Chapter 10: A Man in the Storm
After the car drove to the city, Li Jiawen insisted on getting out of the car and leaving. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
"Thank you for helping me so much, but now that I've confirmed that I'm mentally ill, I don't want to go to a mental hospital, so I'll have to say goodbye here."
Xu Miyang was a little unhappy: "I can do more, as long as you give me a little more time, I will definitely cure you." ”
"No need, I've bothered you too much, and I know it now, as long as I don't believe in those auditory hallucinations anymore, I'll be fine."
This is the last thing Xu Miyang wants to see, and this is what she is trying to avoid happening, many patients, once they are told that they are mentally ill, will give up treatment, which is why Xu Miyang has always wanted to imply that Li Jiawen is not mentally ill.
Even if he is really mentally ill, it cannot be said that he is mentally ill, but now that Li Jiawen himself admits that he is mentally ill, Xu Miyang knows that this is her failure, if she can unconsciously correct Li Jiawen's psychology, then Li Jiawen will become a normal person.
"You actually ......," Xu Miyang wanted to say something.
"You don't have to comfort me anymore, if I don't accept the reality by now, then I must be terminally ill, while I can still distinguish between the true and the false, I think I should do something, although I can't make up for everything I did wrong, but I can make up for it, so I will work hard."
Xu Miyang looked at Li Jiawen who was gradually moving away, and knew that if nothing else, she would never see this man again.
"I've just entered the state, and I haven't screamed yet, but you're already over, it's really unpleasant." Xu Miyang whispered very dirty words.
Some people say that psychiatrists are actually mentally ill, but they are very smart and stand at a critical point, which is the same as being either a genius or a madman.
"If you want to escape from my world like this, it's impossible, I even know where your home is, I don't believe I can't catch you. Since you don't want to lie in bed and wait for me to pamper you, you can only be locked up in a psychiatric hospital with a big pot of rice, so that I can study everything you have in the name of a personal doctor. ”
Li Jiawen didn't know that he had been treated as an exclusive case by Xu Miyang, there are some crazy people in this world, in order to study something, they can live in a cave for ten years, and the idea in Xu Miyang's heart is just to let the mentally ill be admitted to a mental hospital, which seems to be normal.
After Xu Miyang returned home, she slept for a while, and then at about two o'clock in the afternoon, she drove to Li Jiawen's house, she wanted to inquire where Li Jiawen's parents were in the pig farm, and then find Li Jiawen's parents, only after asking for their consent, the mental hospital had the right to control Li Jiawen.
But when Xu Miyang drove to the door of Li Jiawen's house, she was stunned.
The little bungalow had changed its appearance, it had been blackened by the fire, and the fire should have been extinguished long ago, but from there there was still the stench of burning clothes, mixed with some inexplicable pungent smell.
At this time, in front of the small bungalow, there were policemen surveying something, and some villagers were extremely emotional and talking loudly.
Xu Miyang felt that she must be as crazy as Li Jiawen!
She turned on her phone and saw the headline in the local news, which read like this.
At half past seven o'clock in the morning this morning, a residential building in Lijia Village, Longhu Mountain, suddenly caught fire, and the owner Li Xinle and his wife He Yue died in the fire because they "returned to the house" to rescue the passbook.
Xu Miyang gritted her teeth, the fire at half past seven in the morning? They left at 7:20, and only 10 minutes after they left, something happened? Went back to the house to rescue the passbook before losing his life in the fire? Is that really the case? Or, Li Jiawen is really not an auditory hallucination, Liu Qiang and the others really came, took the money, and killed people?
In this world, is there really a tailwind? Or is it just a coincidence?
Xu Miyang took out her mobile phone to call Li Jiawen, but the prompt turned off, she was anxious, drove back to the city, she went to the park first, did not find Li Jiawen, and then she looked for it along the road, and finally, next to a garbage can, she saw Li Jiawen squatting.
He crouched next to the trash can, in a daze.
Xu Miyang rushed over, suddenly not knowing what to say.
Li Jiawen raised his head and looked at Xu Miyang in confusion, not knowing why she still came to him.
"The people close to me have already been miserable by me, so you don't have to waste time and money on me, if you continue to catch me, a psychopath who can't pay, your studio will close sooner or later."
Xu Miyang bit her lip, she didn't know how Li Jiawen would react after learning the news of her parents' murder, but she couldn't hide it from him, so she clicked on the news.
Li Jiawen took Xu Miyang's mobile phone in confusion, and then he was stunned.
He smiled and said calmly: "It's fake, I've had auditory hallucinations, I've had visual hallucinations, just now I was squatting next to the trash can, just thinking about what bizarre things would happen to me next, and then you appeared, and brought the news of my parents killed, how realistic these are, I have to believe it." ”
Xu Miyang was stunned, she didn't expect Li Jiawen to say this.
Li Jiawen stood up and walked towards the middle of the road: "Look at it, all this is fake, those cars won't hit me, even if they hit me, they will pass through me, because they are all fake, none of them are real!" ”
A BMW rushed over Li Jiawen's body, and the BMW owner scolded: "Your mother is looking for death, if you want to die, you won't pick a place where no one is around, who will you sympathize with in this death game?" ”
Xu Miyang rushed over and pulled Li Jiawen back to the side of the road.
Li Jiawen was already full of tears.
"Fake, it's all fake, you should know, right?" He looked at Xu Miyang pleadingly.
Xu Miyang wished she could nod and say, all this is indeed fake.
Li Jiawen silently opened the door of the Audi and sat in the co-pilot's seat, his face full of hollowness.
Xu Miyang drove to the village again.
Li Jiawen looked at the small bungalow that had been half burned down, and he approached step by step, each step so heavy that he had to crush the earth.
A group of villagers rushed over, they pushed Li Jiawen to the ground, and kept beating Li Jiawen.
"You brute! You unfilial son! You still have the face to come back! Your parents are dead, you killed them, you must have killed them! ”
Someone was so excited that he picked up a hoe.
"I saw that Audi has been parked near here yesterday, it turned out that you came back, it must be that you came back to ask your parents for money in order to support a woman, and your parents didn't want to give it, so you set fire to them! I'll kill you brute, you heartless! ”
The hoe slammed into Li Jiawen's head, and blood flowed all over the ground.
The police couldn't stop it.
Li Jiawen just curled up on the ground, crying and despairing.
He reached out to grab the house in front of him, which was no longer home.
Someone stepped on him, stomping his hand into the mud, and he struggled to crawl to the house, only to be picked up by the police.
"Villagers, don't be impulsive, we have learned that this fire was caused by a criminal gang, and the prisoner has been controlled, this boy is not the culprit of arson, if you fight like this, you will kill him!"
"All I want is to kill him! If he doesn't kill him, his parents won't be at ease under Jiuquan! What kind of criminal gang, he must have attracted it, he not only owes us money, but also borrowed usury outside, it must be the usury who came to kill people to get money, he is the culprit! ”
These people are all relatives of Li Jiawen, and they are uncontrollably rushing over to beat Li Jiawen again.
The police said to Xu Miyang: "You take him away first, but leave us a contact number, and remember to take him to the police station tomorrow to make a record." ”
Xu Miyang hurriedly gave the business card to the police, and then they stuffed Li Jiawen into the car.
The villagers took stones and smashed Xu Miyang's car.
The number of police officers was too small to control the scene.
Xu Miyang stepped on the accelerator, Auditt let out a piercing roar, as if to warn anyone who threatened him, and Li Jiawen was also roaring, his eyes were so white that he no longer seemed to be able to see the black eyeballs.
A thunderbolt swept through the heavens and the earth, and then rumbled, and the winter thunder exploded, and the wind raged, and the torrential rain fell without warning!
Li Jiawen roared loudly, and the Audi car trembled, and it seemed that it would fly off the track and crash into the woods on the side of the road at any time!
The village was soon left behind, and the sky and earth were dark, and the roads were lined with bottomless woods.
Another thunderbolt swept by, and in the wind and rain, on the cement road, there seemed to be a middle-aged man wrapped in a black robe.
Xu Miyang hurriedly stepped on the brakes.
After the car stopped, Li Jiawen rushed out, he stood in front of the middle-aged man in the black robe, and roared.
"Why don't you help me! Why don't you help me! ”
The middle-aged man in the black shirt looked indifferent: "I don't need to help you." ”
Li Jiawen's face was hideous: "Is it that you don't need to help me, or you have no ability to help me at all!" ”
"I have the ability, but it's not necessary, you and I are only two fates this time, and there is still one fate left, and when the three fates are together, I will help you."
Li Jiawen's eyes were blood-red, like a powerful ghost who had just crawled out of hell: "What three fates, it's all excuses, you liar, you are just like a stone, but you have to find some high-sounding excuses!" ”
"I'm not a liar, I'm not making excuses, it's just my way."
Li Jiawen laughed out loud, laughing so wildly, laughing so sadly, the heavy rain was pouring down, but it couldn't extinguish the pain and tyranny in his heart.
He punched the man in the face, and the corners of the man's mouth immediately became bloodshot.
"Aren't you an immortal, don't you have your way, why can't you even stand the fists of mortals!"
The man stood there indifferently, the corners of his mouth fluttering, as if mocking, as if waiting.
Li Jiawen swung his fist again, punching and punching the man in the face, beating him beyond recognition, but he still did not dodge or dodge.
"I know you're a fake! You simply don't exist! You're just a consciousness in my head! I'm crazy, but the world isn't crazy, I'm out of place with all this, and I've killed my dearest people! ”
"Nope! I didn't kill them! They are still alive, what I see, hear, what I encounter and what I know is all illusory, and from the moment I am about to jump off the building, my world is just a consciousness in my head! ”
Li Jiawen cried and roared, and the whole forest trembled in lightning and thunder!
"All this vain, all this ridiculous!"
Li Jiawen was full of strength, and when this punch went down, lightning and thunder swept behind him, as if the heavens and the earth were torn by his punch, and the man's face finally showed a trace of confusion, and he didn't know what he was confused about.
The man was directly smashed by the punch and flew more than ten meters away, but his body did not stop when he landed, just like an iron plow pulled by an old ox in the field, plowing fresh soil on the cement road.
Li Jiawen jumped up, sat directly on the man's body more than ten meters away, roared his fist, and continued to smash punch after punch on the man's head, just like the Huoyun evil god in kung fu, beating Stephen Chow's head with a fist the size of a casserole.
Heaven and earth are moved!
The thrashing sound grew louder and louder, gradually overshadowing the sound of the rain and the thunder!
Bang! Bang!! Bang!!!
Xu Miyang, who was in the wind and rain, suddenly spurted out a mouthful of blood.
She looked at the frantic boy through the bleak wind and cold rain, and every time he raised his arm, he seemed to become a little taller, and gradually, his body seemed to be boundless, and his fists were beating not one person, but the whole world!
And under Li Jiawen, the man in the black robe disappeared for some time.
The wind and rain gradually stopped, and all the cracks in the road disappeared, everything seemed to be fake, only the bloody fists were still pounding the ground.
Xu Miyang rushed over and hugged Li Jiawen's head, she shouted: "Li Jiawen, stop quickly, it's fake, it's all fake, don't hurt yourself anymore!" ”
Li Jiawen cried bitterly, he looked back at Xu Miyang, and found that Xu Miyang, she was also crying.
And at the corner of her mouth, the scarlet blood has long been washed away by the rain.
The demons in his heart have risen, there are many debts, true and false, who can tell the difference, Li Jiawen can't tell the difference, and even Xu Miyang at this moment can't tell the difference.