tragedy, at this moment, I feel unprecedented failure, when I was still a person, I always felt that I was a unique existence, there is no second self in the world, I have always been self-righteous that the eldest of the sky, the second of the earth, and my third, but at this moment, I began to examine my short life.

However, I struggled to think of a single thing to be proud of.

I've always been a loser, I've always been living in a mess, even if I become a bell breaker, I still passively accept it, so I naturally became a person who deals with ghosts, but, even so, I have never practiced well, although I have always said that I love Wang Jiani, but, in addition to talking about it, what have I done to prove that I love her?

No, I know that if I want to marry Wang Jiani, I must first break the curse, but all along, I still kill the ghost by my temperament, lazy and troublesome, and live in a broken jar, always thinking that one day, God will have mercy on us and be moved by our love, but I didn't do anything to move God, even if God wanted to move, he had no excuse.

"In this life, I have indeed lived enough failures, if I can live again, how should I live? Live every day as if it were your last? ”

I asked myself silently, but, the next second, I laughed silently, because I knew that this was absolutely impossible, if I could live again, I would immediately forget this idea and live every day as if it were the last, I am not so great, let alone a great man, I can't do it.

If I don't know how to live, who should I live for? For Wang Jiani?

This is definitely one of the best goals!

However, in the next second, I overturned this idea again, because people are selfish, love is selfish, for Wang Jiani, but also to get her, the purpose of getting her is nothing more than to be able to have her forever, the purpose of all this, the ultimate beneficiary, is still me.

I'm a selfish person!

All of a sudden, I realized that what was once my own persistence has now become a joke, and even myself has become a complete joke.

I'm confused, I'm selfish, I'm self-proclaiming, I like to be in the limelight, I'm hypocritical, as if in an instant, I'm a complete asshole.

Cowardly, ignorant, self-righteous, as if, all the shortcomings are talking about me.

Well, I'm a selfish person, but my selfishness has made me fail and become something like this.

Forget it, I'll be a selfish person, thinking that I don't know how to become unselfish, if I can live again, I'll be completely selfish, selfishly loving my own woman, selfishly trying to break the curse, selfishly dominating Wang Jiani, not letting any man get involved.

I still want to be selfish to earn money, earn a lot of money, I want to be selfish and successful, selfish to be able to give Wang Jiani happiness, and selfish to make her never leave me.

In an instant, my consciousness was unprecedentedly clear, as if my soul was sublimated at this moment, in a trance, I faintly heard a soft sound, and suddenly, the endless chaos around me seemed to be split by a sharp axe, and with a bang, the boundless chaos disappeared completely, replaced by a piece of light.

When I felt the surrounding environment again, I only saw Lin Xiping flying back far away again, and a blue light flashed on her body, it turned out that time had only passed for a moment.

With a chuckle, I feel that if it were me, I would never have dealt with Xiao Qiang like this, obviously, Xiao Qiang just wanted to provoke Lin Xiping and make her lose her cool.

At the moment when this thought appeared, I intuitively felt that my head was itching uncomfortably, just like the feeling when the wound was healed, itchy, I wanted to scratch it, but I didn't have hands, how could I scratch it?

However, as if the heavens were trying to play a joke on me, before my thoughts were over, I felt that I was itching all over my body, how to say, it was as if my body was crawling with ants, and all the ants were biting my flesh, and they were all biting a little bit, not killing me, just to torture me.

This feeling came and went very slowly, as if centuries had passed, and finally, when I was holding back the itching and noticing my soul again, I suddenly found that my head had grown!

That's right, my soul is slowly appearing, then my neck, then my body has arms, when I lowered my head and looked at the legs that slowly appeared, I only felt the sourness in my eyes, I felt an urge to cry, and then I felt the liquid flowing out of my eyes, I am a ghost, ghosts have no tears, but at this moment, I shed tears.

Finally, after a second, when the itch on my body was completely gone, my soul was completely restored. Even, the originally fragile soul turned into a colorful color, and as for the colorful ghost qi that was still devouring my soul just now, it was directly absorbed by me at this moment.

Broken and then standing, colorful ghost body, by mistake, I actually practiced into a colorful ghost body, of course, this is not my biggest gain, the biggest gain, is that I know my heart, I am a selfish person.

However, now is not the time to talk about this, after all, there is a person on the scene who looks like he is underdrawn.

While thinking, I turned my head and looked at the smug Xiao Qiang with a dark smile. (To be continued.) )