chapter13

When I woke up, I was lying in a garbage dump at the end of an alley, and several wild cats banded together to kick me because I had crushed their dishes. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoA few inflamed flies barked on their legs, making me dizzy.

"Hey—"

The voice felt weak even to me.

"Don't kick it--"

"Meow!!" The cat, who seemed to be the boss, stood up all the fur on its body and bared its teeth at me.

…… (Helpless flat mouth)

When I didn't say.

The world is really unable to live now, and even a wild cat is more powerful than me.

But......

I remember that I was lying on the playground, could someone pass by and pick me up and throw me away as garbage?

Yes? Do I look like garbage?

I looked at a bitten chicken leg on my left, leaned in and sniffed it, it was a little rancid.

Pinch your face and pull your hair.

Am I like it?

I raised my arm and sniffed myself......

It's a little rancid, too.

How come I didn't find out before?

So I was careless.

The shadow of a snake and a bat is reflected on the walls of the alley, which looks particularly hideous and eerie in the cloudy dusk.

They lurk silently in the shadows, making creepy laughs.

"Look, she's so stupid, hee-hee." A voice said.

"yes, stupid." Another voice said.

"Hey......" is a feeling of powerlessness.

"What?" They spoke in unison.

"Can't you say the same thing every time......

I didn't even bother to struggle.

"Yo! Kohlrabi: You've been getting more bold lately. The snake said jokingly, its long body coiled around a rusty sewer pipe.

"That's it......" The bat hung upside down under the dim street lamp at the mouth of the alley, and its voice was so cold that it made people sweat.

The street lights are not lit in the first place, and when they block it, it is almost equal to nothing.

"Ugh......" I sighed.

"What are you sighing about?" The snake asked, leaning forward curiously.

"Originally......" I sat up with the trash can, one hand on my chin.

"Uh-huh." The snake's body swam a little more, and it looked very three-eight.

"Originally, I was very afraid of you, but now I'm so tired that I'm too lazy to be afraid of you...... (take a deep breath), I'll do whatever you want. Then he closed his eyes and fell asleep holding the green-shelled trash can.

In a daze, I felt someone pick me up and try to tell him that I was dirty, but I didn't have the strength to say it.

My hands clutched tightly around his sleeves.

I have an intuition that tells me that I can't let go, and I can't let go even if I die......

As soon as you let go, you will lose forever.

"Come on~~~"

"Hate ~~~"

"Baby...... What's the matter? ”

Well!?

I bounced up like a corpse and found myself lying on a park bench.

The grass on the right is not a birdsong-like sound of "chirping-".

I'm blinking, what's going on?

Suddenly, an enlarged face appeared in front of my eyes.

His eyes were slender, and his black pupils had nothing in them, but they seemed to be able to suck people in. The eyebrows are not very thick, like a faint wisp of light smoke, and the nose is very straight and straight. The lips are not thick, but they are full, slightly upturned, and the lip color is very pale pink. A few strands of black hair were soft on his cheeks, and the whole person looked ...... Simplicity.

He looked at me, his eyes flickering over to me at the grass beside him, tilting his head and blinking, his eyelashes fluttering.

"What......?" He asked.

Me: "Uh...... Let's eat......"

Could this lie be obvious?

I really don't know what they're doing, though......

“……”

He put his index finger to his lips, as if thinking about something.

Then put both palms on my face and hold my head up......

"Why, what?" I stammered.

"You want to eat...... Hungry. He said so.

Something was posted.

In his eyes I see my eyes.

If I'm not mistaken, he seems to be...... Kiss me.

That's it...... That's right.

His lips were cold, quietly against mine, he didn't breathe, he didn't have a heartbeat, and the same cool palms were quietly against my cheeks.

Everything feels so clear, yet it feels so nihilistic......

My mind went blank.

After a long time, he left my lips.

His fingers stopped, his fingertips traced the shape of my lips, and he frowned suspiciously: "It's not delicious......

I "......"

It seems that there is a kind of thing in the world called the first kiss.

I just accidentally ...... it Lost?

My hand was finally one step ahead of my mind, "Boom." "Gave him a fist.

Nosebleeds flowed down......

He had a red nosebleed and looked at me very innocently.

Like a child coquettish, pointing to his nose: "Painful ......"

I suddenly felt very bad.

Worse than Snow White and her stepmother.

But I do think I should punch him......

Do I have to say to him, I'm sorry, do you want to add sweet or salty, spicy or not?

Alas......

I sighed and waved my hand at him: "Bye-bye......"

And then gone.

But he didn't take a step to pull people back.

"It hurts......," he said.

I looked at him and felt like my brain was messed up, my chest was stuffy, and I didn't know what to do.

In the end, I couldn't help but wipe him with my hand.

Then he laughed.

I seemed to hear the sound of flowers blooming, and the moonlight was shining down at the same moment.

I froze there.

After a while.

I pounced.

Grabbed him by the collar.

I yelled at him viciously, "Say! What do you have to do with Silved! Are you his brother or, his dad! Say ah, you! Just know you're not a good thing either, right? You people are all sick, why did you all come to me?! ”

I'm really going crazy.

Don't let people live!

He blinked, pretending to be innocent, and my ripped neckline revealed a piece of snow-white skin with a pearly glow in the misty moonlight.

I pushed him away and walked in the direction of home.

Damn it!

It's all rotten people!

I lifted the back of my hand to wipe my mouth.

Well? I was holding something in my palm.

I spread out my palm, and by the moonlight, I saw a solid gold button in the shape of a delicate rose lying quietly in my palm.

Very innocent look......

It's him...... Yes?

I hesitated and put it in my right pocket.

After thinking about it, I took it out again.

This kind of thing, you shouldn't keep it......

I turned and threw myself into the bushes behind me.

The golden clasp shone brightly, and along the arc of the moonlight, it fell into the depths of the fallen leaves.

I walked fast, walking and running.

I really want to go home now, I miss my grandmother a lot.

I don't want to lock people in a freezer again!

Never ...... again