What I didn't expect was that you actually said to me that night that you love me. www.biquge.info I am surprised, I am also uneasy, I don't understand the "love" in your mouth, whether it is dependence or true love, after all, you are only twenty-one years old. I'm also afraid that one day when someone you really love shows up, you'll regret it. And the person who ruined you is my brother who keeps saying that he wants to protect you for the rest of your life. I had mixed feelings, and I didn't really know what to do.

Perhaps, my essence is so inferior, I know that morality and ethics do not allow me to do this, but I still can't hold it. What you took advantage of, in fact, I took the opportunity to take possession of you. It doesn't matter if you really love me or not, and whether you regret it later, just to satisfy my selfishness. Desire, I want you.

Since then, I have been even more reluctant to let go of you.

Those 40 days in the UK have been especially missing you. I think of you when I walk on the road, I think of you when I sleep, and I wake up in the morning and I can't see you, and I always feel so empty. Every day I have the urge to buy a plane ticket to fly over, but I can't.

Originally, I said that I would go back in 20 days at most, but the hospital found out that my mother had a cerebral infarction, and I didn't want you to worry about it, so I didn't tell you. But I still miss you so much, and the more time passes, the stronger the feeling of missing you becomes. When Eleven called you, I wanted you to come to the UK, but you said that you had promised Yang Mingjie to go to the school to spar, and I couldn't say anything.

I'm sorry I broke my trust twice in a row.

and the time when I had dinner with Yuan Yuan, she deliberately blamed you, and it was all my fault.

Last time I was at Smile Hall, I really just talked to Wei Yuanyuan about work. I don't know that she joined Hengqi after returning to China. When I made an appointment with Mr. Li of Hengqi, I was also surprised that she appeared there. After that day, she and I never met again, and we never contacted each other again.

It's only now that I realize that I'm really a terrible person. I think I can take good care of you, but in fact, I can't do anything, and I always hurt you. Even before you moved out, I never said I love you to you.

You said that I said that to you because of Zhou Yunxing, no. However, I do mind the existence of Zhou Yunxing. I don't mind what happened and did between you, I mind that he's always around you. I don't like it, I'm uneasy.

Xiaotong, I don't want to lose you.

When I was in the hospital, I watched my mom and Egbert and little Gavin have a good time, and at that time, I felt like an outsider, so uncomfortable, so lonely.

To outsiders, I seem to be young and promising, but I know it's not like that. I'm not good at all, I don't have anything to be proud of, and I'm much worse than a lot of people. I'm self-righteous, I don't know how to express it, and I don't take the initiative to care about people.

For so long, you have always been silently with me, and I have just passively done what you want me to do. You say you want to go to the movies, you say you want to go to the buffet, you say you want to go to the oceanarium...... Then, I'll take the time to come out and go with you. But I've never taken the initiative to do anything for you.

I guess, there's no worse boyfriend than me.

However, even so, I still don't want to let go of you.

Xiaotong, give me another chance, this time, I will definitely take good care of you...... It won't make you feel uneasy anymore, it won't make you sad anymore, it won't hurt you anymore......" Li Yufei said at this point, and stopped.

Sure enough, if you really love, you don't want to let go even if it's painful, and it's even more impossible to give up the person you love to others. That's not generosity, it's not love.

Does he love her? It's not doting, it's really loving her? Su Yitong listened to Li Yufei's voice on the phone, she slowly put the phone down from her ear, her chin was against her knee, because of gravity, all the tears in her eyes flowed out at once, and instantly moistened the quilt she was holding.

When Su Yitong had cried enough, she picked up her phone again, and the phone hadn't hung up yet, but she heard the sound of a car speeding by, Li Yufei was not at home?

"Yufei, where are you now?" Su Yitong asked him.

"Outside the community." Li Yufei said.

"My side?" Su Yitong asked again.

"Hmm." Li Yufei replied. At this moment, he was standing outside the car, looking up at the building where Su Yitong lived in Fantasia City.

"You wait for me, I'll go down." Su Yitong didn't even change her clothes or shoes, she ran out of the room in pajamas, her hair was draped, and she was barefoot.

She wanted to see him.

Temptedly, right now.

On the side of the road outside Fantasia City, a white off-road vehicle was parked, which was Li Yufei's car. And he was standing outside the car, holding his mobile phone in his hand, facing the direction of the gate of the community.

"Feather Fly." Su Yitong ran over desperately and rushed into Li Yufei's arms.

"Xiaotong, I'm sorry." Li Yufei also hugged Su Yitong.

Su Yitong shook his head in Li Yufei's arms.

"Give me another chance." Li Yufei said again. “…… Xiaotong, I can't lose you, really, really can't live without you...... When I beg you, give me another chance. ”

Su Yitong shook his head and nodded again. As long as Li Yufei really loves her, she will always stand there waiting for him.

She hugged him tighter, and he hugged her tighter, using all the strength of his body, as if he wanted to melt each other into his body.

Don't want to lose, can't live without!

"Xiaotong." Li Yufei was still holding her, really feeling her existence, she was in front of him, she was in his arms.

He was waiting, waiting for her answer. He was very apprehensive in his heart, he was afraid that Su Yitong would say no.

"Good!" Su Yitong's voice was very soft, but she could clearly hear the word "good" coming out of her mouth.

Even if Li Yufei didn't come to her tonight, she was already ready to go to him. Just give up on him, she is unwilling.

"I've broken up with Zhou Yunxing." She added.

"Xiaotong, I love you." Li Yufei said.

Under the dim street lamp, Li Yufei and Su Yitong hugged each other tightly.

After a long time, Li Yufei let go of Su Yitong. He looked at his watch, it was already two o'clock in the morning, and then saw that Su Yitong was only wearing a thin set of pajamas, and there were no shoes on his feet. Autumn evenings were cold, and he took off his coat and draped it over her.