"Reflecting the Ten Thousand Worlds" is considered to be the end of the book when it is written, to be honest, my heart is a little empty for a while.

To be honest, the book is not very well written, and many places are not well written, the author admits this.

When beaten, you must stand upright, and you must admit your mistakes.

The completion of the book is also a bit hasty, which is true.

But no matter what, the book is finally finished, no matter how many regrets and imperfections there are, everything comes to an end here.

"Reflecting the World" was serialized in October 2018 and was written in June 2020, almost two years of writing, and these two years are also the most difficult two years I have lived.

Not long after the book opened, there was an emotional crisis, which dragged on for several months and broke up.

What followed was a long period of insomnia and depressed mood.

Many friends comforted me and advised me, but unfortunately it didn't work much.

Because of this, a friend of mine also came from Chongqing and stayed with me for more than half a year, washing and cooking for me, chatting with me, walking with me, walking with me, and bothering to find me a new girlfriend, hoping that I would come out of the shadows as soon as possible.

But the mood should be low or low, it's still very bad, a writer friend said that I was depressed, but I didn't go to the doctor, and I don't know if it was or not, but it was really hard during that time, no matter what I was, I couldn't sleep.

Lying on the bed, tossing and turning is also a messy scene, every time I stay up until my heart is pounding, as if I want to jump out of my chest, and I am so tired that I can't open my eyes before I can sleep peacefully.

My mood was also low all the time, and I didn't even have any emotional fluctuations, and I didn't even know how to live......

During that time, even I scolded my friend every day, accusing him here, accusing him there, calling and drinking, now that I think about it, I still feel very guilty, but fortunately, my friend has always been big-hearted and has never cared about this.

I finally got better, ran to Chongqing to relax, and on the way back, my grandmother, who brought me up since I was a child, passed away......

In the early morning of August 12, 2019, I was still on the train, I remember very clearly, I still couldn't sleep at that time, and then in the WeChat group, my uncle suddenly said.

Grandma has ascended to heaven!

It's hard for me to describe how I felt.

Throughout August, I spent most of my time on a break, and the familiar old readers probably know the situation, and I have also said some in the group.

Forget it, let's not talk about these negative emotional explosions.

No matter how many reasons there are, no matter how much you have experienced in real life, back to writing a book, this book can still be regarded as a mess.

I don't need your accusations, there are many places, I can't stand it myself, just the typos are a bunch of piles, and there are a lot of plot bugs......

It's really hard for you to be able to endure these shortcomings one after another, step by step.

Here, the author would like to thank a reader, Dream Death Sky, and I don't know when this reader gave me a reward of 100 starting coins every day.

Always insisted, never broken.

Sometimes I don't want to write, I'm really depressed and can't write an update, and when I see the reward of the sky of Dream Death, I feel very embarrassed, and then I grit my teeth and keep updating.

A lot of the time, I don't know how I'm going to make it.

I'm really grateful to this reader here, and I might have given up long ago without him.

Fortunately, everything is fine now.

No matter how much unwillingness there is and how many mistakes there are, "Reflecting the Worlds" is complete.

It will probably take a while for a new book to be written, and the author needs to adjust and accept some new information and some new ideas.

After going through so much, I feel that the new book will have a lot of changes, and I hope to surprise you and give you a different world.

Hello, goodbye, written on June 9, 2020.