chapter 53

......In the cracks of the alley, the long brown hair creeping on the reddish-brown brick wall like thousands of vines, and the dark purple pupils like the autumn water, carrying a sorrow as rich as the night. The girl in front of the pen %fun %pavilion www.biquge.info took the young man's hand and ran away, Ah Xiulei retracted her gaze and leaned against the wall weakly, full of thoughts like a dense creeper, slowly spreading to the entire wall, and gradually even the sky was full of her sorrow.

"Why haven't I been able to find you, where the hell are you......" Ah Xiulei muttered, and in the narrow sky above her head, the raindrops that suddenly came down were cold and palpitating.

"Ah...... If you haven't been able to find it...... It's annoying. She closed her eyes boredly, raised her head, and let the rain wet her forehead, slowly brushing the corners of her eyes.

Suddenly, the wind ruffled the sleeves of her robe.

"Ashulei." The Mi-haired boy who suddenly appeared next to him leaned his forehead on Ah Xiulei's shoulder: "What are you thinking?" The voice was low like a sigh, as if he was asking Asura, and as if he was asking himself.

"Who knows......" Ashurai didn't bow her head, still maintaining a posture of tilting her head: "It's really a complicated problem." ”

"You say ......" the young man's voice suddenly became confused: "Why are we so entangled?" ”

"yes." Ah Xiulei smiled: "It's really quite tangled. ”

Theseus' hand put on Ashulei's shoulder: "If only we had been together at the time, wouldn't we?" ”

"Qi—" Ah Xiulei let out a heavy tone of disdain.

Theseus raised his head unconvinced and looked at Ashulei's close face: "We were called the existence of the golden boy and the girl back then!" ”

"Theseus......" Ashuret lowered her voice, her tone full of threat.

Theseus suddenly quieted down, he lowered his head and put his head on Ah Xiulei's shoulder, his fingers tightly grasped Ah Xiulei's sleeve, and called softly: "Sister......"

Asura's hand hesitated, and finally landed on top of Theseus's head and patted it gently.

The rain suddenly became very heavy, as if it was the biggest in Theseus's life, and the young man's shoulders trembled slightly, but there were no tears in the corners of his eyes.

Yes, I've endured it for so long, maybe it's better to forget, so it's better to let go. Theseus told himself this, the figure slowly disappeared into the rainy alley of the street, Ashulei's white-gloved fingers shallowly picked up a piece of golden feathers that fell on her shoulder, and a smile suddenly appeared on the corner of her mouth: "Little guy who lost hair......"

Ah Xiulei, it's better not to tell you, although I know that you won't hurt her, but, life is already so overwhelmed, why add unnecessary troubles to your life? Having it on my own was probably the best decision.

The rain in the sky was like the cry of Tetius, which never-ending filled the vast sky.

"Ciel, if the rain doesn't stop, let's keep hiding like this." We hid on the bus platform, the howling wind and rain wailing outside the canopy.

Silved nodded, grabbing my hand a little and letting me hide in front of him, sheltering me from the elements.

Suddenly a flash of lightning flashed, my heart was startled, my hand tightly grasped the collar on my chest, my heart was stuffy as if it was about to explode, I leaned against Sylvid's body, and suddenly felt difficult to breathe.

"Momo?" Silvid called my name anxiously, "What's wrong?" ”

"I ......" I didn't know how to answer, I just felt very uncomfortable in my chest, very uncomfortable. I slammed my head against Silved's chest, as if to convey all my pain to him: "I think...... It's so sad......"

Yes, it's sad.

This sadness is like a sudden gust of cold wind, which makes me all immersed in this sad atmosphere, this feeling is very helpless and helpless, I don't know why I am sad, like a person who can't find a direction.

Silved took my head in his arms, his cold palm pressed against my forehead, a cold breath seeped into my body, I felt a little comfortable, and quietly closed my eyes. The breath of Sylvid surrounded me, making me feel at ease, at this time I felt like I was just a floating leaf, floating on the boundless water, not knowing when it would sink, although I recovered the memory of my previous life, but in the end I was just a human, a fragile human being.

I always thought that Sylved and I would be together forever, but no one knew how far away it would be. Even the eternal beings I believed in like Orea have fallen, so what else is there for me to trust and hold onto?

I think of the days when I simply sat next to the statue of Orea and talked to myself, it was probably the simplest and most beautiful day of Sakya's life, there were not so many worries, all I thought about was how to confess to Orea. I feel like even though I have that memory, I'm still not her, and more of a mere memories.

Maybe we were wrong from the beginning, Orea and Sakya are the people who should be together, after all, they are two people who are so compatible. Aurea is self-willed and doesn't know how to express herself, and so is Sakya, why did two people so simple end up in this place? I looked up at Sylved's concerned face, and suddenly I cried, a cry from the soul, for Sylved, for Orea, for Theseus, for Oztler, for Lydia, for Asheret, and for all those involved in the battle between light and darkness.

Sylvid, maybe Sakya never loved you.

Whether it's because of habit, sympathy, or self-blame, but it's never love from the heart.

Is such a Sakya really the Sakya you like? Is it really my past life?

I sobbed lowly, my heart full of distress for Sylved, is it worth it or not to be like this for someone who has actually never loved you at all?

I suddenly hated myself in my previous life, and I hated it.

Sakya, you are a bad person at all, all the tragedies are because of you, and it is not worth being happy at all to have a past life like you!

As if he knew what was on my mind, Sylvid put his chin against the top of my head, wrapped his body tightly around me, and said in a low voice, "It's okay...... It's all right......" His voice was like a requiem in the night, soothing my restless soul and guiding me to my last ray of light in such a stormy world. (To be continued)