From the beginning of choosing to come to the United States and participate in the NBA, Shi Lei set himself the goal of "success", which is also Shi Lei's biggest plan for his life. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

He wants to be a successful person, but what is "success"?

Now he feels "success"!

The media reports that were read out of Alice's mouth, and the praise that filled the lines, made Shi Lei experience the great joy of "success".

They kept telling him over and over again that he had "succeeded".

"He's a legend!"

"He set an unprecedented record!"

"He's a true warrior!"

"Someone born to be a big spectacle!"

"The sky is his limit!"

"He's going to be this year's FMVP!"

Shi Lei's mood became more and more excited, and his face was even a little strangely flushed, "I finally succeeded, I didn't expect this day to come so early!" ”

"One 'quadruple double' made me a star, no, I'm a superstar now, and I'm going to be the FMVP this year, which is a big honor, and only 'Magic' did it when he was a rookie. But now I'm almost there, and I'm going to get a lot of experience rewards, and I'm going to be able to match the fifth template very early, and only by matching Hamilton will I'm going to be even stronger, more amazing......"

"Success" made Shi Lei lose himself a little, and in his great joy, his heart began to become arrogant.

The future seems to be getting better and better, and the longing in Shi Lei's heart is also constantly extending, thinking that in the end, he has to admire his wise choice a few days ago, although it brought him some trouble.

"The choice of the fourth template was so wise, and thankfully I matched Odom, haha......"

Shi Lei's laughter in his heart suddenly stopped, which was directly reflected on his face, and the joy rippling on his face suddenly dissipated.

The name "Odom" was like a basin of cold water poured on his hot heart.

He suddenly realized that no matter what the outside world said about him and how much he was praised, he was now just an "Odom"!

"I'm Odom now!"

The birth of this thought caused all the illusions he imagined to quickly collapse from his mind.

"yes, I'm still an Odom!"

Like a ball that had been evacuated, the excitement in Shi Lei's heart began to be slowly pulled out of his body.

Alice's recitation continued, but Shi Lei couldn't hear a single word.

"I'm just an Odom now, I haven't been matched with Kobe, I haven't even been matched with Hamilton, so am I a success?"

"No, I haven't made it yet."

It's a frustrating answer, and like all realities, the most frustrating is always a blow. But Shi Lei knows that this is the most real and correct, no matter what the outside world says about him, it has not changed the fact that compared with yesterday, he has not changed at all.

The only change is in his heart!

His strength is still "Odom", but his heart has become "Kobe"!

Shi Lei thinks that he needs to be calm, yes, he wants to succeed, he dreams of success, his biggest goal in life is to succeed, but he wants to succeed, not self-deception!

"I haven't made it yet!"

Shi Lei's eyes looked at the ceiling above him without focus, and Alice's crisp and beautiful voice floated in his ears, but it could no longer float into his heart.

"My current evaluation is B, and I haven't even become the main force, what kind of success is this?"

"I got my first 'quadruple-double' in the Finals, but if it wasn't for the Lakers, Odom, what stats would I get?"

"A dozen points? Or in the twenties? Anyway, these evaluation decisions won't be pressed on me. In other words, my success was only due to good luck and meeting Odom! ”

"If it weren't for Odom, I'd still be nothing, I'm still the 'best sixth man', and even Odom isn't fully fit in right now."

"So everything is fake, fake! Shi Lei, everything is fake! ”

Everything is fake, the truth is so cruel, Shi Lei was hit by this huge gap, and he even felt depressed because of it.

However, this frustration came abruptly, and it went quickly, and Shi Lei's mentality became stable again.

"Yes, there's nothing to be excited about, there's nothing to be frustrated about, that's not mine, it's not the credit I deserve now, I'm just the 'sixth man' of a championship team, not a superstar!"

"But is superstar success?"

Shi Lei suddenly thought of a question, he has always wanted to make himself "successful", and "success" is also the biggest motivation for him to play, but he has never thought about how successful he wants to be?

What kind of success does he really want?

"yes, what is real success for me? Match Hamilton? Match Kobe Bryant? Match Jordan? ”

"Is it a success to match all the templates?"

When he really thought about this problem seriously, Shi Lei fell into confusion, and he gave himself one answer after another, but those answers could not make him feel satisfied.

Kobe Bryant has his own regrets, and Jordan has too, but what is the real success? Is no regret a success?

"No, it's not, none of this is success!"

It's an unanswered question, but the answer is very simple.

For farmers, a bumper harvest may be the biggest success of the year, and for businessmen, negotiating a business and making their business thriving may be success, which is not big or small, but in personal ability and the industry they are engaged in, then for athletes, success is victory!

Yes, as long as one victory after another, then for an athlete, his career is a success.

"Yes, it's victory! Kobe Bryant can't make me successful, and Jordan can't either, even if I complete all the templates, my life may not be successful. But even if I can't match all the templates, my life is not necessarily a failure, only I can win! ”

Shi Lei found his life goal, or determined his life goal, at this time, for Shi Lei, this is even more important than the "four pairs".

At least, he won't be bullied anymore, and he won't deceive himself anymore! (To be continued.) )