Chapter 356: Over the years, I've been scared

To be honest, from Shu Hongxuan's beginning of narration, Jiang Yingrong gradually became creepy. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

I never thought that the majestic Marquis of Guangping on the surface was actually such a person who killed his wife and begged for a general, and Mrs. Mei Shi, who was praised by the housewife of Shangjing, was also a ruthless woman with a kind face.

Even Hua Niang's innocence can be ruined by setting up a situation, how terrible is this kind of person?

The more Jiang Yingrong listened, the more chill she felt in her heart, and later, the cold entered the bone marrow, and goosebumps rose.

Now when she heard Shu Hongxuan ask her if she was afraid, she raised her head with a complicated face, looked at Shu Hongxuan, and replied in a voice: "I'm afraid." ”

Shu Hongxuan didn't speak, still quietly looking at the woman in his arms, waiting for her next step.

"How can you not be afraid, the thought of living in a home with such a person who wants his life anytime and anywhere, I feel extremely frightened, very scary, terrible.

I don't know what kind of poison plan such a person will come up with to hurt himself, I don't know when I will poison myself, I am afraid that my life will not be guaranteed, I am afraid that I don't know when I will be poisoned, this feeling of having a knife hanging on my head all the time is very terrifying.

Because I don't know when the knife will be cut down. ”

Jiang Yingrong said faintly, she stretched out her hand, followed Shu Hongxuan's outline, and gently stroked his face, with a kind of pity in her tone,

"Husband, you've had a hard time all these years, haven't you? I was afraid that I didn't know when the knife hanging above my head would cut down and cut at whom. ”

He knew it! From the first time he met her, she was not the kind of person who would only be delicate and scared when things happened.

I still remember that he became the third yuan and the first, Guangping Houfu held a banquet, and Chen Mingxin, the son of Anle Houfu, was murdered in Guangping Houfu, when Chen Mingxin was dying, he was molesting Jiang Yingrong, and later under the auspices of his teacher Zhou Daru, Jiang Yingrong was cleared of suspicion.

At that time, her tenacity and unyielding, even if she was scolded by An Lehou pointing her nose, she still straightened her back, and it was the fragile but shining back that made her enter his eyes for the first time.

He married her, not because he guessed from his sister's mouth that Jiang Yingrong was also his wife in his previous life, he married a wife, what he saw was feeling, even if he married her in his previous life, it didn't mean that he still had feelings for her in this life.

But now, he believes that there really is a three-life stone in the world, and he still marries her as a wife in this life, and she lives up to his expectations, and after knowing these things, she still stands firmly by his side, and even sees his unknown and hidden deep fear.

At this moment, Shu Hongxuan's straight spine suddenly relaxed, like a koala, and the whole person was stuck to Jiang Yingrong.

Obviously, he is tall, and Jiang Yingrong is the one who is held in his arms, at this moment, as long as he sees the two getting along, he will feel that it is Shu Hongxuan who is relying on Jiang Yingrong.

"I'm afraid... Yes, all these years, I was scared. ”

Shu Hongxuan said slowly, showing his vulnerability for the first time, not only the panic in his tone, but also a kind of confusion on his face.

I could see a dull pain in Jiang Yingrong's heart!

Shu Hongxuan, who has always been able to support her family in her heart, the Zhongshu Sheren who can make many courtiers treat each other politely, and the emperor's henchmen who can make many princes want to win over, at this moment, like a fragile child, is seeking her protection and her comfort.

Jiang Yingrong couldn't hold back any longer, and took the initiative again, imprinting a kiss on his face, two... finally came to the lips, silently conveying his support and pity.

After half a ring, the two separated, and Shu Hongxuan looked at the woman in his arms with affectionate eyes, how could he marry such a wife.

He continued to tell the fear he was hiding in his heart, these words can't be said to Hua Niang, but they can be said to Jiang Yingrong.

"I'm not afraid that I will be poisoned, what I'm afraid of is that Hua Niang is alone in the backyard, when I am walking outside, when I am in the court, I don't know when Hua Niang will be poisoned by them.

This fear haunts me all the time.

No one knows how many times I have dreamed that when I went home from the next court, when I came home, I saw a plain white, and I was told by my subordinates that the eldest lady had passed away.

I also saw the smug faces of Shu Xiuhe and Mei's, and saw Hua Niang lying there motionless, just like her mother, her face was pale, her eyes were closed forever, and her body was no warm......

Every time I wake up, I'm scared to wake up.

When I woke up, I would get up quietly, avoid everyone's eyes and ears, and stand outside Hua Niang's Baiyu Jinxuan, until Baiyu Jinxuan lit the candle and heard the girls inside whispering Hua Niang's name, I was relieved.

Every time I see the smile on Hua Niang's face, I feel that there are still people in this world who are worth paying for.

I'm so scared, I'm really afraid that something in my dream will happen one time.

I am Hua Niang's dependence, I can't show my fragility and fear in front of her, I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to do what I promised my mother, before my mother died, let me take good care of Hua Niang, I am afraid that I can't take care of her, and when I see my mother in the future, my mother will scold me. ”

Jiang Yingrong hugged the hand around Shu Hongxuan's waist, tightened it even tighter, and she said categorically: "No, you have done a good job, you are only eighteen years old after the New Year, those two people who want to kill your brothers and sisters, one is your biological father, and the other is your stepmother, you can protect Hua Niang in the back house for so many years, it is already amazing." ”

Shu Hongxuan shook his head slightly, "No, it's actually Hua Niang who is protecting herself, my grandfather's family can be so prosperous, thanks to Hua Niang, and even I can develop my own power outside with peace of mind, and get his respect in front of His Majesty, all thanks to Hua Niang." ”

Shu Hongxuan did not reincarnate his sister and told him the true face of Shu Xiuhe and Mei's family, which caused him to be wary of the two, and because of this, he embarked on the road of career three years ahead of schedule, and had more than three years to develop his own power and lay out things.

It's a secret that belongs to their two siblings.

Jiang Yingrong didn't understand the meaning of Shu Hongxuan's words, in her mind, it might be the existence of Hua Niang, which was the reason for Shu Hongxuan's progress, and after being slightly puzzled for a while, she pulled the topic back to the topic.

"Husband, since the clear paper is an internal ghost, why don't you get him away? What are you going to do to the Marquis and the eldest lady of Guangping? There are only thieves for a thousand days, and there are no thieves for a thousand days. Jiang Yingrong looked directly into Shu Hongxuan's eyes and asked her doubts.

(To be continued.) )