"If you see a wall with no end in sight going up and down, left and right, and never reaching the border, what is it?" Li Jiawen asked Xu Miyang. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Xu Miyang was silent.

"I feel like there's a wall in my world right now, and I want to go over it, because I know that if I can get past it, then there will be no more ignorance before my eyes, and the golden wheat fields will appear before my eyes, and people will sweat in the wheat fields, and the sun will tan their faces, but their smiles will be white."

Li Jiawen closed his eyes, stretched out his hand forward, and seemed to touch something: "But I can't cross that wall, that wall is my spiritual shackles, I am now trapped in my own spiritual world, my consciousness is scattered into thousands, each consciousness has turned into the appearance they like, some consciousness has become a fairy, some consciousness has become a villain, some consciousness has become a house, some consciousness has become a river, and my main consciousness is still an ordinary me." ”

"You can't escape, you can't leave, you can't break it, you can't paint the ground, it's a prison."

He began to murmur in a low voice, like a novice chanting Daozang, or like a silly child fantasizing about an interstellar war.

Xu Miyang suddenly had a feeling, she no longer seemed to be a psychiatrist, she was actually just a student, and the philosophy of psychology was no longer something she could master, she originally wanted to lead Li Jiawen out of that world, but she was unconsciously brought into that world by Li Jiawen, and even she began to be confused, which side is true and which side is false.

"Don't think about it so much, go to bed early." Xu Miyang was lying on her side on the bed, her back to Li Jiawen, although she said that she wanted to go to bed early, her eyes were always open.

The next day, Li Jiawen said again that he was going for a run, Xu Miyang knocked on Jiang Qingshan's door, and then the three of them jogged side by side on the long road sprinkled by Chaohui.

"You didn't make much noise last night, but on the other side of me, there were five rats in Tokyo, and the world was turned upside down, and you can see how tormented I was last night when you look at my dark circles." Jiang Qingshan complained.

Li Jiawen observed Jiang Qingshan, he seemed to have really treated Jiang Qingshan as an extremely dangerous virus, they were now like two hostile cobras, guarding each other and testing each other, once whoever couldn't hold their breath first and launched an attack, who would lose.

"With your appearance, if you want to join them, I don't think you will be rejected, right?"

"Listen, there is a sour tone in your tone, you must still be angry that I refused to stay with you last night." Jiang Qingshan hooked Li Jiawen's shoulder while running: "I said brother, there is such a little dirtiness between men, it's okay to joke occasionally, it's really goosebumps when you talk about it too many times." ”

Li Jiawen snorted coldly and shook off Jiang Qingshan.

At the end of the morning run, after the three of them finished breakfast, Xu Miyang said: "Li Jiawen and I are going to see a master, do you want to go with you, or go out by yourself?" ”

Jiang Qingshan said: "I won't go to see the master or anything, my mouth is full of some brain-burning words, I came here to relax, not to find the true meaning of life for my own troubles, so you go, I'll go out to pick up girls and fool around." ”

The two drove away from the hotel, and Li Jiawen said indifferently: "When it comes to the master, he is afraid, presumably because he is afraid that the master will see the original form, it is really cunning." ”

Xu Miyang's face was calm, and she was getting closer and closer to her destination at this time, even with her mind, she didn't know how her outlook on life would change after hearing something she shouldn't hear.

The person who is willing to deal with a madman, he is also a madman himself, but he hides it very well, Xu Miyang feels that she may not be able to hide it anymore.

If all the hidden truths in this world come to the surface, do you choose to believe in the chase or choose to block and forget.

The car stopped in a small temple on the outskirts of Dunhuang, and there was a sixteen or seventeen-year-old monk sweeping the floor at the door, he saluted Li Jiawen, who got off the car first, and then his eyes stayed on Xu Miyang, thinking that he rarely saw such a beautiful girl, so he couldn't help but look at it twice.

Xu Miyang stepped forward and knocked on the little monk's bald head, and said, "Little monk, you are not strong enough, are you new, I haven't seen you before." ”

The little monk hurriedly lowered his head and recited the Buddha's name: "Amitabha, the donor said it very well, it was the little monk who was rude." ”

Xu Miyang said with a smile: "Okay, okay, I'm here to find Master Nianyi, so early, he shouldn't have gone to the Thousand Buddha Cave to preach, right?" ”

"Not yet, the family teacher will only go to the Thousand Buddha Cave after the morning class, donor wait a minute, I will go to inform now."

This small temple is only less than 300 square meters, and there are only three side rooms, one is the room of Master Nianyi, the other is the room of the little monk just now, and one is reserved for guests.

Xu Miyang met Master Nian Yi when he was playing in the Thousand Buddha Cave, and later Master Nian Yi took Xu Miyang to this small temple, where she lived for a few days, when Master Nian Yi had three disciples around him, but now they are no longer around.

Nian Yi is an old monk who is about to be sixty, his body is thin, although his face is sallow, but there is a bright light hidden in the depths of his eyes, which seems to be in line with the Buddhist view that skin and flesh are external objects, and the spirit is the pillar.

Nowadays, there are fake monks everywhere who are swaggering and deceiving, all with fat heads and big ears, talking about my Buddha during the day and my day at night, even if they wear contact lenses, they can't cover the gloom in their eyes.

"You're here." Nian Yi put his hands together, and he said that you are here, not that you are here again, nor that he has not seen him for a long time, as if he knew that Xu Miyang would come sooner or later.

Xu Miyang followed with her hands folded, and her voice was pious: "Master, I am confused, so I brought my friends here and hoped that the master would guide me." ”

Recite one: "Everyone in the world is confused, and the old monk is also confused in his heart, you always think that I am pointing out the maze, but you don't know that I am just looking for answers." ”

"The master is humble."

Xu Miyang pulled Li Jiawen to Nian Yi and said: "My friend is frustrated in life, so he wants to seek relief, but suddenly heard the words of the gods, and then he found me and wanted me to help him solve the mystery. ”

Nian Yi's expression moved, looked at Li Jiawen, and asked, "Donor, what you heard, is it a voice or a heart's voice?" ”

"It's just a voice, he can't hear people's thoughts." Xu Miyang replied helpfully.

Nian Yi's expression became solemn: "A person's shadow cannot cover the earth, but some voices can travel far, far away, endlessly, endlessly. The benefactor can hear a voice from afar, and he must have a clear mind, thinking that the heavens should be watching you, and he wants you to do something for him. ”

"What does the master mean is that there really are immortals and Buddhas in this world?" Xu Miyang asked incredulously.

Nian Yi put his hands together again: "There is no Amitabha Buddha in the south, I didn't say that there really is an immortal Buddha in this world." ”

"But Master, you just said that the heavens are watching him and asking him to do something."

Nian Yi smiled and said: "What is an immortal, what is a Buddha, it is just a crown that we have crowned some outstanding people, they are actually us, they have no supernatural powers, they only have a heart that touches the world." When I say that the heavens are watching him, I actually mean that his heart is watching him, if he can use this special ability to influence the world, then he is also an immortal Buddha, even if he can't take a step at a time, he is also an immortal Buddha. ”

"As long as you can influence the world, even if you can't take a step at a time, you are still an immortal Buddha?" Li Jiawen muttered softly, and then he laughed, and a violent air appeared between his eyebrows: "According to what you said, the Immortal Buddha is just exaggerating?" ”

Recite one: "The Immortal Buddha is not an exaggeration, the Immortal Buddha is just a manifestation of omnipotence in consciousness, they may not appear in front of you to move mountains and reclaim the sea, but they can have no idea in your mind." ”

Li Jiawen said: "Then the world we are in now is the real world, or is it the Yiji thought you are talking about?" ”

"What if it's the real world, what if it's a thoughtless mind, you are in it, I'm in it, this is the world."

"Don't play dumb riddles with me, give me the most intuitive answer, is the world we are in now real?"

Nian Yi looked at Li Jiawen, then he stretched out his hand to Xu Miyang and asked, "If she disappears in this world, will you be heartbroken?" ”

Li Jiawen said indifferently: "No." ”

Nian asked again and again, "What if your parents disappear from this world?" ”

Li Jiawen's eyes immediately became blood-red, and his irritable emotions would make him lose control at any time: "I came here precisely because my parents have disappeared, I want to ask you, is this my world of consciousness, if so, then my parents are still alive in reality, if not, then I will also make this real world unreal!" ”

"I see." Nian looked sad: "You are so excited, you are so heartbroken, even if this world is really illusory, what is the difference between that and reality, because as long as you are here, the matter of your parents' departure cannot be changed, this is reality." ”

"What did you say!" Li Jiawen roared: "You monks and Taoist priests are like this, you like to play tricks, others ask you if you have eaten, you have to say that eating or not eating is practice, so you say that you are a demon to confuse the public!" ”

"Amitabha, good, good." Nian holds a Buddha bead in one hand, and his face is compassionate.

Xu Miyang grabbed Li Jiawen, and she said to Nian Yi with an apologetic face: "There is Master Lao, and I hope the master will forgive me for the offense." ”

"What is the offense, it is just the true temperament."

Xu Miyang gave a salute, and then forcibly stuffed the emotional Li Jiawen back into the car, while she found the little monk who swept the floor and went to the merit box to donate an envelope.

"There are no immortals and Buddhas in this world, there are just some unique talents." Xu Miyang smiled knowingly, she looked up at the blue sky, the wind was blowing her face, it was very refreshing.