Chapter 225: Night Talk
By evening, the sun had completely lost control of the earth and the sky, and the moon was vividly revealed, draped in a faint veil. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 infoJudging from the chronograph of this era, today is March 14, so the thin moon gradually becomes today's roundness, and there is no beautiful starry sky with a crescent moon in the night, but the ethereal moonlight emits out. This is similar to the pure moonlight, the mother-in-law in the shadow of the trees, the swaying of the branches, the palace standing, and the soldiers on duty are all clearly recognizable.
At this moment, the master of the palace is not in his own temple. To be precise, there is no Empress Changsun in the Lizheng Palace, and there is no Li Shimin.
After describing a few words about Sun Dao, Li Shimin, who arrived here just now, was kicked out by his wife before he could take a sip of tea and rest.
She wants to go to her daughter's place, this kind of thing, if she doesn't talk about it in advance and make up her mind, then it will be a greater harm to her daughter; It's better to have a long pain than a short one, so she has to talk to her daughter. Moreover, she also hopes that her husband can go to other young wives more during this time. After all, she has been away from Beijing for a long time, and she can't take everyone with her, as an older sister, she can't selfishly occupy her husband again, even if sometimes, she can't help but feel sad and jealous.
At this time, she went to her daughter's side, which can be regarded as a comfort, a kind of distraction, and of course, a kind of happiness.
Everything you do pays off!
So when Empress Changsun was in the Great Ji Palace, what she saw was that her beloved daughter was sitting there in a daze, holding her yellow shirt in her small hand, and beside her was the burden that had been packed up a long time ago, but now it was being unpacked. What made Empress Changsun even more distressed was that her daughter's weak little face looked a little pale and colorless, and naturally, in her dark eyes, her eyes were also a little sloppy.
And the mother was still watching here, but suddenly there was a pounce from the other side. Then the mother saw that the daughter was a little bewildered and lowered her head, and when she saw that the doll he had given to all her sisters had fallen to the ground, she immediately squatted down and reached out to pick it up. It's just that the girl's little hand shook in the air a few times, but she suddenly sat on the ground.
After sitting motionless for a long time, the girl's legs were already numb. And just like that, sitting like this, ignoring the coldness that kept coming into her body on the ground, all of a sudden, the girl's tears rolled down from her eyes again.
That hateful child, the face of the girl's family doesn't care at all! In this way, everything is packed up and put back one by one, and the girl is asked to act as if nothing has happened; Where do you want to put your daughter's face in this way?
Unconsciously, she was complaining about Sun Dao, her heart beat rapidly for unknown reasons, her breathing suddenly became short, and in an instant, she wiped away the water stains that overflowed from the corners of her eyes, and she walked over and picked up her daughter.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, she put her arms around her daughter's shoulders, wrapped her other hand around her back, and gently stroked her long hair and back for her crying daughter, who was almost out of breath, trying to soothe her excitement and sadness. The girl turned around and lay down in her mother's arms.
Stretching out her hand to wipe away the tears in her eyes, the girl choked aggrievedly, "A-Niang, he won't let the child go ......"
After such a sentence, the girl couldn't hold back any longer, and the tears that couldn't stop fell from her face like pearls with broken threads.
In this embrace that can make herself let go of everything, the things that have been suppressed in the girl's heart finally burst out. So in her mother's arms, she could finally cry "He can't look down on Runan, and Runan doesn't dare to hope that he can be pitied!" Runan just wants to watch silently from a distance, he doesn't want to see Runan, Runan will hide and not let him find out; I thought it would be nice to be close to him, so that it wouldn't bother him, why did he have to do this! ”
In an instant, the girl wanted to run to him. I wanted to ask him out loud why he was so gentle in the first place; I want to question him, whether he has never intended to fulfill his promises; I want to question him, even if it's just my sister, why he has to be so cruel to himself. She wanted to tell him that she didn't expect or plead with him to accept her, and she even thought that she was just willing to be her sister, giving up all her dignity, as long as she could stay by his side forever...... Even if he just treats himself as Linchuan, that's fine, as long as he can stay by his side for a lifetime.
From that Linchuan sister lived in Chongwen Palace, the girl thought about it like this. As long as he can accept it, or put forward such a suggestion, even a small hint, and then he can agree to it casually, there will be no other excessive demands.
It's like a pair of brothers and sisters quarreling with each other in the Cold War, as long as the brother has a vague hint, then he will take the initiative to admit his mistake, and then the two get back together as if nothing had happened.
I have already obtained the consent of my parents, so if I can follow him for the rest of my life without marrying, and be spoiled by him like Linchuan, I only occasionally extravagantly play a coquette, then I am willing.
However, all this is only the impossible fantasy of the girl, and the girl's sensual mind occupies all of her thoughts. Because, even if the girl's parents do support her in her pursuit of lifelong happiness, they will not agree with the girl to pursue a nameless concubine or the like, let alone the identity of an ethereal sister.
Therefore, at this time, the girl needs the company of her mother, and she needs a person to guide her mood.
The girl's mother, however, is from a rational point of view at this time.
So hearing her daughter's doubts, Empress Eldest Sun shook her head helplessly, with a bitter smile on her face, "Let's look at it from another angle, you think, that kid didn't hesitate to come and pull me in for the sake of the girl of the Zhou family, which is enough to show that he takes the girl Zhou very seriously." And he can put her in your hands and let you take care of her, isn't that a kind of trust in you? Ke'er's child is also suitable to take care of Zhou Yatou, but he didn't go to Ke'er, but came to find you."
It is true that you can think so, but from another point of view, it can be completely taken into account Li Ke's identity as an excellent prince, as well as the idea of getting rid of the girl in selfishness. And which one is the most true, no one can say, it's just a personal opinion and perspective; So regardless of whether the girl can react or not, the eldest grandson queen comforted her daughter with the most easily deviated words, under her own intentional or unintentional guidance.
"Really?" The girl asked, choked up.
Successfully guided in the direction of her thinking, the girl soothed her mood a little; To be precise, it should be regarded as a matter of fact.
"A-Niang doesn't know" The gentle mother hugged her soft and weak daughter, sitting there quietly, after time stood still, the quiet mother shook her head again, revealing a helpless and worried smile, "If you don't understand some things at all, only when we are the two of us, A-Niang can guess casually, and Runan can also think casually; If you feel that something is good for you, you can naturally take the initiative to think that way and ignore other things that are not good for you, whether it is a fluke or not. But if you understand this aspect of things, it is precisely to kill this kind of luck, and naturally we will not be allowed to be comfortable! ”
"He told A-Niang?" The girl's voice sounded a little unnatural.
And the girl, who was lying in her mother's arms, stayed there and did not move; At the sound of my mother's voice, my body gradually stiffened. The arms that wrapped around my mother tightened unconsciously, and at the same time, my hands were clenched into small fists. On the invisible face of the eldest grandson, the girl's wide, godless eyes and unnatural stiff expression all showed that she was afraid.
"No, it's another thing"
Another thing that Empress Changsun said did not continue to be revealed, as if it was brewing an atmosphere and organizing words; Since the breath in the room instantly solidified, even the candle flame burning in mid-air did not move, and the girl hiding in her mother's arms was naturally even more timid, hiding there and not daring to shake at all.
As the protagonist, Empress Eldest Sun raised her head, and spent a long time in silence and depression, before she said quietly, "Sun Dao, that child, I talked to you Aya a few days ago about you and him. Naturally, I persuaded you to give a clear order to cut off your mind, from the perspective of an adult, using the reason that your father must be responsible for the future of the younger generations. The reason is very sufficient, and it is convincing enough, Ah Niang admitted, even Ah Niang was a little moved" The soft voice sounded in the room, making the girl's body more and more stiff; Empress Changsun's hand also gently soothed the girl's long black hair, but even so, the faint voice did not stop, "There is such a thing as feelings, I can't say it, and I can't tell it." From an outsider's point of view, it seems that you are not very rational, but Sun Dao's child is too rational, because the child's mind about you not being a man and a woman seems to be very clear. But many young couples, before becoming husband and wife, have not met each other several times, and naturally do not need to talk about each other's feelings; And those couples who are very affectionate, their feelings have been accumulated after decades of ups and downs; So the relationship between you, the future, or something, A-Niang can't say."
"So think again, and follow your own opinion. It's up to you whether you want to continue to wait alone with silent care that may have no end, or whether you want to break off here in a long rather painful way than a short one. I and you Aya will respect and support your choice" Putting her forehead against her daughter's head and stroking her daughter's cheek, the mother smiled, "Don't think about me, since you have a daughter, then I and you Aya should worry about you, and it should be, this is your right as our child!" ”
Of course, there are some things before this, I still hope you can understand: how to say, feelings are not simply one thing and the other. The warmth of the support and encouragement we received from us could not dilute the grievances received from Sun Dao. The boy warned you, Aya, and threatened that if our side failed to make a decision that would satisfy him, he would use his own means to solve the problem. In other words, in a situation like today, in private or even in public, you may be even more embarrassed from him! And once this embarrassment is manifested, it will be borne by you alone, and it is not easy for me and you to oppress him with power, and he will not obey our orders in this regard."
"So you have to think about whether you want to give up or stick to it. Of course, if you choose to persevere, then you won't be able to run away during the trip to Luoyang, and the girl of the Zhou family, you Aya will arrange it properly" squeezed her eyes at her daughter, and Empress Changsun finally answered the original question......
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