Chapter 128: Ambiguous Phone Call
Liang Youhuan said with a smile on the face of the Spring Breeze Buddha, just an acquaintance, whether this smile comes from the heart or does not reach the bottom of the eye, Du Mijin can still tell the difference. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info is so loaded with a gun and a stick, but he still has to whitewash the peace, and he is really tired of talking about this love. It's like a small wound on the skin, it doesn't bleed and it's not life-threatening, but it's just there, and the slightest pain reminds you from time to time that it's not intact, it's injured after all. Du Mijin doesn't know how many people will understand, the kind of love for someone very much, but you have to show your joys, sorrows and sorrows from time to time, the feeling that his hand passes between his fingers, but you can only touch it but not shake it. She suddenly felt very tired, so she smiled a little and asked softly: "Honey, if I wasn't Du Mijin, if I wasn't the perfect Du Majin in your eyes, would you still like me?" ”
What does Du Mijin mean by this, do you really like me as a person, or do you only come to me because I am the Du Majin of Puritanism, the person who is involved in all your plans? However, hearing these words changed in Liang Youhuan's ears, he did not answer directly, but looked straight into Du Mijin's eyes, as if they had met on the first day. Du Mijin met Liang Youhuan's gaze, did not dodge or dodge, and looked back calmly and stubbornly. In the morning, she saw the color of happiness in these eyes, and all misunderstandings would be eliminated without explanation. But now with the same pair of eyes, she can only see herself dimming little by little, and the gap in the middle makes Du Mijin can't bear to look at it directly, she slowly lowered her head to cover up the sadness that swelled up in her instant. But I heard Liang Youhuan's slightly tired rhetorical voice coming from above his head: "Then if I wasn't Liang Youhuan, would you still like me?" After speaking, without waiting for Du Mijin to answer, he turned around and returned to his seat alone, leaving only Du Mijin, who raised his head in response, looking at Liang Youhuan's back with a sad face.
For the whole afternoon, Du Mijin was in a mess, and she couldn't even calm down and think about it, which was unprecedented for Du Mijin, who had always been calm. Whether it is the mental method in the teaching, or the master's teaching, he has recited it silently in his mind many times, but it is useless, every time he thinks of Liang Youhuan's somewhat injured appearance, Du Mijin is a mess in his heart. Whether the other party's acting skills are good or he thinks too much, Du Mijin is not sure and doesn't dare to bet, he always feels that if he makes a mistake, he will never recover. This kind of swaying from side to side makes Du Maze irritable, don't want it. It's easy to get off work at the end of the day, and see that everyone has no work left, so they go around the post bar and brush Weibo, waiting to clean up and go home. Du Mijin was embarrassed to stand up, intending to walk around the corridor and calm down.
Who knew that he had just walked a few steps out of the company, when he heard a familiar voice from the direction of the stairwell and said in a low tone: "Hmm... Yes... I know... You're good... I'll look for you when I get off work..."It's Liang Youhuan. Women's intuition is sometimes very unreasonable, for example, right now, Du Mijin is particularly sure that Liang Youhuan hiding on the stairs must be a girl's phone. This cognition made Du Mijin a little confused, when he found out that Liang Youhuan was avoiding everyone on the phone, his first reaction was not to suspect that he was planning to be unfavorable to him, but to care that he was actually coaxing other girls behind his back! Is this the legendary "jealousy"? Du Mijin doesn't know, she just discovered for the first time that feelings are such a terrible thing, it can subtly change a person, Du Mijin, who has always been proud of his pattern and bearing, actually has times when he is jealous, this may be the best proof of loving someone. Du Mijin thought in his heart that he didn't mind, why bother making himself so vulgar, but his footsteps moved softly towards the stairwell little by little uncontrollably, and he didn't stand completely until he was close enough to be separated from Liang Youhuan by only one layer of security door, so Liang Youhuan's voice listened more carefully.
"You don't have to come to me, I'll look for you after work. If you don't want to stay at home and feel bored, find what you want to eat for dinner, and book a restaurant to wait for me... Well... Yes... I don't work overtime today, don't worry... No, there is no colleague who does not like you to meet me... The main thing is that it's too far away, I'm afraid you'll toss back and forth... No no... Not what you think... You're not in good health, don't think too much... Yes... Good... Let's not talk about it for now, I'll talk about it when I get off work..."When Du Mijin heard this, he was afraid of embarrassing Liang Youhuan and each other, so he hurriedly returned to the office quietly. After a while, Liang Youhuan came back like no one. Du Mijin peeked at Liang Youhuan's expression, and saw that he didn't have any unnaturalness, it was really good, this "life is like a play, it all depends on acting skills", which made Du Mijin want to give him a thumbs up silently.
The matter of the killer here has not yet been finalized, and an ambiguous call popped up, can it be more unreliable? If the so-called mutual affection is so fraught and vulnerable, it is really not as good as the previous days of being alone, at least the heart is free and happy, and why bother now if you want to seriously analyze a thing, it is inevitable to look forward and backwards, and many entanglements? The more Du Mijin thought about it, the more angry she became, and her heart trembled when the powerful anger had oppressed, but she was still silent on the surface. God knows how reluctant Du Mijin is to admit that this disguise actually comes from fear, fear of Liang Youhuan's departure. It turns out that when you really fall in love with someone, his small actions can be devastating for you, but even so, you can still grit your teeth and despise the harm that the other party has done you. I can always convince myself over and over again in my heart that I will take a step back and give him another chance, for fear that under the impulse of IGE, I will destroy the possibility of a better ending with my own hands. Du Mijin is not a person who can't afford to let go, but the scene in the life and death battle brought her too much impact, and every moment she wanted to give up Liang Youhuan, those past events would flood her in front of her, reminding her that what was more painful than forbearance was the regret brought by irrationality. Loving someone is not so casual, you must restrain your primitive impulses, whether it is anger or discouragement, only by restraining all extreme emotions, it is possible to see the truth closer to each other's hearts.
Thinking so, Du Mijin slowly calmed down, and she seriously thought about everything she had just heard. The other party lives in Liang Youhuan's house, which shows that the relationship is very close. Liang Youhuan refused her to come to the company, most likely because he didn't want to know that there was such a person. If he empathizes, why hide it? A happy showdown with himself is the most straightforward way, Liang Youhuan is not stupid, he should know that procrastination is not a long-term solution, so there must be other reasons. Is it trying to paralyze yourself and use yourself with disguised love? (To be continued.) )