Chapter 10 Origin and Extinction
The top floor of the building was empty, without any building cover, the autumn sun cast a little heat, the breeze brushed the ends of his hair, and a man in a white shirt looked into the distance and exhaled a cloudy breath. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
After a long time, the man who was looking into the distance withdrew his gaze, took out the cigarette lighter again and lit a cigarette, and the misty smoke obscured the distant scenery and the ever-changing expression on his face.
The woman was still standing quietly behind him, but this time she didn't open her mouth to comfort the man in front of her, but looked at the tall figure swallowing clouds and mist in the sun, her eyes were soft but complicated, and then she slowly moved forward and stood side by side with the man.
Feeling the gaze cast by the autumn water on the side, the man felt a little hot, maybe impatient or evasive, when he turned his back to the man, the cloud was light and the wind was light, his body leaned back against the edge of the low railing, and the man raised his head slightly and squinted at the sky.
Facing the sun was a little dazzling, the man simply closed his eyes, quietly feeling the blazing heat of the sun and the coolness of the autumn breeze alternately intermingling, constantly shuttling and wandering on his face and body on every pore.
After a long time, Han Muxuan opened his eyes, and suddenly found that at some point, the woman had moved in front of him, and felt that the other party did not have any meaning to speak, he smiled lightly, revealing a mouthful of white teeth.
"It's been a long time, are you okay?"
"Yes, a year and a half, but we have to be so strange now?" Huang Zhenxi's eyes drooped, and she bit her petal-like lower lip lightly, and asked in a low voice.
Han Muxuan's body was certain, his eyes flickered, and he glanced at the woman unnaturally, he turned his head away and stopped looking at her.
"How's the course going, do you need me to help you change schools or tutors?" Or maybe I'll help you keep an eye on some of the leading roles, you haven't had a work for a long time......" was interrupted before he finished speaking.
"No, you don't."
The other party's smile is still in full bloom, and the voice with a mellow sense is gentle and moving, Huang Zhenxi looked at the man in front of her, took a deep breath, and her face full of charm did not see the warmth and warmth of the past, and became depressed.
"Is it your compensation or ...... Wretched? Huang Zhenxi opened his mouth, his voice was still soft and soft, but there was endless seriousness and seriousness in the middle, as if he wanted to suppress the fluctuation that came from his heart to create a sense of pretend calm.
His expression froze, Han Muxuan was silent for a moment, a complicated look flashed in his eyes, the woman in front of him had given him a long-lost warmth, she was beautiful and charming, although she had disappointed herself and created a lot of trouble for herself, but they were all small problems that did not hurt or itch, and they had long faded away with time.
However, at the same time, there is also the impulse and passion of the past that have faded.
Han Muxuan has always been mature and rational, but because he is too mature and rational, he is so entangled, he doesn't know how to face it and can't deal with it ruthlessly, so he can only continue to escape helplessly.
The wind speed slowly increased and gradually tightened, and Han Muxuan's white shirt was tightly pressed against his body by the oncoming autumn wind, outlining a strong figure, he was stunned for a long time and then sighed in vain.
"By the way, I have watched the MBC reality show "We Are Married" you starred in, it is real and interesting, it seems that you are quite satisfied with Lee Sun-hoxi."
A few steps forward, Han Muxuan said with a smile, but this sentence did not achieve the purpose of transferring, but aroused Huang Zhenxi's more violent emotions.
"Are you so calm, not jealous or angry? ......”
Huang Zhenxi raised his head and stared at his neat side face, tried his best to stabilize his trembling emotions, no longer lowered his voice, and asked urgently.
Han Muxuan smiled faintly, pretending to be relaxed and said: "So what, I have always respected everyone's choice, heh......"
After saying that, he walked forward, he was ready to leave this place, it was time to leave, and nothing would come of it if he continued to tear it off.
"What the hell am I wrong about, and why? Why...... Can't you go back to the way it was? ”
"It's not you, it's me." Han Muxuan paused and shook his head: "It's because I'm too confused and chaotic, and I don't know where to go." ”
"No, you didn't forgive me, I thought we could go back to the beginning. I've been working my acting skills, I've been studying hard, and I'm just trying to get your attention. You've been avoiding me, you don't reply to messages, you don't come to the company when you move, I can't find you and I can't ask you face-to-face, what is the reason, please tell me, I can change ......"
Yes, I deliberately took the show, and deliberately showed such intimacy in it, but it was not true, I just wanted to get your attention, I wanted you to be jealous and wanted you to be angry, but why are you so indifferent, so indifferent?
Hwang Jin-hee doesn't believe it, and he doesn't think it's just his own unilateral self-inflicted affection.
The wind whistled, and her voice was a little distorted.
The sound of the wind seemed to have a tendency to cover up the sound, but the words behind him were extremely clear, word by word drilled into Han Muxuan's ears, through his mind, and into his heart. Han Muxuan stopped again, as if he had been hit by a fixation spell.
"A lot of times, we often don't understand what love is."
"Once, I thought that love could transcend everything, but at that time I didn't understand that there is another force in the world, called fate...... Haha, fate, fate, it can only be endured and cannot be changed. ”
"Han Muxuan, why do you still deceive yourself, what are you afraid of? ...... Since you said you don't mind, why do you have to act like this? ”
What should come will come after all, and what should go will not stay for long.
If you can't hide, then don't hide.
I want to eat hot pot but I'm not hungry, but you force me to eat a hamburger, but you forget that I'm not hungry, I just want to eat hot pot.
Han Muxuan is not lacking in love, he is not eager for love, he is not afraid of loneliness or loneliness, he also wanted someone to love him and accompany him, but he couldn't ask for the touch given by Huang Zhenxi, and he didn't dare to ask for it.
I am very grateful for your care about me, but this does not mean that I also love you, love is love, I am not ready, and I do not want to compromise.
"Impossible, some things have long been doomed......"
The fierce wind blew his neat black hair, his shirt fluttered and grinned, his white figure was tall and steep, and behind him was the colorful Seoul, noisy and prosperous.
This world is lively and jubilant...... There is also drunkenness, decay and depravity, whether only he is sober.
Or is it indifference, ruthlessness?
Huang Zhenxi froze, standing motionless in the wind, letting the messy wind blow wantonly on the ends of her hair and dress.
She remembered a story that Han Muxuan once told, in which the young and beautiful girl turned into a stone and a big tree, and spent one long five hundred years one after another, waiting in the slanting wind and drizzle, waiting to meet her sweetheart......
In the end, it was exchanged for passing by again and again.
Only by cultivating a hundred generations can we cross the same boat, and only by cultivating a thousand generations can we sleep together.
The gaze of 500 times in the previous life is exchanged for the rubbing of shoulders once in this life.
Joys
Origin and Extinction...
I never believed in fate, that's why fate played tricks on me like this.
“89,79...... 79,89......”
A faint murmur fluttered in the wind, with surprise, unwillingness, and helplessness.