"Fei'er, don't leave me. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info "The emperor is a very big man, leaning on Tang Fei's shoulder like a little baby, and his tone is also low and tired that he has never been before.

"How could I leave you? Tang Fei would never leave Duan Zhongkang. Tang Fei whispered in the emperor's ear while gently stroking the emperor's back.

Tang Fei drank too little, and after tossing for such a long time, his brain had begun to slowly clear up, and the uncomfortable feeling of dizziness gradually subsided.

"Phil, you know what? When I was a child, my mother was always unhappy, and even when she saw me, she was always cold and unsmiling. ”

The emperor was silent for a long time, and suddenly began to recall the past.

Regarding the noble queen mother who is often mentioned in the mouth of Aunt Qiuwen, Tang Fei has always had a lot of questions in his heart.

But Tang Fei never thought of exploring.

Whether you are in the palace or not, it is not a good thing to know too much, especially if you seal the palace secrets in this way.

But at this time, the emperor wanted to say it to Tang Fei, and Tang Fei dared to listen.

It's really hard to carry a secret, and since the emperor is willing to share it, Tang Fei is also willing to share it.

Tang Fei didn't know why she had become so irrational, it seemed that what she had done all day today was a little strange, no longer as 'wise to protect herself' as before, or 'to choose the best', but inexplicably, she just wanted to do this.

It seems that for the sake of the emperor, he is unconsciously so brave and fearless.

It was the first time that the emperor had opened his heart to show others.

But he also knew what he was doing, and he thought that this might be an opportunity, an opportunity to really merge with Fei'er.

He wanted to give himself a chance.

Probably there will never be such an opportunity again, there will be no such drunkenness, and there will be no such night.

Speaking of his mother, the emperor was stunned for a moment.

It hadn't been a thought of her for so long.

Compared with most people, the emperor's childhood was actually not good.

Because of his special status, he has had to carry more since he was a child.

If you are a prince, you need to have the appearance of a prince, you need to be worthy of this title, and you need to be able to hold this position under the competition of many brothers.

These things forced the emperor to mature.

For many people, the mother is the child's umbrella and a haven for the child's frustration, but for the emperor, the mother has been a cold and sad woman since she was a child.

Previously, the emperor thought that the queen mother's daily sorrow was his father's greed for flowers, lust and absurdity, and he also had a lot of resentment towards the former emperor because of this.

Then he was worried that the queen mother was sad and disappointed that she was not good enough, and for a long time, the emperor worked extremely hard, just hoping that he could use his hard work to make the queen mother smile a little more.

Later, the emperor grew up and had his own power.

At this time, he realized that the sorrow of the queen mother had nothing to do with himself or his father, and it was something that he could not change no matter how hard he tried, because she had other loves in her heart.

Ah, yes, the Queen Mother doesn't love the first emperor, she was already in love with King Longqing before she entered the palace.

It's a sad and helpless story.

We can change many things through our efforts, but we can never change what a person loves in their hearts. Love is never about how much you give in return, and love is never 'heaven rewards hard work'.

The emperor didn't understand what love was, what a terrible thing it was, enough to make a noble woman lose her smile.

He didn't understand what a terrible thing it was, making his originally wise and kind father a dog.

Because he didn't understand, he resisted, he refused.

Until he met Tang Fei.

The emperor leaned on Tang Fei's arms and closed his eyes to tell about this past that had been closed in his heart for a long time.

In fact, the emperor will not think about these things for a long time.

When he was young, the emperor always felt that these things were big enough to cover the sky and serious enough to affect his life.

But as she grew older, these things that used to seem so serious became less important.

When the emperor used his ability to kill Queen Longqing, the emperor would never think of these unhappy pasts again.

He thought it was because he was mature and strong, so he was invulnerable.

But it wasn't until today that the emperor understood that it was only because he had never met a person who was willing to make him weak.

Originally, I wasn't wronged, but because of you, I suddenly became aggrieved again.

The emperor thought that he should be a little sad, but more of a relieved and down-to-earth.

Listening to the emperor's narration, Tang Fei also had some indescribable feelings.

It turns out that this is the case, and there is such a love and hatred.

The story itself is cliché and even cheesy, but when it comes to life, everything becomes unfunny and even extra heavy.

As Aunt Qiuwen said, the Queen Mother was a noble and virtuous beauty when she was young.

As the so-called 'My Fair Lady, Good Gentleman', only a glimpse of the palace banquet, the beautiful and generous Queen Mother made the young Emperor of Mu Ai fall in love at first sight.

It's a pity that love at first sight in this world is always easy to become a grudge.

The queen mother's flower and moon appearance, elegant and noble between actions, looks gentle and graceful, but her temperament is enthusiastic and flamboyant.

Compared with other gentle and virtuous aristocratic women, the Queen Mother's interests and hobbies are really unusual.

The Queen Mother loved to ride horses.

Under the gentle appearance, there is an eagle's heart, and such a woman naturally will not like the emperor like a weak scholar.

The Queen Mother and the martial King Longqing are in love.

What kind of love-hate entanglement and mistakes happened in the middle Tang Fei didn't know, in short, at the end of the story, the queen mother still married the emperor, and she lost her smile.

I heard the emperor say that the first emperor was not so ridiculous at the beginning, after all, he was the heir chosen by the wise Emperor Wuchang, how could he be a faint monarch.

It's just that the emperor lost to love, or in the words of the emperor, he lost to his own selfish desires.

When he discovered the true heart of the Queen Mother, he chose the most wrong path.

tortured the Queen Mother, but also tortured herself.

The emperor didn't know why he suddenly remembered this past when he was most vulnerable, or if he had one or another worry in his heart.

"Fei'er, I will never be as stupid as my father, I will never be like my father... Never like my father..."

may be because he poured out the secrets in his heart, and the emperor was a little relaxed.

It seems that he has exhausted the strength of his whole body, and the wine is attacking his heart, and the emperor is a little drowsy.

"How can you be like your father?"

Tang Fei thought silently in his heart: "The emperor is talented, but he is weak in the end, and the emperor has great ambitions and a strong personality, even the storm will not let the emperor be transferred." ”

Gently helped the emperor cover the quilt, and carefully folded the quilt feet.

Looking at the emperor's calm sleeping face, Tang Fei suddenly felt that his heart was full of tenderness.

In the past, the emperor was always like a big tree, and Tang Fei was just a small bird on the branches.

But today, for the first time, Fang experienced a trace of 'kapok-like love', which is the so-called mutual support.