Lin Yue carried a black and red travel bag and pushed an electric car along the road slowly, he didn't want to go home, and he didn't know what to do when he went back. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoWhat's more, it wasn't his home at all, it was just the house he shared with Li Kang.

Grunt, suddenly there was a sound in his stomach, he stopped, couldn't help but smile helplessly, he actually took care of delivering the express, he didn't eat lunch, and took out his mobile phone to see that it was three o'clock.

He glanced at the phone with a cracked line, and his heart suddenly ached, as if it had cracked all at once.

How did I mess up so badly, everyone else used Apple 7, and I still used this to charge the phone bill, even if I fell out of the crack, I was reluctant to change it. I've always wanted my job to be stable, so I'll change it, but my work is intermittent and there is always a problem.

After graduating from university, I went to Beijing and Tianjin to find a job with enthusiasm, but everything did not go well.

was first defrauded of 500 yuan by a black intermediary, and then entered an informal company, with low wages and poor personal relations, and asked him to do some errand and miscellaneous work every day, and he was in arrears of wages.

I finally found a regular company, with insurance, dormitories, and canteens, and although the salary was only more than 3,000, it was not bad. His position is an administrative assistant, and there are all kinds of messy things in the office, logistics, workshop, and dormitory, although it is quite busy, but it is still relatively fulfilling. He also decided to put his heart down and do a good job and settle here in the future.

However, his upright personality inadvertently offended some old employees, so he spoke ill of him to the leader, did not cooperate with his work, caused trouble for him, isolated and excluded him.

Over time, he felt stressed and struggling, and during a visit to the dormitory, he had a conflict with someone, started a fight, and finally had to choose to leave.

During the two years he was away, he understood that he was not very capable, his personality was not social, and the employer was subconsciously full of contempt for his fat figure, and would not give himself a better position and opportunity, or even give him a chance to work.

In the metropolis, it is not easy to live in peace, and if you want to survive, you must choose a city that is suitable for your own life, at least you must be able to earn money to support yourself. So he decided to go back to his hometown L City to work.

His parents are both from the countryside, and although they work hard at home, they are very supportive of his decision, but it doesn't matter, and they don't have any funds, and they can't help him.

The younger brother is also a farmer, married and has a daughter, and the couple runs a snack bar in the township, and they have a good life, but they can't help him. He only had to discuss work with Li Kang.

Li Kang was his classmate in high school and college, and the friendship between the two was naturally strong. Li Kang's family conditions are better, and after graduation, he went back to L City directly and worked in a construction company, starting as a clerk, and now he is a deputy director, although the income is not high, but it is relatively idle and stable.

Li Kang didn't want to live with his parents at home, he wanted to live with his girlfriend, and when he saw Lin Yue coming back, he wanted to find a house, so he shared a large two-room, he and his girlfriend lived in the master bedroom, and Lin Yue lived in a smaller second bedroom alone, and only let him pay 600 per month, and Li Kang paid for the water and electricity.

On Li Kang's recommendation, he went to an online company to apply for an editor. Don't look at Lin Yue's appearance, but she is actually quite talented. He is good at writing, loves sports, literature and history, and has unique views on things, but he just doesn't tell people easily.

After the initial test and the second test, he successfully went to this network company. This job is more suitable for Lin Yue's ability, but it does not involve too much personnel communication, showing his independent thinking and gorgeous writing, but he needs to strengthen his learning in computer design and text layout.

Overall, he is still qualified for this job, which is also the type of work he prefers, in order to integrate into it more quickly and master the online platform, he also learned various design basics and editing skills at home after work, and soon passed the three-month probationary period, and he is more looking forward to the future life.

However, the good times did not last long, because he was introverted and unsociable, he did not give gifts to the leaders in charge during the holidays, so that the leaders were very dissatisfied with him, and seized a mistake in the organization of an activity, and severely criticized him, first deducting part of his salary, and then transferred to logistics, managing some chores in the warehouse, and criticizing and educating him from time to time.

He also saw clearly the sinister nature of the workplace and the ugly faces of some people, not only would he not have a chance to get ahead here, but he might also be ruined, and after discussing with Li Kang, he submitted a letter of resignation.

In the resignation letter, he wrote the bold words of "I'd rather be a good steel than a scrap metal", so he came to this courier again.

Unexpectedly, after just two months of work, he was facing unemployment again, was he doomed to achieve nothing?

"Hey, young man, what are you eating, I've been standing for a long time, and the people behind me are waiting." A soprano sounded in Lin Yue's ears, pulling him back to reality.

"Oh, eldest sister, give me a set of small egg scones, I want an egg, no else, how much?"

"Six pieces, say it earlier, I didn't speak for a long time, I thought I was stupid." The eldest sister who sells snacks mutters that she is going to make cakes, and he puts the money in a box and moves it aside to wait.

It's cheaper to boil some porridge and eat pickled eggs, buy steamed buns, cakes and the like at night, stir-fry cabbage, tofu and the like, rarely eat fish and meat, and rarely go out to eat. Li Kang asked him not to wronged himself and eat something good, and he smiled and said that he had lost weight.

In fact, losing weight is one thing, the key is that you don't have any savings, you are reluctant to eat, and once you get fat, you have to buy new clothes, which is a lot of money.

He has always kept exercising, commuting to and from work by stairs, going to work and delivering goods is a kind of exercise, and when he rests to catch up with a good day, he will go to the square to play basketball.

He usually only buys two new clothes every year during the change of seasons, and does not go to any high-end shopping malls, just choose a few dozen yuan on Taobao, because he knows that he needs to spend a lot of money, and he doesn't earn much, so he can only save.

He still doesn't have a suitable girlfriend, on the one hand, many girls are appearance control and personality control, and they are not interested in him as a little fat man who is not outstanding in appearance, unsociable, and has connotation. On the other hand, from his clothes and work, it can be seen that he has no money and is unwilling to suffer with him.

No car, no house, no good job, no appearance and figure, no pickling skills, just sincerity and connotation, in reality, no one cares.

The fat man is really afraid of heat, especially now that he has no passion for work, with the frustration of failure, the sun above his head, like a flaming sword, destroyed him to the ground, he had to ride back to the Tianyu City community where he lived, locked the car in the corridor, opened the door, and walked into his room.

Although this fat man is a little greedy, he occasionally drinks a little wine (but not much), but he is not lazy, and the house is small, but it is clean and emotional.

A wooden bed, the blue and white checkered sheets are clean and tidy, and the quilt with purple flowers on a white background is folded into tofu blocks and placed in the corner of the bed.

At the head of the bed stands a wood-colored three-door wardrobe, and the clothes are sorted and stacked neatly. At the head of the bed was a delicately styled pine cabinet with a book of disciples' rules, which was his daily leisure reading.

At the door, there is a pair of bronze rattan chairs and tea tables, on which is placed a set of celadon tea sets, which is quite a simple artistic conception.

There is a computer desk and adjustable computer chair in the corner, and on the table are laptops, desk calendars, and document baskets, which are where he usually organizes documents and writes articles.

The most conspicuous is a pair of calligraphy works hanging on the wall, which are framed in a glass frame, 1 meter long and about 50 centimeters wide.

The word "sky" is written in cursive, elegant and smart, and swaying freely; However, the last stroke of the word "Dao" is very heavy, and it looks very dignified; Although there are many strokes of the word "pay", it is written in a compact and harmonious manner; The most wonderful thing is the vertical skimming of the word "diligence", like a knife breaking through the air, struggling to split it from top to bottom, sending out the happiness in the heart.

Frivolous, calm, forbearing, explosive, words are like life, and the realm is all out.

This painting was given by a history teacher who Lin Yue respected very much in college, and he often observed and felt that although it was not everyone's work, it was of great help to him regardless of the shape and meaning of the word.

He took out a green short-sleeved shirt and a pair of cropped pants from the closet, and went to the bathroom with a bag containing towels, shampoo, shower gel and other items.

Speaking of bathing, he was also quite embarrassed. He and Li Kang are better, brothers for many years, and they have no scruples. But with Li Kang's girlfriend Xiaoqi here, it is inevitable that there will be a lot of inconvenience.

It is a waste of time for girls to take a bath, go to the toilet, and wash, and he can only hold it back, and he can't say it yet. Now he is the first to take a shower after work, and when they all sleep and no one uses the toilet, he will wash again, and he has to walk softly and slowly, for fear of affecting others.

Wear clothes in summer, let alone wear too little, too short, although he wants to be shapeless, to be unattractive, not afraid of others to see, but after all, there are women in the family, can't be too casual. And Xiaoqi deliberately avoided him when dressing, so he became more conscious.

He is two years older than Li Kang, and in front of his younger siblings, he must look like a man and not let people find fault. Therefore, usually Li Kang doesn't call him, he just reads books, surfs the Internet, listens to music, and drinks some tea in his room, but he is also comfortable.

After taking a shower, I was indeed much more refreshed. The house is insulated from the scorching heat and from the noise. He put on headphones, listened to Li Zongsheng's "Mortal Song" and "When Love Is a Thing of the Past", and fell asleep unconsciously.

Knock knock, woken up by a knock on the door in a daze, he pulled his slippers to open the door, and the tall Li Kang stood in front of the door and said, "Brother Lin, you're back." ”

"Well, I took a shower just now, I was a little tired, and I fell asleep." He said with a smile, but he didn't talk to Li Kang about resigning from his courier job, he didn't want to trouble Li Kang, so he would look for it first.

"Brother Lin, I'll pick up Xiaoqi in a while, isn't it Friday today, my mother let us go home to eat, you can eat something good yourself, if there is anything you need to buy, I'll help you bring it back." Li Kang said.

"Well, go back, the old man misses you, he must have improved for you, don't worry about me, I'll go out for a walk in a while." Come back early and stay safe on the road. Lin Yue advised.

"Well, I'm leaving, Brother Lin, goodbye." Looking at the back of Li Kang leaving, Lin Yue's heart was sour, and she almost fell into tears.

He is only more than 20 miles away from home, and it takes 40 minutes to ride an electric car, but he can't go home often, he feels that he has no interest, and he is afraid of breaking his parents' hearts, so he will not go home until he has to go, and he has not been back for three months.

He simply scrambled an egg fried rice, took a sip, walked out of the neighborhood, and walked aimlessly down the road.

At this time, it was already dark, people and cars were shuttling, and from time to time there were young men and women laughing and children making noise, but the huge city and thousands of lights had nothing to do with him.

The feeling of dazed helplessness permeated his body, and he sat in a dimly lit corner, motionless for a long time.

I don't know when tomorrow will come, and I don't know where the future lies.