Xu Miyang listened carefully to every word Li Jiawen said, and did not show any abnormality because Li Jiawen said the word immortal, because no matter what kind of fanciful things he heard from the patient's mouth, it was possible. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

"You said you could hear the gods, but do you remember what they said?"

Li Jiawen thought about it, and then told about speculating in stocks and borrowing usury and going to Longhu Mountain to find immortals.

"So, the immortal only appeared when you were under too much psychological pressure and wanted to commit suicide, but this immortal just appeared, and didn't give you any help, not even to persuade you not to jump off the building, but you yourself felt as if you had found a new way out, so you persevered until now, right?"

Li Jiawen nodded.

"So you think it's because you're afraid of death, so you made up a fictional immortal for yourself when your courage ran out, and then used it to escape reality, right?"

"It's just one possibility, another possibility, immortals really exist, but I thought I was mentally ill, but in fact I wasn't mentally ill."

"Do you think immortals really exist?" The corners of Xu Miyang's eyes are very good-looking, so when she looks at Li Jiawen seriously, Li Jiawen will subconsciously escape.

He looked at the table and said, "I don't know, that's why I'm here." ”

"So now there are two possibilities, one is that everything is fake, it's all made up by you, and the other is that everything is real, but you can't believe it, you think it's fake, right?"

"That's right, I'm confused right now, in a state of utter confusion."

Xu Miyang took a pen and recorded every word Li Jiawen said.

"Have you heard the fairy talking now, or, beside you, is there an immortal sitting right now?"

Li Jiawen smiled bitterly: "If there is, then I will definitely tell you." ”

"You said you were on the ground and you heard the voice of the police operator on someone's phone, so you can hear what the proprietress of the copy shop across the street is talking about?"

Li Jiawen held his breath and stared, and then said: "I can't hear it, I've been trying these days, but it hasn't worked." ”

"In that case, we need to do a long time to observe, and when you can hear it again, we'll find out more."

"Am I mentally ill?"

Xu Miyang smiled, if Li Jiawen went to other psychological counselors, then he would definitely be diagnosed with mental illness, but she didn't do it, because this was her first patient, she said: "You are still sober, if you are not sober, then you will not come to me to ask for help, and for those who take the initiative to ask for help, I will not give a desperate answer so quickly." ”

"So you mean to say that there may be gods in this world, so it's not that I'm mentally ill, it's just that the sudden appearance of mythological civilizations is too unacceptable, so I think I'm mentally ill?"

Xu Miyang did not agree with this point of view, nor did he deny it.

"No one in this world can prove the existence of immortals, and no one can deny the existence of immortals, so whether you are mentally ill or not will have to be investigated, but before that, we can do some relatively simple experiments."

She pulled out a pen and asked, "What is this?" ”

Li Jiawen said: "Fountain pen." ”

"What is it for?"

"Writing."

"Isn't this a golden hoop rod, used to stab the sky?"

Li Jiawen smiled.

Xu Miyang took out her mobile phone: "You call Xi. Big. ”

Li Jiawen said: "I don't have Xi. Big phone number. ”

"Then you can give yourself a call."

Li Jiawen was stunned, then he took the phone, pressed his number, and said, "My phone is turned off, but this is my number, you can contact me." ”

Xu Miyang saved the number and said, "Look, you are acting normally, and even your brain is spinning very quickly, and there is no abnormal mental performance at all, so don't worry, let's take our time." ”

Li Jiawen knew that she was helping him, and once she was diagnosed with mental illness, he would probably be sent to a mental hospital, and he would be trapped in chaos and confusion for the rest of his life.

She is now guiding Li Jiawen and making Li Jiawen firmly believe that he is not mentally ill, even if Li Jiawen keeps talking about immortals.

In Xu Miyang's transcript, she wrote: "The patient has auditory and visual hallucinations due to brain confusion caused by too much stress, but the number of episodes is not much, and there are no other abnormal manifestations. ”

She will only write this paragraph in the notebook, but she will never tell Li Jiawen.

"I have some medicine here that can help you relieve mental stress, but the main thing is to relax your brain yourself, don't think about usury, just think of you as a carefree seven-year-old boy now, running against the wind and the sun every day, let's see if you will hear the gods in the coming days."

After Li Jiawen left Xu Miyang's studio, he suddenly felt a lot more at ease, because he felt that he no longer needed to face everything alone, because Xu Miyang would not laugh at him and call him a madman, but would fight side by side with him and explore the secrets between reality and fantasy with him.

He found a park and decided to stay up all night on the park bench tonight, he turned on his mobile phone and found that Song Sha'er had made forty-six missed calls to him, as well as more than seventy text messages.

She said she wouldn't blame him for whatever decision he made.

She will continue to wait for him.

After reading the text message, Li Jiawen turned off his mobile phone again in order to save power, and then he sat on the bench and watched the last afterglow of the sunset.

If there were really immortals, how nice it would be.

They can fly with the wind and the setting sun, so in their world, there will never be a night, because they are so close to the sun, so close that they can reach it.

Li Jiawen stretched out his hand and looked at the sunset through his fingers, and in a trance he had the illusion that he could hold the sun in his hand.

He slowly clenched his fists, but did not grasp anything, the sun went down, the lights came on, and some old people came to the park with their children.

Three children play hide and seek under the street lamp.

The first child hid behind Li Jiawen, and kept chanting: "Can't find me, can't find me......"

The second child went around the back of the third child, like a shadow, always hiding in the corner of the third child, believing that he must be shouting in his heart: "You can't see me, you can't see me." ”

The kid who was looking for someone seemed a little stupid and a little anxious, he just looked for five minutes and then gave up, ran to his grandfather, and had long forgotten that he was still playing hide and seek.

Li Jiawen felt that he was very similar to the child who was looking for someone, he couldn't find it, he couldn't see it, and he was impatient.

He suddenly felt that he was really stupid, why did he go to a psychiatrist, which psychiatrist in this world would admit that immortals exist, once he heard the words that immortals do not exist from Xu Miyang's mouth, what should he Li Jiawen do?

Is it to give up this last hope and return to reality?

But even if the gods really exist, so what? Will they help him? If he could, he should have been helped a long time ago, right?

He was in a mess in his heart, and hurriedly took out the medicine prescribed by Xu Miyang and took two pills, he told himself to calm down, to relax, and not to think nonsense, it is because he always puts pressure on himself that he will not be like a person like a ghost now.

Then, slowly, his mind began to diverge, merging into the peaceful light, wandering in the unknown world.

"Li Jiawen is not in the rental house, according to the landlord, he has been away for several days, he should have escaped, his phone can't get through, he has been turned off, this kid is bold enough, he doesn't even dare to pay back our money, last time I said that I wanted to sell his organs, not to mention giving him another half a month, even if he was given a lifetime, he couldn't make up the money."

"This kid is really not a thing, does he think he can be useful when he hides? Can he hide, can his family hide? This kind of dog thing will only take care of itself, where will it take care of the family. Let's go, now there is only one trip to his hometown. It's really annoying, Lao Tzu is the most annoying to stay up late and drive! ”

Li Jiawen's scattered thoughts were instantly disillusioned, he suddenly took a big breath and came back to his senses, and found that the street lights in the park had been extinguished at some point, and the old people with children had also left, and he was the only one left in the huge park, cold and lonely.

He hurriedly turned on his mobile phone and found that there were three missed links, which was the collector Liu Qiang.

"I hear ...... again"

Li Jiawen didn't know whether he was excited or scared, he could only call Xu Miyang.

Xu Miyang was lying in the bathtub, the fragrance of lilies made her whole body relax, today she finally received her first case, which will be the first step for her to really go out.

However, this patient's condition is not serious enough to be incurable, at least he still knows how ridiculous it is to hear the fairy speak, and there is still reason and struggle in his eyes, he is now on the verge of collapse, one step forward, it is a cliff, and he cannot extricate himself, and one step back is to return to his original heart and hold Yuan Shouyi.

Xu Miyang thought to herself that she must have read too many fantasy novels.

At this time, her phone rang, she got up, revealing a seductive figure, she didn't put a cover on the beautiful carcass, just stood by the window like that, and answered Li Jiawen's call.

Li Jiawen was very emotional: "I heard it, I just heard it again, Liu Qiang and they are going to find my family, and he wants to be unfavorable to my parents!" ”

Xu Miyang's voice is calm, without the slightest ripple, which is one of the necessary skills of a psychological counselor: "Calm down, don't get excited, say slowly, who is Liu Qiang?" ”

Li Jiawen took a deep breath and said: "Liu Qiang is my collector, I borrowed a loan shark and haven't paid it back for a long time, they think I'm hiding, so they want to go to my house to find my parents." ”

"Where are you now, I'll go to you now."