chapter37

I knew I shouldn't be like this, I should be sensible, after all, I'm not a little girl anymore. The pen tilted his head www.biquge.info tried to make the tears flow back, but it kept pouring out, and no matter how he could, he couldn't stop it, and it quickly blurred my eyes. I had to wipe it with my hands, but the more I wiped, the more I wiped, and eventually my sleeves got soaked. I think it's a little funny, when did I become such a crying person?

The wind behind me shook slightly, and in a daze, I felt a pair of hands encircling me from behind, and I was slightly startled, and my body became stiff. The breath of the man behind him was so familiar that I could barely tell the difference between him and the air.

He hugged me very shallowly, just quietly, his chest was not wide against my back, his pointed chin was gently pressed against my shoulder, I couldn't feel his heartbeat. His hands were cold, his chest was cold, and the hands around my chest were pale and bloodless. My heart skipped a beat, and tears poured out uncontrollably.

"Hill......" I asked, calling his name and incredulously, "is that you?" ”

"Hmm." He replied in a low voice, his slender fingers slowly brushing my hair, my forehead, and the corners of my moist eyes. His fingertips rubbed back and forth over my eyes, wiping away tears for me.

I grabbed his hand and tried to turn my head but he held him down: "Don't move...... he said, "Don't move, just let me hold for a while." His voice was low, revealing a faint sadness that broke my heart. His long black hair slid down my shoulders and permeated my chest like a wisp of smoke in the darkness.

I didn't move again, but listened to him.

Then I felt his lips on my neck, the temperature was frighteningly cold, and gradually his tears soaked my neck.

I held his hand tightly and asked him, "How are you doing?" Hill. ”

He hugged me a little tighter and said, "Okay." ”

I sniffed hard, choked up, and said, "Did you miss me?" ”

He said, "Yes." ”

Then we all cried.

I let him hold me quietly, time seemed to stand still, the world seemed to be only the two of us, how I wanted to be quiet like this, let my life pass like this.

The waters of the Jordan River flowed slowly before my eyes, and in the deep blue waves I saw the reflection of Silvid, his black six wings hanging behind him, his eyes were bright blood red, like precious agate stones, and the blue-purple veins faintly leaked from under his pale skin. I covered my mouth and tried to make my cry as loud as possible, and the tears dripped down my fingers.

"Sakya......" Silvid's voice trembled a little, "I thought I would never see you again." I'm so happy to see you again......"

I couldn't speak, so I had to nod my head vigorously. Hill, I'm happy too, really happy.

"When I was in the abyss, I thought about you all the time, very, very much. I tell myself every day to keep going, to keep going. Because you're going to wait for me, aren't you? In that case, I'm going to hold on anyway so that I can see you again. ”

I nodded vigorously: "I know, I know ......"

"I've had a wish for a long time to see the stars with you." His voice became a little muffled: "Look...... How beautiful the stars are today, I haven't seen such a beautiful starry sky in many years. Can you take a look with me? ”

I nodded, snuggled back against him, he sat on the ground and let me lean against him, the stars in the sky were like countless pairs of bright eyes, watching us depend on each other. In all these years, there has not been a moment so calm and reassuring as it is now, I put my head in the shoulder socket of Sylved, my eyelids slowly drooping, and soon I fell asleep.

When I woke up, I was sleeping on a big rock by the river, and the wind became very small, and the sunlight was shining directly into my pupils, and I couldn't open my eyes. I reached out to my side, but I didn't touch anything, and I smiled faintly with a little melancholy in my heart. Rubbing his sore temples, he thought to himself, it was really a dream.

It took me a while for my eyes to adjust to my surroundings, and I put my palms on my forehead and smiled self-deprecatingly, thinking that the thought of hallucinations was really humiliating. But how can I feel the joy he brings to me if I don't? In the dream, I was really happy, very happy, and what if that dream never woke up?

yes, how could Sylved break through Orea's ban? He's not going to be that scary, no, not will.

Alas...... I sighed, then forced a smile from the corners of my mouth and sat up against the rock. Shake your hair, shake your feathers, and then a few golden feathers fall and fall silently to the ground.

Suddenly! My eyes caught a glimpse of a black shadow, and I hurriedly turned around, and a black feather appeared in front of my eyes, and it was falling in a light motion, flying, fluttering, and finally landing in my steps. I crouched down, picked up the feather, and put it in front of my eyes. The black feathers reflected a dazzling sheen in the sunlight, and for a moment, I felt dizzy.

No...... Not a dream.

So, Silved really came out.

My brows furrowed unconsciously, I was undoubtedly happy that he came out, but what if Orea found out? I don't guarantee he won't deal with Silved again.

What am I going to do? What if they fight again? Which side should I be on? Silved or Orea? Or no one to help.

I felt so tired, from body to mind, the water of the Jordan River was clear and beautiful, and I crouched down and let the water slowly flow through my fingertips. I think if I had plunged headlong into the water, maybe I wouldn't have had so many troubles, but no, no matter how hard it is, I have to endure it, because I don't want to see anyone hurt because of me. I've hurt enough people, haven't I?

Picking up a handful of river water and sticking it to his face, the fingers overflowing from the river water fell back into the river. I stood up, glanced at the riverbank, and turned to walk towards the city. The moment my face touched the warm water, I suddenly figured out a lot of things, something I had been hesitating about for years.

So, I made a decision, a decision that I should have made a long time ago.